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      Чувствую ли я разницу? Он издевается что-ли? Я не чувствую разницу, нет! Я чувствую то, что перестала отдавать отчёт своим действиям, своим эмоциям, вот то, что я чувствую! Сутки, одни не полные сутки показали мне такую палитру красок, которой можно окрасить бабочек всех сортов, летающих по низу моего живота.

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