THE TATTERS
WESLEYAN POETRY
the tatters BRENDA COULTAS
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Coultas, Brenda.
[Poems. Selections]
The tatters / Brenda Coultas.
pages cm.
ISBN 978-0-8195-7419-0 (cloth : alk. paper)
(Wesleyan Poetry Series)
I. Title.
PS3603.O886A6 2014
811'.6—dc23
5 4 3 2 1
Cover artwork: Spiderweb Rose, image by Portia Munson, 2009.
DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF BRAD WILL
Brad Will was a poet, Indymedia journalist, anarchist, and
a friend of mine. He was murdered in Oaxaca, Mexico, on
October 27, 2006, while filming a street battle between the
Oaxaca governor Ulises Ruiz Ortiz’s thugs and APPO, the
Popular Assembly of the People, during a months-long teachers’
strike in which at least eleven were killed. For more information:
CONTENTS
A Gaze 15
The Tatters 20
Note: Bradley Roland Will, 1970–2006 47
Acknowledgments 51
THE TATTERS
MY TREE
I found a pearl and wore it in my ear
Deep ocean echoes sing like a seashell
A girl promised a purse filled with jewels, if I would be her friend
Purses open secrets as priceless as pills in a jeweled box
Loose pearls, enough to imagine what a great loss that necklace was or was not
I like to see metal turn red and glow and to hear its hiss when it meets the water. Leather bellows, suspended from the ceiling, pump air into the fire. Long-handled tongs and picks forge mostly nails. I open all the old purses. There might be change left in one.
I built you a tree of light to see by
To listen to digital libraries in your palm.
Renamed myself writing this book, renamed myself after building this tree
I burnt candles all night to grow these leaves.
I fed books to the flame, to make a blaze to read by
Mined libraries to power this tower of light
Built sparkling branches
with flaming pages for leaves
dense as the weeping willow’s cascade of curls
On the mountain ridge my tree stands head and shoulders above the hardwoods. Along the roadway wooden poles, bathed in chemicals, hold up a network of wire
I built a tree, more cell than sweeping pine or black walnut, as natural as pink pine needles or a silver holiday tree. Glittery pine boughs glue-gunned on
No needles on the floor
No forest smell
My gift is glittery and eternal
even in synthetic shreds
dumped on a landlocked city sidewalk
it finds its way to the sea
A MASS FOR BRAD WILL
If I were a quill I’d write in bright feathers all about you bursting into flight over the heads of cops
If I were a handsome feather, I’d walk to City Hall in full plumage and release all of Manhattan’s political prisoners
If I were a quill I’d give you life on this quiet page
On a four feather day, last one ruffled another grey with black-banded top
Then pinfeathers regroup to make a full on …
You might think his body was blown to bits or burned to ashes
Thrown into a favorite body of water
Maybe one of the great lakes
You might think he was made of feathers or of bird weight
No, he was buried whole, perhaps with bullets intact.
Critical mass. Yes, he liked to say it.
Critical mass is a beautiful way to say we gather
to shut down the system
so bicyclists can take over the streets
Critical mass
a way to say we gather
so that it matters
When the bicyclists take over the streets
and bring the city
to a standstill, Brad said that
is critical mass
I asked, “What happens when the city is shut down?”
He said, “Then we’ll dance.”
He liked a song about a drop of water. In this song, the drops came together to form a trickle, then a stream, a river, a body of water, the power of the water made us aware that we belonged to the earth, that we would protect her, and by the end of the song, the river was free.
THE MIDDEN
Blue stone quarries
stone of touch
stone marker or the stone left behind
shell middens and clay pipes and passenger pigeons dressed in blues
the stone that gazes heaven side up
the day which is red and pink corners
Burnish the blue stone & quarry the earth dynamite