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CONTENTS
• Title Page
• Copyright
• Dedication
1 Ex Machina
Divine and Mechanical Bodies
The Case of the Double Jinx
Understudy
Possible and Impossible Sentences
Little, Red
Girl-Terrarium
Lucy in Chrysalis
Big Valley’s Last Surviving Beauty Queen
Cinderella Story
Before the Catalog of Boats
Why the McKean County Lifeguards Left Town
Paper Anniversary
A Theory of Disaster
2 My Girlhood Apothecary
Genealogy
Family Portrait with Rosary and Steak Knife
Genealogy
Portrait of my Father as a Young Man with a Bludgeon
In Language School My Father Learns to Pass for Dutch
My Father Flying Home From War, 1975
Genealogy
Games
Lent
3 Our Wilderness Period
Before and After, Botched
Still Life with Mannequin and Leg of Lamb
Fire Plan
Frontier Thesis
Rabbit Starvation
Inventing the Body
4 Bad Magic
We Won’t Make it to the Talkies
Vigil
Friendly Letter
Horses Dream of Horses
All Good Girls Deserve
Fervent Missive
Revisionist Love Story
Birds Keep Nothing in Their Bones
Unsent Defense
Cutting Nature at the Joint
Come Fetch
The Secret Nancy
• Acknowledgements
• About the Author
Understudy
Possible and Impossible Sentences
Little, Red
Girl-Terrarium
Lucy in Chrysalis
Big Valley’s Last Surviving Beauty Queen
Cinderella Story
Before the Catalog of Boats
Why the McKean County Lifeguards Left Town
Paper Anniversary
A Theory of Disaster
2 My Girlhood Apothecary
Genealogy
Family Portrait with Rosary and Steak Knife
Genealogy
Portrait of my Father as a Young Man with a Bludgeon
In Language School My Father Learns to Pass for Dutch
My Father Flying Home From War, 1975
Genealogy
Games
Lent
3 Our Wilderness Period
Before and After, Botched
Still Life with Mannequin and Leg of Lamb
Fire Plan
Frontier Thesis
Rabbit Starvation
Inventing the Body
4 Bad Magic
We Won’t Make it to the Talkies
Vigil