on me, Thomas Carwell.’
Yet she did the same, taking him in, no longer a warden, but just a man. Not as broad of shoulder as Rob, nor as tall as Johnnie, but she remembered how he stood close and draped the cloak over her shoulders, how his body seemed to fit against hers …
And then her eyes met his.
No ambiguity now. Just hunger he did not, or could not, hide.
He opened his mouth, but the words emerged slowly. With difficulty. ‘Perhaps we each only seek to bathe in the river.’
She nodded, her head a jerky thing, tongue-tied as if she had never seen a man’s chest before. She’d seen men aplenty. But never one that seemed …
‘I will let you finish, then,’ she said, turning her back. Hard to muster even those words, that movement.
He did not answer, but she heard more splashing behind her, and then footfalls, as if he had quickly climbed the bank. The rustle of cloth, as if he were pulling on breeches.
And then, behind her, the steps came closer …
She whirled, not wanting him to creep up upon her when she could not see him.
As soon as she turned, he stopped, still a safe distance away, carrying a shirt over his shoulder. Still out of reach. But close enough now she could see the hair sprinkled across his bare chest and the sword-trained muscles of his arms. She had thought of the man as the warden, as a courtier, perhaps, but this reminded her—he was a warrior, just as much as any man of the Borders.
‘I did not mean to disturb you,’ he said.
She shook her head. She had been the one to blunder upon him.
‘The water is cold,’ he continued. ‘Do not go in too deeply.’
‘You did.’ She had never intended to do such a daft thing, but the decision was hers, not his.
‘That’s how I know how cold it is.’ He gave her an easy smile, but she could see the cold had raised bumps on his arms. She had the strangest urge to wrap her plaid around him, to warm him …
‘Then go. Finish dressing yourself and leave me be.’
He swung the shirt over his head, blessedly covering himself, but the sigh she released was more regret than relief.
‘I’ll stand over there and keep my back turned. Let me know when you are ready.’
She nodded and scampered down the bank.
Would he turn to look? She felt as if they were equally armed, neither with an advantage. If she turned to find him looking, then what? Better not to know. Better to imagine him a man of his word.
And yet as she splashed water on her face and arms, she had the strangest need to defy him.
If he wasn’t looking, he wouldn’t know if she stepped in the water.
She held her sark above her knees and waded in, curling her toes against the rocks on the river bottom, and shivered.
It was every bit as cold as he had promised.
He had promised not to look.
So he busied himself with tucking his shirt in, putting on his jerkin, pulling hose over freezing feet. Bessie was a sensible woman. Surely she wouldn’t take long.
He listened for sounds, trying to hear something above the gurgling water of the river.
Trying to keep his head from turning.
The sounds of the river were a small comfort. Different, very, from the relentless tides of the firth, but unlike the hills, moving, always moving.
As they must move today. If he did not get the message to the King before—
A new sound. A woman’s cry.
He whirled and ran. Had she gone in? Was she drowning?
Yes, she had, daft woman. But far from drowning, she stood in thigh-deep water, soaked from head to toe, red hair clinging to her breasts, just hiding the curves and nipples that lay just beneath the thin, wet linen.
And she looked as angry as he felt.
‘Don’t you step a foot off that bank!’
‘I told you not to go in.’
‘Brunson tower is hard by Liddel Water. I know how to bathe in the river.’ Yet she was shivering now. A stronger woman than those he’d known, no doubt. But if she took a chill and died …
‘Get out of there before you freeze your—’ he looked away from her breasts ‘—self to death.’
‘Get away! You promised not to look.’
‘You promised not to get into the water.’
They glared at each other and he wasn’t sure whether it was anger or desire that raised his temperature.
He tried to keep his eyes on her face, but the linen clung to curves he had only imagined before. She was lean, like her brother Johnnie, but no one would ever mistake her for anything but a woman. Her breasts, now pushing through the wet strands of red hair, were high and proud and full. Her legs long. And between her legs, where the wet cloth clung …
He swallowed.
She had followed his gaze and there was no question now. She had seen his desire. Been touched by it. Her lips parted. She crossed her arms over her breasts. Her knees sagged, as if weak with some kind of hunger … as if she might fall back into the water any minute.
He waded into the river, lifted her up, walked back to the bank and set her down. His arms lingered on her shoulders. He looked down into her face, thinking again how full and ripe her lips—
She thumped his chest with both fists and broke his hold, stepping back. ‘Is this how you save my reputation?’
He looked down, realising he had walked into a river wearing leather boots. The woman had scrambled his thinking. He had thought only to protect her and then she was too close, too tempting …
‘It was not your reputation that was in danger. It was your health.’
‘I’ve not been sick a day in my life. Now step away and turn around.’
He shook his head. ‘Last time I turned my head, you jumped into the river. Now I’m taking you back to your tent and sitting there until you are dressed and ready. We’ve miles to go today.’
And his clothes were soaked from the waist down. It was going to be a long, cold ride.
Embarrassment, and something even more dangerous, warmed Bessie as she stomped back to her tent.
Treacherous man.
She had ignored the feelings he had raised that night he had arrived at the tower. Hand on hers in the dance. Standing too close. She had neither time nor inclination for such foolishness, particularly with this man who, no doubt, had betrayed her family once and might do so again.
She ignored the fact that she had, on a foolish whim, marched right into the river after he told her not to. After she had no intention of doing so.
She didn’t even like water.
One night away from home and she was no longer herself.
Her jaw trembled and her teeth clattered together. She clamped them tight, angry. It was as if she had left Bessie behind when she left the valley. All her life she had been the one bundled in blankets, layered in hose and gloves. So why had she marched into a frigid river in the middle of November?
The man had scrambled her thinking.
She was a sensible woman. Steady. Solid. Dependable. But with this man, steps that should have been simple became awkward. There was something about him that threw her … off.
Inside the tent, she stripped off her wet sark, wrung the water from her