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люблю поговорить! Значит так, деменция – это когда ты не помнишь многое из того, что знаешь. И ничего нового тоже усвоить не можешь. Получается, ты все забываешь, путаешь, тупишь. Вот как я сегодня с утра. И когда говорят про старческий маразм – имеют в виду тоже деменцию, потому что она у людей в возрасте чаще наступает. Хотя это вообще очень широкое слово. На самом деле болезнь Альцгеймера и болезнь Паркинсона тоже можно назвать деменцией, а там симптомчики посерьезней! Но это меня сейчас уже понесло, закругляюсь. (Мне лень везде проставлять «Примеч. Улитка», так что там дальше везде внизу тоже я пишу. – Примеч. Улитка.)

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      Я потом посмотрел, кстати, это отрывок из стихотворения «Улитка» Александра Кушнера.

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