Только сегодня. Ежедневные размышления для выздоравливающих зависимых. Анонимные Наркоманы

тех случая, когда ссылка дана на Базовый текст – книгу «Анонимные Наркоманы», 2001, цитата приведена из перевода пятого издания книги Narcotics Anonymous, 1988. Звездочками помечены те цитаты из второй части Базового текста – Личных историй, – которые взяты из оригинального издания на английском языке. Эти цитаты были специально переведены для данной книги.

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