is better,” these men assumed the directorships—or, more appropriately, dictatorships—of a substantial number of opera companies. Once they had them, they held on for life.
Unfortunately, with many of these men came a stern conviction that opera singers could only be trained in Europe, predominantly Germany. So it was that during the 1950s through the 1970s, if you wanted to sing opera, you were expected to relocate to Deutschland and work under a three-year “fest” contract. After completing this you were welcomed back to America, having gained experience largely unavailable here. But such experience was unavailable only because American opera directors wouldn’t give singers a chance—a Catch-22.
A few years later, after I had moved to New York City, I arranged an audition with Maestro Karp, the director of Pittsburgh Opera, during a visit to my hometown. I sang, he listened, and with a touch of an accent, he said to me, “You’re good. It would be to my advantage to hire you, but I won’t. Go to Germany for a few years, and we’ll talk when you get back.”
That was it. Short and sweet. But as determined as he was to shuffle me off to Germany, I was equally determined to stay in America.
I felt like Joseph Turner in Three Days of the Condor. When it’s suggested by Joubert that Turner has too many enemies in America and he should consider living abroad, Turner responds, “I was born in the United States … I miss it when I’m away too long.”
Such were my sentiments about leaving my country. If I couldn’t have a career here, I’d rather pursue something else. Regardless of the outcome, I was going to do it my way.
But back in 1968, buried as I was in classes at CIT that had nothing to do with furthering my career, I realized too late that a conservatory would have been a better route. A well-rounded education was fine, but it wasn’t going to get me to the Metropolitan Opera. Not that I fared so well in my music classes, either. The academic environment held little appeal for me and even sparked a certain antagonism. When my curiosity was ignited, I was an insatiable learner, a fastidious self-educator. But the classroom, even the classroom of a prestigious college, felt like a prison.
I was even facing frustration in my vocal studies. Miss Krebs’s understanding of the male voice was limited. While her sopranos and mezzos fared pretty well, most of her male students languished in a purgatory somewhere between competent and disastrous. I struggled with her for three years, even bringing recordings of great male singers to my lessons. I’d play them and say, “Listen. That’s different from what you’re telling me to do. I want to do that!”
She met my goals with startling resistance, but by the beginning of my junior year, she relented. Agreeing that we had come as far as we could together, she introduced me to my second Italian influence, Lorenzo Malfatti. He was a wonderful singer with a light, fluid, Italianate sound, and he conveniently taught at a school nearby. At our first meeting I said to him, “Corelli, Warren, MacNeil, and Siepi do this ‘covered’ thing on the top, and their voices soar.”
He smiled knowingly and said, “Of course they do. Let’s begin.”
It was marvelous. Within only a few lessons he converted me from bass to baritone and helped me confirm, once again, that my instincts were correct. I learned my first baritone aria, “Per Me Giunto,” from Verdi’s Don Carlo. In less than a month my voice blossomed, and all who heard acknowledged it. I was twenty years old, and things were finally starting to fall into place.
At the same time I was working with a wonderful coach at CIT named Rudolph Fellner. Rudy was a Jewish leprechaun who never stopped smiling. He had a joie de vivre, a quick wit, and a dazzling knowledge of opera and languages. Between the influence of Malfatti and Fellner, my vocal technique and artistry grew more in six months than in the previous six years. I realized that handpicking private teachers was the way to go—apprenticeships with skilled artisans. My patience with the academic environment was growing thin—and it with me. I knew that an exit, stage right, loomed just around the corner.
The previous year I had auditioned for Pittsburgh Civic Light Opera. At that time it was one of the largest summer-stock organizations in the country, playing in a huge, domed venue called the Civic Arena. They hired me on the spot, my first professional engagement under the auspices of one of the largest unions governing the show business industry—Actors Equity Association, aka “Equity.”
Summer stock schedules are brutal. A trial by fire. If you survive with your voice and health intact at the end of an eight-week run, you probably have the makings of a real pro. The company rehearses one show during the morning and afternoon and performs the show that was rehearsed the week before at night. Eight shows a week, two on Saturday and Sunday, with the “dark night” on Monday. That summer I worked six twelve-hour days every week, with just enough time for lunch and dinner breaks. It was an eye-opening experience for a boy who had never worked a day in his life, and it created a personal work ethic (for show biz, at least) that was to serve me well in the future.
The company employed forty full-time singers and dancers to perform chorus and small parts. Most were hired in from New York. The rest came from Pittsburgh. We formed a tight community, though some distance existed initially between the home-towners and the New York troupe. Each day started with music rehearsals for the singers and class for the dancers. In the afternoon, with scores and scripts in hand, we’d stage the upcoming show.
This is where I first developed a taste for dancers. Observing these lithe, long-legged sirens stretching like cats in heat was mesmerizing. It was impossible to ignore a hard-bodied, young woman performing a split against the wall, spreading her legs apart farther than seemed humanly possible, as another adopted a provocative pose at the bar, preening in front of the mirror. Remarkably, there were no long lines of suitors for these tantalizing temptresses. It took me about a week to figure out why.
This was the summer I learned about the huge homosexual faction in musical theater. Of the twenty men hired by the company—ten singers and ten dancers—only four of us were straight. As the weeks passed, two more came out of the closet. But, hey, being the minority in such circumstances had its benefits. As my grandmother used to say when somebody didn’t like what was being served for dinner, “More for the rest!”
In the ensemble during my second summer was a veteran performer named David Vosburgh. He was one of the nicest guys in the business and a short time later was lucky enough to play Roger Sherman in the original cast of 1776 on Broadway. David was openly and comfortably gay, as was his brother, of whom he said I reminded him. We hit it off and became friends. We bantered about each other’s sexual preferences, and soon it became a running comedy routine. Remember the caution about never bending over to pick up a bar of soap in a prison shower? Well, sharing a dressing room with eighteen guys covered in pixy dust was a lot like that. You had to watch your back.
To make a statement about my heterosexuality, lest there be confusion about my inclinations, I made a big deal out of taping a Playboy pinup to the outside of my locker. This brought derisive smirks from the Boys in the Band and lots of jeering and taunting. All in good fun.
The following night I arrived to an unusually quiet dressing room. I knew something was amiss but initially didn’t notice anything other than furtive glances from faces in mirrors. Then I saw them. Every locker and available wall surface was covered by gay pinup posters. A bevy of beefcake. A smorgasbord of schlong. I don’t remember what I said, but I’m sure I blushed. I don’t think I was even aware that gay pinups existed! I laughed and covered my eyes, which ignited squeals of laughter from bare-assed men dancing in the aisles. I was getting the third-class tour through the inner sanctum of one of the most steadfast subcultures of the biz. Sharing a dressing room with those guys was often more entertaining than the shows on stage. Homosexual men are not called “gay” for nothing.
In the orchestra were a few of my old friends from Steve Romanelli’s music studio. I would often drop in to the musicians’ lounge during intermission, where we’d swap