you have a problem loving a person who performs ill-natured deeds or harms you out of unawareness, because he cannot love himself. Then let this person go. You cannot change him; he can only do this by himself. We were all born with free will. Try to comprehend this person; put your focus on his innermost, he is also inspired by God, just like you. He may not know yet, maybe he is taking a detour, but still he is in search, in search of his own self. Even though you may understand his point of view, would like to save him. Let him go, let him save himself, but do not allow him to harm you. Only he alone can change himself, if he wants; you cannot.
Now back to you. If you love yourself then you will not permit any harm done to you. You will unbind yourself from a victim-offender scheme. You will show responsibility and attentiveness for yourself. Being responsible means loving yourself. This love acts like an impenetrable cloak. To love yourself is the basis of encountering a suitable counterpart. If you have no love for yourself, you may not notice your appropriate counterpart. Then you may always attract people you do not want to have an affair with. Cloak yourself with love, have faith.
You may speak the words:
I AM now ready and permit myself to love
I AM divine love without boundaries
I AM manifested love
I AM in the love
I AM love
I trust myself
I love myself
I respect myself
I bless myself
I bless myself
I bless myself
Only love can change the world. Today you will begin with yourself. You will become aware of how you radiate more and more. You will evolve into a beacon for yourself and the world. Love yourself and feel the dissolution of borders.
FAITH
Are you in faith? When I began writing these texts, I had used an older computer that suddenly broke down. I hadn’t yet secured my data and when I tried to retrieve my texts everything was lost! I was on the edge of a nervous breakdown; I was in desperation and screamed! All that I had written had come from a deep connectivity with my soul. I felt inspired and filled with joy. Now what? I had the feeling of being cut off from my source. I grieved one day, went to bed and tried to comprehend. Even though I had lost these texts, they were inherent parts of me, these were my experiences, and I could not lose them. I exhaled my grief, released it and then immersed into a profound faith. I was suddenly aware, I had to move on, go forward. What I had written once could be written again. Perhaps even more pleasing, that touches my soul with even more resonance. In this night, I woke up shortly after 4 a.m. filled with the confidence that I could rewrite the texts. I got out of bed and wrote and wrote and wrote; each topic elevating me higher and higher. Now I have arrived at this subject: FAITH.
I would like to tell you, trust your soul; it is wise and knows best how to act. Address your divine soul for guidance. Life supports you, Earth supports you, and the celestial powers support you. Deliver yourself into God’s hands, he will sustain you, you are never alone! Breathe out all your sorrow, all your agony, all your grief. Have faith in your strength and courage. Be faithful.
If something in your life happens that makes you falter, then allow yourself to mourn, to be angry, helpless. Only when you accept these emotions, whenever they appear, change will then happen. Do not suppress them. But do not reside in these emotions; move on. Go forward and perceive, all that is important for you is in you. You have nothing to lose. Maybe you cannot perceive your courage and strength for a short period, but these are still integral parts of you. Be assured, you will be guided by your inner-self, by the I AM. Do not surrender. Exercising faith on a daily basis lets it increase and become more beautiful.
Whenever you feel a situation that frightens you, then breathe, consciously breathe out the fear, bless it and let it go. Breathe in light and love. I have done this for over an hour. As you feel the fear disappearing, immerse into your faith, enter your innermost and perceive how fear no longer prevails. Fear is created when we deal with future obligations, things that have not yet happened and will presumably never happen at all. Fear not to survive in life or a hopeless situation can be threatening. In this case observe the fear, bless it and then decide to let it go. Fear constricts, it is the opposite of freedom! What do you want? Live in a box or liberty. This is the question I always ask myself. Remember, I am not holy, omniscient and without fear. It is important for you to know, this is your decision. You decide. Choose your faith, your freedom. Have faith.
You may speak the words:
I AM in faith of my divine guidance
I AM always sheltered
I AM always protected
I trust myself, I trust my soul
I permit myself to perceive all of this and allow it
I am in faith
I bless myself
I bless myself
I bless myself
PERCEPTION
How do feel about your perception? Do you have the opinion, you cannot perceive the things concealed. Or do you take notice of something but do not allow yourself to feel it, see it or hear it and then discard it. Try to perceive, maybe in a quiet place somewhere in the countryside and admit that there are things not visible, not audible and not perceivable. You will acknowledge that there is more between heaven and earth than the common man is willing to accept. Surely you have thought of a person and instantaneously received a call from him or her. This is one of the great things we can perceive. We are connected to fellow people, we feel them thinking of us.
My husband and I had a wonderful experience. Before going to sleep, I occasionally visualize something pleasant. Tonight I decided to cloak myself within white light. I created a big white cocoon, fluffy on the inside and gently entered. I could behold in front of my inner eye how the cocoon became brighter and the feeling of security grew. It was such a wonderful feeling. I was surrounded by a bright white light. When my husband came to bed later on, he looked around in the darkness and asked me if I have a fresh bedspread. I answered surprised, “No, I do not. I have the same bedspread as you do”. “But your bedspread appears to be much brighter,” he said. Being shortly before falling asleep we did not further discuss it. Next morning at breakfast I asked my husband what he had perceived that night. He said he had the strange impression that my bedspread was much brighter. He could not understand and was irritated. Then I told him what I had visualized before going to sleep. This experience has touched us deeply.
So when you encounter things impartially and open-minded and permit yourself to perceive more than is visible, then change will be definite. Maybe you can perceive what is happening on Earth. Do you recognize the elves and devas in your garden? Do not discard these perceptions, smile, enjoy and say some grateful words to these wonderful entities. You do not have to talk to anybody about it; just enjoy the feeling of being part of it all. Enlarge the frontiers of your perception, this is fun, have faith.
You may speak the words:
I AM prepared for a wider perception
I AM complete perception of the visible and invisible
I honor my perception and trust it
I respect myself
I am in faith