Don’t Tell Teacher: A gripping psychological thriller with a shocking twist, from the #1 bestselling author
fit in, but she’s trying.
Her name is Mrs Dudley, I think. Yes, that’s right.
When Tom sees me, he runs and throws his arms around me.
Oh God … what happened? What happened?
I can feel Tom’s chest heave as he sobs into cotton.
‘Sweetheart,’ I whisper. ‘What’s the matter?’
Mrs Dudley gives me an empty smile. ‘Mrs Kinnock? May I talk to you?’
A hundred faces turn in my direction, and I hear someone suck in their breath.
‘I’m Miss Riley,’ I say. ‘And yes. Of course. Shall I … should I follow you inside?’
‘No.’ Mrs Dudley smiles politely, but her expression is firm. ‘We don’t let parents into the classrooms. For safeguarding reasons.’
‘So where should we—’
‘Oh, we can have a quick chat here.’
I pull Tom close to my hip. ‘Talk about my son in front of everybody? Can’t you see he’s upset?’
‘We’ll wait until everyone leaves,’ Mrs Dudley says.
I look down at Tom. ‘How are you, Tommo? What happened?’
Mrs Dudley flashes me pale grey eyes. ‘Give everyone a minute to clear out before we get into it.’
Tom doesn’t answer. Just stares ahead, red-eyed and sniffing.
When the crowds have dispersed, I crouch down. ‘Tom?’ I say.
‘I don’t know,’ he whispers.
‘Are you okay, Tom?’
‘I got in trouble.’ Tom wipes at tears. ‘But I don’t remember.’
‘You don’t remember? How come?’
‘I just don’t.’
‘Your teacher and I will have a chat.’ I kiss his head and stand up tall. ‘We’ll get all this sorted out, don’t you worry.’ I tilt my head at Mrs Dudley. ‘So what’s going on?’
‘Well, I have to tell you, Miss Riley, we had … an issue today.’
‘What sort of issue?’
‘This goes no further, but you do need to be informed.’
‘What happened?’
‘Two boys were fighting in the playground.’
‘Tom was fighting?’
‘Not me, Mum,’ says Tom. ‘Pauly and Lloyd. Pauly had to go to hospital.’
‘Oh my God.’
‘Tom wasn’t involved in the fight,’ Mrs Dudley fills in. ‘But a little girl asked him about it and he attacked her.’
‘Tom attacked someone? A girl? My Tom? No – there’s been some mistake. Tom would never do anything like that.’
‘The girl had to go to the nurse’s office. She was very shaken up. Miss Riley, this behaviour is absolutely unacceptable. It cannot happen again. The school’s reputation means a lot to us. Pupil behaviour is key.’
‘I don’t believe this happened.’ I shake my head.
‘I saw it,’ says Mrs Dudley. ‘The attack came out of nowhere – totally unprovoked. And things like this cannot happen here. You have to understand. We won’t tolerate it. Not when it puts the school’s image on the line.’
She gives a meaningful pause. A pause that says: We don’t like taking on social services children. Keep Tom in line or there’ll be trouble.
Then Mrs Dudley’s voice softens and suddenly she sounds just like Mr Cockrun. ‘Look. We need parents on the same page. Singing from the same hymn sheet. The appropriate discipline at home. And then we’ll say no more about it. Pretend it never happened.’
Pretend it never happened …
‘I’ve never known Tom to hurt anyone.’
‘We’ll forgive and forget, Miss Riley. As long as it doesn’t happen again.’
I think of my mother, suddenly. And Olly. The perfect image. Make everything look good and to hell with what’s really going on.
‘Someone has made a mistake.’ Upset rises in my chest. ‘I mean … Tom just doesn’t do things like that. He’s not an angry child. I’ve never even seen him get cross, let alone … He’s very kind to other children. He gets stressed but never angry …’
‘Miss Riley—’
‘I’m sorry.’ I shake my head. ‘This is so hard to believe.’ My eyes wander to Tom, who still has his arms around me. ‘I’ve never known him hit anyone, let alone a younger child.’
‘Let’s say no more about it.’ Mrs Dudley glances at the headmaster’s office.
‘Tom must have been confused,’ I counter. ‘He had a seizure. Did the office tell you?’
Mrs Dudley watches me for a moment, then says, ‘A seizure? Is he epileptic?’
‘We don’t think so. No one knows why it happened. But the hospital thinks it was a one-off. An oddity.’
‘What sort of seizure did he have?’ Mrs Dudley is watching me intently now and pulls a notepad and pen from her suit pocket.
‘Well, I … I don’t know. How many sorts of seizures are there?’
‘Was he fitting? Or just confused? Dazed?’
‘He was … I mean, he had a fit. He was convulsing.’
‘Convulsing.’ Mrs Dudley nods and scribbles on her pad. ‘Anything else?’
‘Um … I’m not sure what you mean.’
‘Was he confused beforehand? Disorientated?’
‘Well, now you come to mention it, yes. Yes he was. What difference does it make? Why on earth are you making notes?’
‘The headmaster insists records are kept.’
‘I already phoned the school about it. Tom wasn’t absent but I thought you all knew he’d been in hospital.’
‘“Absent”.’ Mrs Dudley mock shudders and gives a little laugh, flipping her notepad closed. ‘That’s a word we don’t like here. We like to maintain a good attendance record.’
‘Tom was in hospital!’ I realise I’m shouting the words. ‘And why did you want to know those details about his seizure?’
‘It’s … a seizure is unusual,’ says Mrs Dudley. ‘We make a note of anything unusual for Alan. He has his reasons. Good reasons. We just have to trust in him. Have faith.’
I stare at her, heart thumping in my chest, a sickly feeling in my stomach. For her to be so callous about Tom’s seizure … so clinical … This is the woman I’m leaving my son with all day?
‘Tom.’ I look down. ‘What happened?’
Tom replies without looking up. ‘I really don’t remember, Mum. Honest. I don’t think I did it.’
Mrs Dudley frowns at him, then says: ‘Work with us, Miss Riley. Semper Fortis. Always strong.’
‘Come on, Tom.’ My hand tightens on Tom’s shoulder.
As we walk away, Mrs Dudley calls: ‘And please don’t discuss this incident with anyone else, Miss Riley. Remember the school’s reputation.’