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This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.
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First published by HarperCollinsPublishers 2013
Copyright © Kathleen Tessaro 2013
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Contents
Hôtel Hermitage, Monte Carlo, 1932
West Challow, Oxfordshire, England, 1935
Paris, September 1942, during the Nazi occupation
For my son Eddie Always, evermore … and then some
Eva d’Orsey sat at the kitchen table, listening to the ticking clock, a copy of Le Figaro in front of her. This was the sound of time, moving away from her.
Taking another drag from a cigarette, she looked out of the window, into the cold misty morning. Paris was waking now, the grey dawn, streaked with orange, seeping slowly into a navy sky. She’d been up for hours, since four. Sleep had inched away from her these past years as the pain increased, shooting up along the left side of her body.
The doctor had given up on her months ago. His diagnosis: she was not a good patient; arrogant, refused to follow directions. The cirrhosis was spreading rapidly now, pitting her liver like a sponge. For him it was simple: she had to stop drinking.
‘You’re not even trying,’ he’d reprimanded her at the last appointment.
She was buttoning her blouse, on top of the examination table. ‘I’m having difficulty sleeping.’
‘Well, I’m not surprised,’ he sighed. ‘Your liver is completely inflamed.’
She caught his eye. ‘I need something to help me.’
Shaking his head, he crossed to his desk; scribbled out a prescription. ‘I shouldn’t even give