Nothing really started until a person got there, anyway.
Kit wrote about crime, imagined it, was outraged by it, but up until now it was something that happened around her, not to her. Sure, the threat of attack was a reality for any urban woman. Someone stronger and larger than you could always turn on a whim, and there wasn’t much you could do about it. But then life could turn on you like that, too.
Yet knowing it wasn’t the same as experiencing it. That was probably why shock was settling in now, why she’d begun shaking, and why she couldn’t quite believe what had happened. She was in the bedroom she loved, yet the objects she’d so carefully collected suddenly looked like props on a Hollywood set. Vibrant and pretty enough, but without any real value or substance.
And while she was wearing her favorite cream robe, soft as snow, it now sported an unfamiliar tear in it that almost looked obscene. And with the wet blood of a total stranger staining its hem, it was. It was.
And don’t forget this, she thought, touching her lower lip, already growing fat. But her fingertips were scented with the foreign man, and she jerked her hand away, and began shaking harder.
Kit looked around at her unfamiliar room, her gaze finally landing on the most unfamiliar thing of all.
“Who are you?” she asked the man hunched on the floor.
“Griffin Shaw. I’m here to …”
She watched him struggle, as if he didn’t actually know why he was there.
“I’m here to help,” he finally said, then winced.
“How did you get in my home?” she said. Whose voice is that? It was brittle and half-swallowed. Hard and meek at the same time. One more thing she didn’t recognize.
Her defensiveness seemed to fortify the man named Shaw. Slowly, he rose to his feet. “Just be glad I did.”
She was. She studied him, the rumpled roomy suit, the tightly razored pomp. His hair was dusky, a light brown that’d probably faded from the cool ginger of his childhood. Kit loved ginger hair. It put her in mind of blue skies and green hills and made her fantasize about French-kissing young, rebellious English princes on imaginary Welsh vacations. Yet this man could bulldoze fantasies with one hard look alone.
“They were going to kill me.”
It was another foreign thought, and something else that didn’t belong in her home. In fact, she hadn’t even known she was going to say it until it was out of her mouth. Shaw lifted the Mies van der Rohe chair that’d toppled when her attacker—his? theirs?—had fled. He sat with a groan, but kept that hard gaze on her.
“Yes,” he said, matter-of-factly, and the confirmation was a gut-punch. Kit lowered her head, and shook even harder. “Ever see either of those men before?”
“No.”
“No idea who they were?”
Kit shook her head, then realized she was usually the one asking the questions, and wondered why she wasn’t doing so now. She looked up, and out came that foreign voice. “Are you some sort of cop or something? A detective?”
Again, that hesitation, a genuine frown marring his brow. “I’m a P.I.”
“Who hired you?”
“I’m here because of Rockwell,” he said, both answering the question and not.
“Nic?” The strange voice broke on her friend’s name, and the tears finally came. Shivering, she pulled her savaged robe tight, then realized the man had moved toward her uncertainly, like he wanted to comfort her but knew he didn’t have the right. She looked at him again.
“There’s something familiar about you,” she said, sniffling. He edged back again in response, leaning into shadows that reached out to obscure his features. Darkness bent over him in a protective arch, almost like wings jutting from his back …
Squeezing her eyes, Kit shook her head to clear her vision. She was definitely in shock.
“’Course there is,” he said gruffly. “I’m the guy who just saved your life.”
She wiped her face. “Something else.”
Shaw jerked his chin at her. “Have another drink.”
“I’m not drunk,” she said, and was happy to hear her voice had some snap back.
“No, I mean it. Have another drink. You’re shaking like a leaf.” He tilted his head. “I don’t feel so hot, either.”
Kit had been so worried about herself—not to mention scared and confused—that she’d momentarily forgotten he’d been assaulted, too. “Oh, geez. Are you hurt?” she asked, moving toward him.
He jerked back, and his wings flared. Kit gasped, blinked, but they were just shadows again, surrounding that craggy face, and eyes that knew so much they gave away nothing. Kit shook her head again, and swayed.
“Whoa there.”
She felt a steadying hand on her arm. Warm. Real.
Gentle.
“I’m sorry. I thought I saw …” How was she supposed to say, while still sounding sane, that she thought she’d seen wings, with feathers the length of her forearm, rising from his back like black smoke? “Nothing.”
“You’re falling asleep on your feet.”
Her lids jerked open. She was. “Pills. I took a couple to relax. I just wanted to … go away.”
That would explain the hallucinations, Kit thought. Pills plus whiskey plus near-death equaled wings. What an equation.
“Come on,” Shaw coaxed, leading her to her bed. “Let’s get you settled into this pastry puff.”
“No. We gotta get out of here. They might …”
“They won’t be back tonight.”
“How do you know?” Kit asked as her head found the pillow, amazed by his certainty, amazed that anyone could be certain of anything after today.
“I can tell,” he said as he gathered the covers around her, and maybe he could. Maybe men who popped up to protect strange women could sense danger in a way others couldn’t. Maybe he’d tracked so many predators as a P.I. that he had an instinct for them.
Still, she sat back up. “We need to call the cops. I have a friend there …”
“I’ll take care of it,” he said shortly, and waved a hand before her face, as if smoothing out her frown. Relief flooded Kit in an almost dizzying rush, and she fell back, nodding.
Kit wondered how many women he’d rescued since becoming a private investigator, but what came out was “I don’t want to be alone.”
The stranger who’d saved her, who looked familiar but wasn’t, who seemed as suspicious of her as she did of him, hesitated. Then he leaned forward, tucked the covers up to her chin, same as her father used to do when she was young, and stared down at her with enough calm for them both. “I will watch over you.”
“Thank you,” she said, and this time hers was a different strange voice, not brittle but slurred. Neither hard nor meek. A voice that was the sum of the equation of all the day’s events.
The man, Shaw, leaned back, disappearing again into the shadows. Where he belongs, Kit thought. Where he can evaporate like he was never here at all.
Her eyes fluttered shut, closing out even the shadows, but his reply chased her into sleep. “Least I could do.”
What the hell was he doing?