agonized breath in their effort to bear their first child?
A wave of nausea crawled over him. More than one young woman from the village had died in childbirth since he’d arrived at the tower. The superstitious crones, who attended each prospective mother, usually left it too late for him to help.
He glanced down at her smooth cheek with its smudges of grime. This little one should not bear such a fate. Why should the poor girl suffer for the sake of a meaningless mark on her palm? It was time he took a servant of sorts. He’d not send her away. Tomorrow, for certain, he would regret this moonlight decision, but he would keep her.
The lock was set low in the door, but he managed to balance her as he turned the intricate key. The torches in the kitchen flared at his glance. He dropped the basket from his elbow onto the table before he set her on the bedroll. The tiny pallet proved ample for her, and he covered her over with a blanket.
One swift look commanded the fire. The flames took, burning up bright yellow before they died back. He threw on another log. The remains of broth in the pot warmed. He ate a small bowl full. Her cooking left room for improvement. She stirred on the pallet, but did not wake. There would be time enough for all tomorrow.
He moved the soup pot from the fire and left her to sleep. Before he went to his bed, he went out into the night, walked over the rise, and stripped so he could rinse himself off in the stream. Tomorrow he’d begin the mushroom brew again. Twelve was well less than twenty, but should be enough.
He shivered from the chill of the water. When she woke in the morning, he would have to get her to come out here to bathe. He’d also find her a clean garment to wear. Her dirty brown dress repulsed him. The thing hung like a sack, the kind of rag worn only by the poorest women.
Why had he not seen her when he traded?
A pack of children always scampered about in the village square, like puppies in search of scraps. As to the older girls, the boldest of them haunted his shadow. No matter. Such girls meant trouble, and created the kind of problems he tried to avoid. But this one… He searched for a word. He could think only of small and grubby.
The green robe clutched about him, he went into the tower and made his way upstairs. Dropping the robe onto his bed, he opened the curtain at the window. A patch of silver lit the floor, and he breathed in the cool night air as he opened the glass. He sat cross-legged to meditate until the cool, precious light of the moon dimmed.
* * * *
He woke with the dawn, listening to the peaceful sounds of earth and sky as he dressed. On the stairs, he heard movement from the kitchen. Nin, too, woke early, it seemed. Surprised to find the fire burned high with golden red flames, he paused in the doorway.
She stood, bent at the hearth, busily stirring a wooden spoon in his smallest cauldron.
“What are you doing?”
She looked up with a tentative smile. She had bathed, for her face glowed clean. The golden shimmers caused by the firelight on her fair hair increased his surprise.
“I found a bag of oatmeal at the back of the cupboard. It’s porridge. Do you have any honey?”
The hopeful glint in her eyes made him laugh. Years of experience and learning all slid away, and he couldn’t help but smile with her. He liked honey, too, but the jar had been empty for weeks. “No, Nin, I don’t. Perhaps we can trade for a pot of it in the village.”
Her mouth dropped open. “I can’t go back. They’ll kill me. Agnes swore they would kill me if I ever went back.” Her dark, fearful eyes locked on him as she moved her hand toward the pot.
Before he could warn of the heat, she yelped with the burn. He strode over, took her hand, and dragged her across the room to thrust her palm into the full water bucket. “I may leave you behind, after all,” he said. “Not that you should fear them, only because of what you might do.”
She bit her lip.
“If you accompany me to the market, believe me, not one of them will lay a hand on you. When they sent you here, Nin, what did they say would happen?”
The red flush on her cheeks confirmed his suspicions, while her closed eyes suggested more. “Tell me if you can,” he said. “I will stir the porridge. Leave your hand in the water until the burn feels cool.”
“I’m lost to them,” she murmured after a minute or two. “I’m marked with the sign. No matter what I do, it will find me out. I can’t live among them. I’m…”
He glanced back over his shoulder. “Yes.”
She opened her eyes and stared up at the ceiling. “I’m meant for you.”
Her words came slow. He sucked in a deep breath at her obvious meaning. Surely, they had spared her the more lurid of the old legends. He studied her, sensing the pain in her hand did not cause her sorrow. How could they? He concentrated on the pot, in the hope she would feel free to speak while he stirred the porridge. “I see. What did you think they meant?”
“I don’t know.” The water splashed as she raised her hand.
“Put it back in, and Nin, do not keep secrets from me. It could be dangerous to both of us if you do. I can imagine what was said—all lies, of course.” He hoped he’d said enough to reassure her and moved the pot from the fire. “If I discover you have a gift, I will help you use it. So far, your one talent seems to be for trouble, and that is a talent I will certainly not help you use.”
At the table, she watched his every movement with the concentration of a hunting hawk. He spooned the porridge into two bowls and set them both to cool before he reached for her arm. “Show me?”
She gave him her dripping palm.
He assessed the burn. Not too deep, perhaps there might only be a small blister. He slipped her hand back into the water bucket. “In a little while, it will stop hurting, and I will dress it with a marigold salve. And you…” He held her deep, dark stare. “You will learn to take more care.”
Today she met his glance with less of the belligerence she’d worn like a cloak when she arrived. Of course, his mood had been as fierce. He smiled. “I will get the salve. Once I’ve dressed your palm, we will eat.”
Her eyes were not as wary now. She gave him a brief flash of a smile.
Returning from his workshop, he dried her hand. “Does it feel cool?”
She nodded and didn’t even wince when he smeared on the marigold ointment. “I trust you will remember what I say about being more careful.” He wrapped a light bandage over her palm.
“Yes, Thabit, I’ll remember.”
He looked up at the whisper of his name. Her wide eyes remained locked on him.
“Hmm, see you do. After we eat, I will find you something clean to wear. The gown you have on is less than pleasant. What is your favorite color?”
She sat opposite him. “Red.” She picked up the spoon.
“A bold choice.” He placed the porridge in front of her.
This should be easy. His charm on the cloth would show him how susceptible she might be to all manner of magic. While she ate, he went up to his room where he sorted out a long sleeved, knee length tunic he’d worn in his youth. One of the last his mother had made. A good quality cloth, decorated with a little embroidery at the collar. The only patches were on the elbows of each sleeve. Perhaps the tunic would be long enough to gown her small frame. He returned with it tucked under his arm.
She had eaten and sat worrying at the bandage.
“Here, Nin, as fine a red as you will ever see. You can wear this while you wash the dirty gown.”
Her brows drew together. A little wrinkle appeared on the bridge of her nose. She raised a questioning glance as she took the tunic.
Interesting.
“Thabit?”