of the European Union arrived in Kyiv today. Now it became clear to me why the CIA
stopped the investigation into the sudden disappearance of Your-X-Eva. What will be decided at
this gathering of representatives of the European Union? | wandered the streets of Kyiv and
thought in this perspective, comparing the facts with the madness of the war that was taking
place. But, not finding an answer, he hurried home, as the time of the rolling blackout was over
and the Internet was working for watching the news. Without even taking off my coat, | jumped
into my slippers, entered the room where | was doing news reviews, turned on my laptop. While
he was turning on, he took off his extra clothes and began to look at the reports. The news that
Kramatorsk had been shelled immediately caught my eye. This territory has not yet
been liberated from the regime that seized power in Ukraine. 12 high-rise buildings of civilians
were destroyed with numerous casualties. This means that this is a "gift" to the EU forum,
which was taking place at that time in Kyiv. These bastards, having shelled Kramatorsk, will now
talk about ruthless Russia, that the civilian population does not spare, referring to this
provocation, it is easier to beg for armed and financial assistance. When will this madness of
civil slaughter in which NATO mercenaries kill Slavs end? But my life so far continues, and |
wage my war on an invisible front. | began to compose an email to a friend, encrypting the
message to Irina:
“There was a search. Two CIA officers with an SBU major were investigating the disappearance
of Resident Eva. By order of the CIA Colonel, they removed the handcuffs from me and released
me, since | said that we dreamed of getting married and | had no reason to kidnap her! After
sending the letter, he continued to clean up the scattered things and machine wash the dirty
linen. So the day passed. The next day, | went about my daily chores around the house, went to
the store, watched the news, and checked my mail from time to time. The answer came after
long days of waiting as much as a week later. It said: “You are under round-the-clock
surveillance. Do not answer us, lie down on the "bottom", this is an order! Try to be loyal to the
regime, tell a friend that you can't have a dialogue because of the war between Ukraine and
Russia. If you need us, we will find contact with you! | wrote a long letter to Galley Shavkatovich,
where | complained that | had lost Eva, and that after the war, if | survived, | would certainly
look for her. And that this is my last letter, because due to the political situation, | stop writing
letters … One day, without losing hope of meeting Eva, | rummaged through the Russian
resource "Runetki" and found her, under a different nickname, my black hair and the thinner
figure | met for the first time. She was very happy, even that | paid a small tip. | tried to find out
where she was now so that | could meet her, but she masterfully evaded and left on various
non-essential topics, hiding her location. From our erotic meetings, | realized that it was not
customary to ask such questions on this site and stopped asking. We always felt good together,
albeit at a distance of virtual closeness of communication … Days flowed after days. February
2023 was held under the promises of the Western countries of the European Union to saturate
Ukraine with the latest German Leopard and American Abrams tanks, under the instigation of
the United States and London. The whole West whined about it, France joined in, and Poland,
like a jackal in the service of an enraged Western beast, asked for more and more weapons for
Ukraine, which it is ready to let through its territory. Young people of military age, by any
means, using various means, tried to get legal documents in order to leave the country, no one
wanted to die for the interests of the US oligarchy, London and the European Union. Trains
towards the western border were filled with men leaving Ukraine. Many were returned at the
border, the country lived in anticipation of a big war between Western countries and Russia on
the territory of long-suffering Ukraine, and, surprisingly, the so-called president begged for
more and more weapons and money from the collective West for this. And so February 2023
came, in anticipation of unpredictable events in the coming days, and thoughts still did not want
to leave the priestess of love. Her image, bewitching me with its charming love, deprived me of
sleep, and there was not a moment that | did not think about her. The anxiety of these thoughts
did not give me rest, | could not do anything about it, everything fell out of my hands, | even
stopped taking a shower and watching my appearance. And one day in the mirror | saw a
stranger with a tousled beard and protruding gray hairs on his head with wildly sparkling eyes.
This reflection of myself, brought to consciousness. | set about myself, and soon, having
changed clothes, shortening the regrown hairs on my beard with an
electric razor to the level of regrown thorns, neatly shaping them to an oriental-type beard and
cutting my hair on my head, neatly putting it in a youth haircut, | acquired my well-groomed
image. | decided to find my Eva again, but the girl disappeared from the Runetki website, and
only late at night, | stumbled upon her room, where the “online” sign was glowing. Without
hesitation, | went to her website and happily greeted her, dropping her enough tokens for a
private date. And suddenly | saw a picture of a ban:
“The model sent you to a ban for obscene behavior,” – like snow on my head on a hot day, it cut
me on the nerves, which completely plunged me into despondency and deepest melancholy. |
frantically began flipping through the Runetka website, hoping to find it. But she disappeared
there too. It was already 23:30. | sat in a devastated melancholic state, not knowing what to do
with myself to get rid of this obsession. Thoughts gradually began to come into a state of cold
reason and, comparing myself with a female hysteric, | suddenly realized how disgusting it was
to lose self-control because of a creature that itself does not know what it wants in a
momentary outburst of passion. | pulled myself together to realize one single truth, that | am
still a man and must be aware that the girl was trained for this work for many years and that
she does not belong to herself, and that a free life for a special agent of the corresponding
department will never exist. | began to orient myself in this direction of thinking and gradually
bounce back. Three days later, he began jogging in the morning, then one day, from a distance,
he saw how three military men