stack of serviceable white briefs could make her feel like such a voyeur. She slammed the drawer shut on her shame. It was a feeling too akin to lust for Caitlin to comfortably admit.
By the time she had her things in order, it was almost time for supper. Having had nothing to eat but a fruit bar and a soda since lunch, she was ravenous. Since her father had asked her to try to make an effort at getting along with Grant, Caitlin figured she could start making amends by fixing them all a nice supper.
A quick look in the refrigerator reawakened her fears that in jockeying for control of the company, Grant was actually out to kill her father. Beer seemed to be the beverage of choice. An uncovered steak coagulated in a platter of fat, a block of cheese sported the latest in fashionable molds, and an economy-size carton of eggs nestled beside a huge slab of bacon. Ketchup was the sole condiment.
The freezer compartment was jam-packed with a variety of ice cream flavors and frozen dinners, none of which carried a healthy “lite” label upon it. Instead words like hearty and filling jumped out at Caitlin. She imagined that just reading the nutritional information panel could cause one to gain five pounds.
In the pantry she found several dusty cans of fruits and vegetables hiding behind a bag of corn chips. A sack of potatoes had sprouted roots, but Caitlin figured she could salvage some of them by knocking the eyes off those that hadn’t begun to rot. A couple of onions and a smattering of seasonings completed the meager reserves. It wasn’t much, but it would have to do until she could get to a grocery store.
Grant hadn’t taken two steps into the trailer when he was assailed by the aroma of homemade soup. Dead tired, he wanted nothing more than to take a shower, shovel one of Paddy’s tasteless frozen “big man” dinners into himself, and hit the sack—or the couch as the case may be. His previously foul mood hadn’t improved any since Caitlin had conned her way into his bed. The last thing he expected when he finished his shift was to be taken back in time by the smell of simmering vegetables and pungent spices.
Suddenly Grant found himself in his mother’s kitchen again, marveling at what she could do with some lean wild meat, a couple of carrots, potatoes, and an onion. Best of all was the way she could magically make a lump of dough rise in the pan and make it look like an elfin cottage. The redolent smell of baking bread wafting through the house always reduced him to begging for a “taster,” a crusty end piece slathered with wild honey or homemade jam or a thick slab of cheddar cheese and fresh milk. Cissy Davis’s frugal dinners were a wonderment of fragrance and taste. When his father would ask what it was that made her meals so delicious, his mother would smile and say that her secret ingredient was love. And when they kissed in front of Grant, as they always did after this exchange, it seemed to him that his life was destined to go on like this forever—happy and secure.
“I hope you’re hungry,” Caitlin said, greeting him from the kitchen and bringing him into the present with a start.
“Hungry and tired,” he admitted.
Grant couldn’t remember the last time he had sat down to a home-cooked meal. Funny how a proper table setting, no matter how simple the fare, made eating seem special.
Before taking his place at the table, he attacked his hands in the bathroom sink with a bar of abrasive soap that did little to loosen the oil and grime that, like his past, seemed an indelible part of him. Wiping his hands and face with a towel, Grant paused to look at himself in the mirror. The stubble on his chin gave him a hard look, and he wondered how someone as young and delicate-looking as Caitlin dared tangle with such a tough-looking character. He secretly admired her spunk but also worried that such bravado might well land her in serious trouble with other members of the crew. Someone less of a gentleman might mistake such moxie as a challenge—with the gravest of consequences.
“It’s not much,” Caitlin apologized as Grant took his place at the table.
Grant started to reply that everything looked just fine when Paddy demanded to know, “Where’s my steak?”
His tone was belligerent as he searched the depths of the refrigerator.
“In your soup,” Caitlin explained without pausing to digest his obvious indignation. “I’m afraid tonight we’ll just have to make do with soup and cheese. The bread I found was a lovely shade of bluish green. Fine for growing penicillin but not particularly appetizing. Once I get into town and pick up some groceries, you are going to begin eating healthy—whether you like it or not.”
Surprised that they actually agreed on something for once, Grant grinned into the depths of his bowl. For once he wished Caitlin luck. Every time he dared to bring up the subject, Paddy searched his vocabulary for the most vivid expletives to best explain his opinion of nutritional eating.
Grant took a taste of his soup and found it delicious. He was surprised to discover Caitlin could cook. He wouldn’t expect a debutante to know anything as practical as one end of a pot from the other.
“It’s good,” he said and grinned again at how warily she reacted to the compliment.
“I’m glad someone around here appreciates it,” she replied, pointedly staring at the way Paddy was swishing his spoon around in the soup, apparently searching for tasty bits of cholesterol.
“Maybe you’ll be good for something around here after all,” Grant added just to see if he could get another rise out of her.
He did. Caitlin bristled up like a cat whose tail had just been stepped on.
With perfect timing, Paddy interrupted. “How’s your mother?” he asked in an offhanded way that fooled no one.
“She’s fine.”
Grant felt a stab of pity for his mentor who was still so obviously interested in the woman who had packed up his heart when she rejoined the high-society crowd after her amusing little encounter with blue-collar life. Still Grant was too tired to pay much attention to the conversation and was eminently relieved when Caitlin refused his offer to help clean up. Excusing himself from the table, he stumbled toward the shower. If he was lucky, he told himself he wouldn’t fall asleep and drown on his feet.
The water pressure was too weak to give him the kind of pulsating release that his muscles needed, but the shower was nonetheless warm and soothing. Grant felt no guilt in draining the hot water tank. It wasn’t until he climbed out of the shower and was toweling himself off that he faced the quandary of his sleeping arrangements. He didn’t so much as own a pair of pajamas, and the thought of sleeping in the middle of the living room in his underwear didn’t much appeal to him. Not when Paddy and Caitlin were bound to want to stay up late and catch up on old times.
He glowered at himself through the steam on the bathroom mirror. “To heck with them both,” he grumbled, wrapping a towel around his middle and heading toward his room to change into a clean pair of briefs. Whether it inconvenienced or embarrassed anyone else or not, he was going to catch some shut-eye.
Discretion won out over comfort at the last minute as Grant reached for a clean T-shirt in its usual spot in the bottom drawer. He was taken aback by the flimsy piece of lace which he fished out of his dresser instead. Apparently even his drawers were not exempt from confiscation. He couldn’t so much as put a name to the sexy little froufrou dangling from his hand let alone understand what possible occasion Caitlin thought she would have to wear such a flimsy garment out in the middle of nowhere. The slick material of the camisole caught on the roughness of his fingers, and he felt a familiar, frightening tightening in his groin.
Grant groaned at the thought of satin and lace in his bedroom—and on his oil rig. As if life wasn’t hard enough without courting disaster. First thing in the morning, he planned on issuing Caitlin a standard pair of overalls with the intention of covering her from chin to toe. He didn’t want his crew catching so much as a peek of lace about their new geologist. Just maybe a hard hat would manage to hide that luxurious, distracting tumble of mahogany hair, he thought hopefully.
Irritated at the thought of sleeping on a raggedy old couch while Paddy’s little princess slept undisturbed in his bed, Grant was tempted to put a pea under the mattress