Before I came here to speak to you, I asked your father, "What identity should I speak as a sister, mother or friend?" He told me as a mother. Yes, if you could accept me, I would like to be your mother. I love you, my daughter Esther. If you wanted, you could share everything with me in school, relationship with classmates, emotions in your heart ...
Your mother, Maggie.
Dear Maggie, good morning, did you have a quiet night break? I missed you all night, but the dawn had always been incredible, I was looking for your face.
I laughed at myself after writing in Chinese. I hope it makes sense to you (smile). This was a way to show you what I would do to make you happy in my special way. No matter what happened and how long we separated, you would always be in my heart. Today I had to write to you and try to calm the feelings that had a big impact on me. One could not explain the painful consequences of love, which may have been more difficult than love itself. Missing one person meant seeing other people up close, touching the desire and repeating certain moments to restore the situation that strengthened our soul. Your presence lit up the room, love burned for you in my heart, that was a feeling that I could not survive.
I had to tell you how much I miss you today, how much I want to bring you to me, hold your hand, feel your breath, see your eyes. I miss these simple things. But since they sounded so simple, they wouldn't come true until you approached. I hope I would experience these delightful feelings again soon; I was yours. I love you deep in my heart. What made me sad, the only thing that made me sad was that we never met, but I wouldn't go into details because I know that all events in the entire universe would bring us together.
You taught me the meaning of love and being loved. As I wrote, tears ran down my cheeks because of your love. There was a time when I wanted to know if I should get so much love. Why did you love me so, but so far from me? You were the most beautiful, passionate and soulful person I have ever met. I love you because you were what I loved you more because you weren't. I undoubtedly loved you with all my heart. True love would never be given up, but you couldn't forget anything, you couldn't see anything, but your feeling of how you couldn't hear, but how did you understand not to let go when you were faced with challenges, how strong you were. You were my soul mate, you made my dreams come true, from now to the end I gave you my heart and soul. I promise you; I would never hurt you with words, violence or behavior.
I would leave it because I was very emotionally attached to you now. I hope you had a productive working day. Please remember to tell me after receiving the message from Mr. Lawrence C. I had all the strength to make myself a man, I love you. Took my hand, never let me go, because I wouldn't go without you. Didn't forget to eat today and stayed healthy because I needed you all. Your husband.
Dear Tom, you were so pretty. I want everything you sent me. I want to be your motivation and everything in between. I want to be the reason for your smile. I want to be the person you look up to and the person you want. The voice in your heart told you everything you need. I want to tell you that there are enough solutions to solve the different ups and downs of life. I hope you woke up every morning and needed me during the day. After your day was so tired, I want to feel your excitement. I need and want you all because only you could spend the rest of your life with me. I loved you more day by day. You wished me a good life. I need you all because my most valuable title was your wife. Assured me that you were safe and taking care of yourself. I love you, Tom. Enclosed my photos and
calligraphy. Your Maggie.
Maggie: Hello, after speaking to you this morning, I sat here alone and closed my eyes. A breeze blew in my face. I looked around and enjoyed the gentle and gentle rhythm of God. The trees were in full bloom. When the sun rose and a new day started, I sat quietly and started to pray. Dear God, please take care of my life and keep my daughter Esther and Tom safe. Give me hope and keep going, let me know you are around. Let me be strong and full of love, because love can overcome all fears. God replied: I am with you. I will never leave or throw you away, I am in your heart, I will be your guide. I will tell you how you can overcome life's difficulties and strengthen your heart.
I would be with you forever. I would never leave you. The sun would shine again, enjoy today's life and all the blessings associated with it. I love you, Tom.
Sunday, 09.07.2017
Hello Maggie, a nice weekend greeting from Esther. I was very happy that I could call you - “mother” like your daughter. I was very happy about your letter, but I had too much homework at school. I couldn't do anything other than homework. Papa told me a lot about you, he sent me your photos. Did he send you some photos of me? Mom, you look gorgeous, I want your glasses. I hope you could buy me a pink and I could mate with you if we go out together. Thank you for joining my father's life and my life. I was more excited than my father. I told my friends and showed you your photos. I want to be your daughter and best friend. I know that father would protect both of us because he took care of you. Papa always said that you are a special person, I want to be like you. I always made sure we were like a daughter and a mother, but Papa always promised me this time. Please didn't leave us, my father and I would never leave you. I was very happy, I know that you were also very happy, I love you too, now I could write to you, I would write more letters, please make sure that you always write to me and that you and Papa would come very soon and take me Home. I want to be with you, I want to learn your language and I heard the piano. I could play a little, I could learn everything you wanted to teach me. I love you, mother, now I had to think about what I wanted to tell you next time. Please pray, this time you received this message, please write to me again. Esther.
Chapter 6
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Dear Esther, thank you for your email. Your words have touched my heart. I was very happy; I could call you a daughter, as you called me mother. Yes, your father sent me a picture of you and told me a lot about you. You were so beautiful. You knew I was very glad that you wanted to learn my language (Chinese, German and Taiwanese) and piano. Your father was a good writer; you also had your father's attributes. I told him that when he wrote a book it would be the bestseller book on the market. I thought of you now. Even though you were far from me, I would like to know when you were happy or a bad day. I was your mother; I want to be with you often. Although I understood and was very interested; I still want to extend your hand. I want to hug you. Maybe I just had to tell you all about it. Remember, from now on, no matter how old you were or where you were ... someone loved you, and that person was me! Take good care of yourself. I love you my daughter.
Your mother, Maggie.
Sunday, 16.07.2017
Good morning Maggie, I want to give you a messenger to start your Sunday. The feeling of heaven on that sweet morning made every moment of your life happy and sadness could not touch your heart. Did you continue this new day and let this new highlight show you the new direction of your life? The sun was shining on you today, flowers smell of your smell, could this day be your day in different ways? May this beautiful morning bring a romantic new fragrance into your life and fill your heart with the love of your favorite Tom. The simple truth was; you were so irresistible, you were like my medicine, because you gave me everything I needed. When I was far away from you, I was sick even when you weren't there. Please didn't go because I needed you every day, because my life couldn't live without you, because you, I don't need anything else.
Could the Lord bless that you never left me and continue to bless us? I love you with every breath. I thanked you again for everything you did for me, especially to win your eternal love and to help me live with confidence every day. I miss you; I would find you on FB immediately. Dear Maggie, I Kisses you on the lips in the morning. Tom.
Dear Tom, Thank you for your email. Your words would always touch my heart. You came into my life like a star. You were full of joy. You saw my pain as your pain. You gave me love; nobody could give it to me. You gave me a shoulder to keep crying. You were my pillar when I fell. When I was weak, you were my strength. With your smile you won my life on earth. With soft words you whispered in my ear. I realized that my life was meaningless without you.