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миг, именуемым в миру счастьем?

      Старые фото, письма, а в них мириады из строк, слова, написанные ровным почерком – буква к букве. В этом ты весь. Вещи все еще здесь, а тебя нет, больше никогда не будет. Но мне легче, странно, но я снова могу дышать. То ли ты меня отпустил, а может это я, наконец, тебя отпустила. В любом случае спасибо тебе, за то, что ты был на хмуром небосклоне моей жизни.

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