Tessa Gratton

The Queens of Innis Lear


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the island trees hissed. Ban the Fox, the Fox, the Fox.

      The slice over his heart bled onto the ground, a dull dripping, a narrow thread of life between him and the island.

      The puddle shaped itself into a crescent, tips reaching away.

      Ban opened his eyes and looked into the crimson pool. He saw a word marked there, something close to promise.

      I promise, he whispered tenderly. I swear to you.

      Wind flew off the island, a cry of trees, rushing past him, dragging at his hair, and tears pricked suddenly in his eyes. The wind snatched his tears and shrieked off the cliff, crashing down, down, down to the rocks and sea foam.

       WELCOME!

      Ban smiled.

      He leaned back onto his heels, holding his bloody, dusty hands before him. Light, he said.

      Five tiny silver baubles of moonlight blossomed over his palms.

      He laughed, delighted.

      A soft noise echoed in response.

      Then a human voice: “You’ve become a wizard.”

      Ban lifted his head. Elia Lear stood across from him, part of the violet shadows. He wondered how long she’d been watching. Did she still understand the language of trees?

      The moon washed out her eyes and dress and found the reddish glints in her dark chainmail curls. It turned her face into a gold mask like the kind an earth saint would wear: black eyes, slash of mouth, wild ribbons and scraggly moss and vines for hair.

      Balancing the tiny stars still in his hands, he stood up slowly, his heart somehow lighter. That had always been her gift to him: she cut through all the angles of his anger and need, to a hidden spark of peace. “Elia,” he said, then, “Princess.”

      Elia’s face crumpled, becoming human again, in painful motion. “No more,” she whispered. Her fingers pulled lines into the front of her gown.

      Ban went to her and caught up her elbows, leaning in to offer her comfort. The balls of light dropped slow as bubbles, fading just before they hit the earth again. Elia clung to him, despite the blood and dust on his chest and hands. He put his arms full around her, his heart gasping between beats.

      “Ban Errigal,” she whispered, her cheek pressed to his shoulder. “I never knew if I’d see you again. I hoped, but no more than hope. It is so good, so very good, to be held by you now.”

      “Like the last time,” he said, low in his throat, forcing the words out, “your father made a terrible decision.”

      She shuddered against him. Her hair teased his chin and jaw, smelling of spicy flowers still. Elia pulled away, though slid her hands down to his. She lifted one, touching the blood.

      “Wormwork,” he said.

      “It was beautiful.” She raised her eyes to his.

      “The earth has its own constellations.”

      Elia touched his chest, and Ban’s entire body stilled. Her finger skimmed above the heart-wound.

      He said, “Your father makes wormwork filthy, severs himself and all of you from the island’s heart for nothing but the sake of pure stars and insincere loyalties. It’s hurting the magic. And the island.”

      She pushed away from him, going to the nearest standing stone. Elia scratched her fingers down it, hard enough to flake off tiny edges of silver moon lichen. “There have been more poor harvests than good these past years, since you left. I’ve heard of sickness, too, in the forests, and fish dying. Fish! I thought—I thought when Gaela was queen it all would revive. That there was nothing to do but wait. The island does not love him, but we can all survive without love, for a time. All places have bad years, hard seasons. Especially an island like ours.”

      “Does Gaela speak to the wind?” Ban called softly.

      Elia shook her head and walked to the next stone, then the next, until she reached the center stone that he’d been crouched against. She wrapped her arms around it as far as they could go. “I can barely remember the language of trees.”

      He nearly smiled but was too sad. “In Aremoria, the trees sing and laugh.”

      “I thought they did not have magic there.”

      “It is unused, uncultivated, but still present. A current under all.” No one he’d met in Aremoria spoke to the trees, which made it seem like they’d been waiting just for him.

      Elia pressed her forehead to the stone. “My father …”

      “Is wrong.”

      “Let’s speak of something else.”

      “Ah.” He thought hard for a neutral thing to say, stepping closer. The ocean wind streamed around him, and he felt the humming again, from the air, from the stones, from the moon. “If you stand here, and leap from one foot to the next”—he demonstrated, widening his stance comically—“back and forth, it looks like the moon herself is leaping.”

      Seeming surprised, Elia joined him. She took his dirty hand and hopped, her eyes up on the hazy sky.

      The moon bobbed as they did. It was like six years vanished between them, and they’d never been apart. Elia gripped his hand, and he smiled at her, watching her face when he could instead of the moon.

      Slowly, slowly, he became aware of the feel of her cool hand in his, the sliding of her skin against his skin; the motion tingled and burned up along the soft side of his wrist, pooling in his elbow, tickled all the way to his heart with a thread of starlight. It was no imagined poetry that made him think it, but magic, tying them back together as he’d sought to tie himself again to Innis Lear. His blood between them, and this shared dance.

      Ban thought about kissing her.

      He stumbled, jerking at Elia’s arm, and she laughed. “I know what you were looking at, Ban Errigal.”

      She could not, he hoped, know he’d had such a thought as he’d had, to take something from her she had not offered. “I enjoy making the moon move,” he said.

      “Not very respectful,” she chided, but without much force behind it.

      “I have no respect for this place.”

      It killed their moment of pleasure, and Ban regretted that, though not what he’d said.

      Elia went still. “Maybe your disdain can cancel out his worship,” she whispered.

      “I’ll take you away from here,” he heard himself say, and knew he meant every word. He meant this more than any promise he’d ever made to Aremoria. “We could leave now. My horse is in the Sunton stables; we’ll go and be long away by dawn. From there to Aremoria and beyond, any place we like.”

      The princess stared at his mouth, as if reading his next words there: “Two nobodies, just Ban and Elia. We could do anything. Come with me,” he said, almost frantic. This was the moment, the tilting, reaching moment that would change everything. Choose me, he thought.

      But Elia turned away from him. Said, looking to the stars once more, “Everyone would blame you, say terrible things about you.”

      “And so the sun rises every morning.” The bitterness staining his words stung even his own mouth. Did she know what it had been like for him as a boy? Did she ever notice her father’s jabs? No, he told himself, more likely Elia had loved him the way children love what they have, and forgot him the moment he was gone. Why else did she never write to him?

      “I can’t, Ban. My father will regret this, I know. He must. He will see …” Her eyes closed, but her head was still tipped back to the sky. “He will see a new sign in the stars, and forgive me.”

      “What