his gaze at her over his cup of coffee—actually looked her right in the eye this time. There was a subtle smile in his eyes, even if it didn’t make an appearance on his mouth.
Upon being fully appraised by those glacial blue eyes at last, Anya’s first instinct was to look away. She scrubbed at an invisible spot on the counter.
She could feel him watching her. It was unsettling. Unsettling in a weak-in-the-knees sort of manner that Anya was in no way accustomed to dealing with. Even Speed had never made her feel this way—all nervous and fluttery.
After what felt like an eternity, Brock stood. “I’ll see you later this evening for your training lesson. Thank you for the coffee.”
“Yes, of course.” She took the bills he slid across the counter.
“Keep the change.”
“Thank you.” She folded the money and put it in the pocket of her apron. “Very much.”
And as she watched him walk away, she told herself that the bittersweet tug of disappointment she felt had nothing to do with the fact that he’d gone.
“Who was that? I haven’t seen him around town before.” The voice of Zoey Hathaway, the coffee bar’s afternoon barista, dragged Anya away from her thoughts.
Anya blinked at Zoey. She hadn’t even noticed her arrival.
“Zoey.” She smiled. “Hi. Is it time for your shift already?”
“I’m a little early. This morning was really cloudy, and you know what that means.” Zoey pulled a face.
When Zoey wasn’t behind the coffee bar at the Northern Lights Inn, she could usually be found flying high above the hotel. She was an aspiring pilot. Unfortunately, the turbulent Alaskan weather made it difficult for her to accumulate the necessary flying hours to get her license.
“Your lesson was postponed again?” Anya asked.
“Yep. I suppose it’s just as well, though. I needed to get some work done for the committee I’m heading up at church.” Zoey sighed and cast a glance toward the revolving doors where Brock had just disappeared. “Who was that again?”
“Brock Parker.” Just your average hero. Anya swallowed. “He’s new in town.”
“Oh, I see.” Zoey nodded, her gaze lingering on the doorway.
“You’re heading up a committee at church?” Anya asked, eager to change the subject to something other than Brock.
“Yes. We have that big service project coming up—the one to help out widows in the area. I’m head of the committee. I was kind of hoping you might want to be involved?” Zoey slipped an apron over her head and wrapped its ties around her waist.
“The service project. Of course.” Anya remembered hearing something about it at knitting group. “Sure, I can help out. I’ve actually been meaning to talk to someone about that. Is it too late to add a name to the list?”
“Absolutely not. We can use all the help we can get.”
“Oh no, this wouldn’t be a helper. I was wondering about adding a name to the list of women who need help.” Anya’s stomach churned at the prospect, but she ignored it.
“It’s not too late for that either. We still have a few weeks to plan everything.” Zoey pulled a small notepad from the back pocket of her jeans. “Okay, I just need the name to add to the list.”
Anya swallowed. Could she really do this? “Her name is Kirima Kunayak. She’s my mother.”
* * *
“What about purple? You should knit something purple. It would look so pretty with your eyes.” Sue held a skein of amethyst yarn up to Anya’s cheek and nodded her approval. “Gorgeous. Clementine, come here and take a look.”
Clementine crossed the center aisle of the yarn store, balancing three balls of wool in each hand. It would take Anya a year to do something with that much yarn. Either Clementine had been practicing her knitting more frequently than Anya had, or she was about to take up juggling.
“Yes. Definitely.” Clementine inspected the purple skein. “And look—it’s chunky. You could probably make a scarf out of this in no time.”
“No, thank you.” Chunky or not, there would be no purple scarf in Anya’s future. The last thing she wanted to do was draw attention to her eyes.
With obvious reluctance, Sue put the yarn back in its cubby on the wall of the cozy yarn store. “It’s awfully pretty. Are you sure?”
“As sure as I am that decaf is a crime against humanity.” Decaf. She shuddered. Really, why bother?
Clementine lifted a brow at Sue. “She’s sure.”
“I gathered.” Sue laughed.
“What are you going to make now that your hat for knitting group is finished? You can’t stop knitting altogether or you might forget how.” Clementine examined her six balls of yarn. All were various shades of pink, yet she was staring at them as if the choice mystified her.
“I’m not sure yet. What about you?” Anya bit back a smile. “I thought you were going to make something for Ben.”
“I am.” Clementine nodded.
“Then maybe you should steer clear of pink.” Anya plucked the six balls of yarn from Clementine’s hands and tossed them back where they belonged. She’d extract a thank you out of Clementine’s husband at a later date.
“Point taken.” Clementine tore her gaze from the wall of pink cubbies and sighed.
“This is nice. And look—it’s on sale.” Sue fished a bright ball of lime green out of the bargain bin, which was actually a white wicker basket that perfectly showcased the cheery hodgepodge of colors buried inside.
“Now that I like.” Anya held out her hand and caught the ball of yarn as Sue tossed it to her.
“Better than decaf?” Clementine asked, her lips quirking into a wry smile.
“Much.”
“There’s only one ball of it, though. And it’s awfully small. You might not be able to finish whatever you decide to start,” Sue said.
“I’m sure I can come up with something.” Anya clutched the lime-green yarn in her hand and picked a few more balls from the bargain bin—strawberry red, turquoise and tangerine.
Clementine looked on with what appeared to be mounting horror. “I hope you’re not planning on using all of those together. That would make one ugly hat.”
“Maybe.” Anya shrugged. “You never know.”
“Wow. Just...wow.”
“Anya, is everything okay?” Sue wrapped an arm around Anya’s shoulders. “You seem quiet. And Clementine’s right—all those yarns would make an awfully odd-looking hat. Should we be worried about you?”
Anya couldn’t help but laugh at the crazy assortment of colors in her arms. “I suppose I might be a little distracted. I added my mom’s name to the list for the church service project today.”
“That was thoughtful,” Clementine said.
“I’m glad you think so.” Anya blew out a breath. “But I doubt my mother will see it that way.”
Sue cocked her head. “No?”
“No. Most definitely not.” Anya almost wished she could turn back time to this morning. Then she wouldn’t be obsessing over adding her mother’s name to this list.
And maybe you wouldn’t get caught Googling Brock.
There he was again. Brock. Invading her thoughts. He was proving to be quite the irritation, even when he wasn’t around.