Nick Cave

The Sick Bag Song


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       Also by Nick Cave

       And the Ass Saw the Angel The Death of Bunny Munro

      Published in Great Britain in 2015 by Canongate Books Ltd,

       14 High Street, Edinburgh, EH1 1TE, UK

      www.thesickbagsong.com www.canongate.tv

      This digital edition first published in 2015

      Copyright © Nick Cave 2015

      The moral right of the author has been asserted

      ‘The Artist’ by Denise Levertov reprinted by permission of Pollinger Limited (www.pollingerltd.com) on behalf of the Estate of Denise Levertov

      Designed by Pentagram

      ISBN 978 1 78211 668 4

      Ebook production by Laura Kincaid

      To the boy on the bridge

      Contents

       Nashville Tennessee

       Manchester Tennessee

       Louisville Kentucky

       Kansas City Missouri

       Milwaukee Wisconsin

       Minneapolis Minnesota

       Denver Colarado

       Calgary Alberta

       Edmonton Alberta

       Vancouver British Columbia

       Seattle Washington

       Portland Oregon

       San Francisco California

       Los Angeles California

       Austin Texas

       New Orleans Louisiana

       Washington D.C.

       Philadelphia Pennsylvania

       New York City New York

       Detroit Michigan

       Toronto Ontario

       Montreal Québec

      A young boy climbs a riverbank. He steps onto a railway bridge. He is twelve years old.

      He kneels down, under a harsh sun, and puts his ear to the track. The track does not vibrate. There is no train approaching around the bend on the other side of the river.

      The boy starts to run along the tracks. He arrives in the middle of the bridge. He stands on the edge and looks down at the muddy river below.

      On the left side is a concrete pylon that supports the bridge. On the right, a half-felled tree lies across the river, its branches sticking out into the dark water. In between there is a small space about four feet wide.

      He has been told that it is possible to jump in at this point, but he cannot be sure, as he has never seen anybody do it.

      The stones beneath his feet begin to tremble. He crouches down and again he puts his ear to the track.

      The track begins to vibrate. The train is coming.

      He stares down at the dark, muddy water, his heart pounding.

      •

      The boy does not realise that he is not a boy at all, but rather the memory of a boy.

      He is the memory of a boy running through the mind of a man in a suite at the Sheraton Hotel in downtown Nashville, Tennessee, who is being injected in the thigh with a steroid shot that will transform the jet-lagged, flu-ridden singer into a deity.

      In three hours he will burst from the hotel room. He will move through the empty city, crossing vast rivers, driving through empty prairies, along tremendous, multi-laned highways, under darkening skies, like a small god, to be with you, tonight.

      And I will walk on stage at Bonnaroo Festival in Manchester, Tennessee, and become an object of great fascination to almost no one. The dazed crowd will drift back and forth across the fields and the sinking sun will flood the site with orange fire. After the show, I will sit outside on the steps of our trailer and smoke.

      On the way back to Nashville, our van will be stalled on the highway for two hours at the scene of a terrible automobile accident. We will watch as ambulances and police cars speed down the slip roads. We will see a helicopter chopping above us, its searchlight cutting through the dark night. For an hour we will sit silently in our van, smoking and drinking. Eventually our tour manager will leave the vehicle to investigate. He will come back to report that two vehicles have collided, up ahead, and a girl lies decapitated on the road.

      I will fall asleep in the back of the van, waking up when our vehicle begins to move. From the slow-moving side window I will see the decapitated body lying on the road, covered by a grim, bulging, blue plastic sheet.

      I will pick at a thread in my jacket sleeve all the way back to the Sheraton in downtown Nashville. Pick, pick, pick.

      An