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теле и пустоты в желудке, так было проще заснуть.

      Однако бессоница этой ночью была вызвана совершенно иной причиной. Свет от фонарного столба за двором мягко падал на территорию частного сектора. Касался небольшого окна, напротив которого лежала Женя, глядевшая в безмятежность позднего часа. Желая быть частью чего-то долгого, как эта зимняя ночь. Мнилось нечто уникальное в произошедшем за сегодняшний день. И всё же спустя долгие часы поэтичных раздумий школьница начала задрёмывать.

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