you time then. We will wait.
– I can’t deceive myself anymore. – Lisa.
– How so? – Asks Jack trying to grab her hand, but she pulls away.
– I didn’t like yesterday’s tour. I just did it for you.
– I thought you were going to enjoy the beauty of this interesting place. – Jack.
– I rarely say what I want, because I don’t want to disappoint you. But maybe it failed our relationship. Our relation has tightened me a lot lately and I can’t go ahead. – Lisa.
– We’ll do quietly. – Jack.
– I think you don’t realize what I’m saying. – Lisa continues to speak, rubbing the tears from her face. – There is no more us. I was thinking to wait with this, but now I see the time has come. -Jack’s out of bed. He throws his robe and begins to dress.
– Where are you going now? -She asked him with an alarmed voice.
– I need of air. I’ll take another room. – Jack responds.
– That’s not necessary.
– It’s for me. – He say while he hooking his pants. – I’ll see you at the airport, my luggage will take the bellhop.
– You can stay here until it’s time to leave. – Lisa.
– It is not a good idea. – He already wearing a T-shirt and a brown leather jacket. – Bye!
– Jack! – Lisa shout him name and at that moment he closes the door.
Jack goes to the shore. Walking along the coastal street he thinks of all his dreams and remembers the good times with Lisa. They were together for several months but his feelings were real. For him it means a lot but obviously for she doesn’t. Jack feeling surrendered and sit in a seaside café. Looked at the sea he thinks what he will do now. At that moment his mother rang:
– Hello, Jack!
– Hello, Mom!
– What’s the matter? – Alice asked, feeling a tense in his voice.
– Why? – Jack.
– Your voice is different. Is anything wrong?
– Yes, but I’m not want to talk abouth this now.
– Are you ok with Lisa?
– Yes! We are physically well, otherwise we don’t.
– What do you mean? Jack tell me what’s wrong. -Alice is already worried about Jack and Lisa.
– Nothing! – Jack replies.
– Jack, when you talk about your problems, makes you lighter. – Alice.
– We broke up. It turned out she didn’t love me. -He tells his mother in despair, sensing his tone.
– I’m sorry. She seemed in love with you. What happened?
– You said it. It seemed. But it was not. – He’s saddened.
– Very sorry. Calm down Jack. -Alice said softly.
– Relax. Talk to you tomorrow. Now I want to stay with my thoughts. Excuse me. – Jack.
– OK, son. Stay calm. Things will get better. – Trying to give him a little courage, Alice.
– Bye! -Jack closes without even waiting for his mother to say goodbye to him.
In the evening Jack spent at the hotel’s restaurant where he intended to offer her. But the other people who are there distract him from what has happened. The next day he decided to look at the gardens “Trastena” himself. Walking around this beautiful place doesn’t see a way ahead. He senses that he has reached a point where he doesn’t know where to go. The world in which he lived until yesterday has collapsed.
Getting on the plane to Moscow with Lisa even one word doen’t say. After returning he refuses some of his commitments and decides that he needs a break. He needs to stop and think about what to do with his career and his life. Depressed he start to frequent use alcohol. Whiskey is a good friend for Jack’s injured feelings. He doesn’t understand why everything is confus. He can’t judge what he does wrong with women and why his relationships fail. Wounded by Lisa and her words, he thoughts on his life, him behavior. Nowhere does he see errors, but he blames self for what has happened. He goes through a crisis that shakes his whole world.
In this time Stella was still alone at the beginning of 2013. She left her job because she could not handle her job and the university. She wondering where to take over. In the middle of the second year he thinks that the idea of studying for a developer is not that good. Already the easy objects have passed, for her she starts the difficult. Saddened yet, from her relationship with Leonid, she felt in a hole. It’s like it’s at the bottom. There is no direction, she doesn’t know what to do. She lost confidence in herself. One January night goes a bar with his girlfriends. Drinking more Stella decided to smoke several cigarettes borrowed from Ina’s friend Daniel. The next day she buys an entire box. She has not smoked until now she sees that cigarettes resist her and help suppress her feelings. Confused by herself and saddened by the loneliness and the thought that she will never meet love, she indulge to this obsessive vice.
Wandering
In one a May day of 2013, Stella celebrates its successful completion of the second semester. Having received good grades and coping with the difficult exams, pleased with herself, prepares to celebrate with her colleagues. The evening will be interesting. The gathering is in a restaurant in the center where the kitchen is unique and the dishes are very delicious. The kinds are many grill, fish dishes, seafood, spaghetti, pizzas, savory dishes, beef, pork, chicken dishes. For a connoisseur of good food like her this place is great. Despite the affinity and the delicious it doesn‘t exceed the quantity. Most of her acquaintances are puzzled by her figure. Even doesn’t often sports her body is perfect. Her body is proportionally and look like a 18 years old although Stella is 23 years old now. Going to the restaurant she stands at the bus stop waiting for the bus. The weather is nice, warm and pleasant, but knowing that to the place will walks around 30 minutes she is not ready to do so with the high shoes who wears. Ashes pink sandals that show her bright red pedicure. She lights a cigarette and Liam, her former friend suddenly came to her:
– Hello! – He watched her with admiration.
– Hello! – She said in a low voice.
– Since when did you smoke? – Liam asks.
– I don’t think I should answer. – Stella
– Why are you acting like that?
– How do I behave? -Stella asks.
– Let’s meet. Do you have a time tomorrow? -He asks her staring at the green dress that is stunning. The narrow dress, shaping her bust and waist, crawling around her hips, reaching a few centimeters above her knees makes her charm.
– No! – Again she looks at the left and sees the bus. She goes to the trash bin at the stop and throws his cigarette then stops on the bus line.
– Maybe another day to see. When are you free? – Again, Liam asks.
– I don’t want to see you. I’m sorry I’m so rude, but my answer is no. -She answers and then gets on the bus. Liam looks at her with astonishment.
This woman was not the girl with whom he had a relationship years ago. The behavior and the confidentness she was beaming were different. Apparently she had changed. Arriving at the restaurant she sees at the table one of her colleagues with who are not in a good relationship. Then decide to sit on the opposite side of the table. The problem between the two is that Nora is jealous of Stella. Because of the many male attention she