pulled the eager, loving child into her lap and opened the book. So easy. It was so easy for this twin to ingratiate herself, to show her need for closeness and a maternal touch.
Taylor watched from her position on the chair. She didn’t seem to resent her sister’s gregarious ability to tuck herself into an embrace and enjoy herself, but surely her thoughts were confused. Heather got confused just watching her.
Jess came to sit beside them and listen to the story, too. Taylor listened without expression.
When the boys awoke, Heather took the children outdoors for the rest of the afternoon. They sat for a while on the grassy bank of the pond, watching dragonflies and tossing sticks into the water. The pounding of hammers drew her gaze to the house where Mitch and his three-man crew, having removed the old roof and torn off the back porch, were framing the new one.
The house was located in an ideal spot, with a view of the Crazy Mountains off to the northwest. Years ago there had been a garden on that same side of the house; Heather remembered picking beans in the morning sun.
A cyclone fence would be ideal for a family home, she mused. Children could be left to play safely inside with a swing set and a sandbox. Mentally ticking off the remaining weeks, she wondered if a few playground toys wouldn’t be a good investment toward keeping her sanity.
The hired men worked until nearly eight, then headed toward Whitehorn. “You’re welcome to the shower,” she told Mitch. “And I have some supper saved if you’d like it.”
“I brought a change of clothes, so I’ll take you up on that.” Minutes later he returned with damp hair, his skin darkened from a day in the sun.
“I wanted to show you the plans I came up with today.” She pointed to the pages she’d printed and placed on the table. She filled a plate from the dishes in the oven.
Mitch studied her floor plans. “I like this one a lot. But you know, if we sort of combined the two and added on just a couple of feet out that way—” he gestured with a thumb “—we could include a shower in the laundry room. And a door from outside. That way Mr. Rancher could come in after his long dirty day and not even have to walk through the house.”
“That’s a practical suggestion,” she said after a moment’s thought. “I like it a lot, and it would really add to the appeal of the place. How much?”
He jotted a few columns on the back of the paper, tallied them and gave her a figure. “Ball park,” he said. “Nothing fancy—molded shower stall.”
She nodded. “Let’s do it.”
Mitch dug into the food she’d placed before him. It was an unaccustomed pleasure to have a lovely and attentive young woman serve him his supper. He’d missed this normal kind of life.
Heather moved around the kitchen, her motions graceful and efficient. He pictured her in a power suit, sitting in an office in a high-rise building. What a change this must be for her. “How did your day go?” he asked. “The rest of your day, anyway?”
She hung a dish towel to dry. “Fair, considering I have no idea how to get through to Taylor.”
She told him about the problems she had with her, and about Taylor’s reactions. “Don’t be surprised if she asks you to buy her a treat.”
He swallowed and pushed the plate aside. She was knocking herself out here, and as always, his kids weren’t cooperating. “Thanks for being understanding about the video today.”
Sitting across from him, she folded her hands on the tabletop and leaned forward slightly. “I’m trying to be understanding. But the girls need a sense of guidance and direction from you. I need to know that you’re going to back me up on my techniques.”
She was getting too close to identifying his dilemma and his feelings of inadequacy. He folded his napkin and got up to pour himself a cup of coffee. He sat back down, avoiding her eyes.
“Sugar?” she asked.
“What? Oh, yes, thank you.” He stirred a spoonful into his cup. There was nothing she could tell him about his kids’s acting out that he didn’t know. “I know their behavior is…embarrassing.”
“Is that what you call it?”
He set his lips in a firm line, feeling defensive. “I’ve done the best I’ve known how since their mother died. Children shouldn’t have to be without a mother. They were so small…”
Her lovely eyes were filled with compassion, not condemnation. “I’m sorry they lost their mother.”
Mitch shrugged, not knowing what to say, how to explain. His uncertainty and mismanagement was another embarrassment, and he didn’t particularly want to reveal his insecurities to this woman who seemed to have her life and her children so neatly pulled together. Life’s situations weren’t always black-and-white, cut-and-dried, and he’d already told her more about himself than he was certain she cared to know.
He understood her reasoning, he really did. He just didn’t want to lay down boundaries that he would once again end up moving. It was less stressful to give in immediately than to try to take a stand and have his determination broken down with cries and tears that made him feel guilty and rotten. And that was how it always ended.
“Children need limits, Mitch,” she said softly. “Neither parent nor child benefits from letting the child determine the rules.”
Her calm reasoning had begun to irritate him. She had no idea what their life had been like. It was not her place to sit in judgment over his parenting. “I can handle my kids,” he said a little too defensively.
She placed both hands flat on the table. “Not when you’re working, you can’t. If I’m going to be their caregiver, then you’ve got to trust me with some of their discipline.”
“As long as it’s reasonable,” he replied.
“Are you suggesting I’m being unreasonable?”
“I didn’t say that.”
Heather ran a slim hand through her hair in obvious frustration.
If she’d had the option of changing her mind about keeping the girls, she probably would have, he thought. He knew how exhausting they were, what a challenge. His own sense of failure was so great, his words were hollow even to his own ears.
“Just remember,” she said finally, “that your choices can make it harder for me—for all of us—day by day. And your girls have a whole lifetime ahead of them to try to get along with other people who won’t be catering to their every whim.”
“They’re only six,” was all he could think to say. There were years and years ahead for them to have to deal with the world.
She stood and waved a hand toward the other room where the kids played, as if dismissing him.
Mitch headed in that direction and returned with his troublesome daughter. “Taylor, tell Heather you’re sorry for being difficult today.”
“This isn’t necessary,” Heather said.
He studied Taylor patiently.
“Do I have to?”
“Yes.”
Taylor took him seriously for a change. Another scene was the last thing he needed or wanted, and Heather was trying.
“Sorry,” she said, stubbing the toe of her tennis shoe on the floor with a series of squeaks.
“Thank you for apologizing,” Heather replied. “Let’s just forget today and start over. Okay?”
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