Этти Хиллесум

Я никогда и нигде не умру. Дневник 1941-1943 гг.


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Девентере жили родители Этти.

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      Семья, в чьем доме проживал Шпир.

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      Вероятно, речь идет о трудах Оскара Пфистера, швейцарского психоаналитика и теолога. – Примеч. ред.

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      Один из каналов Амстердамa. – Примеч. пер.

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      Брат Этти. – Примеч. пер.

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      Анни Ромейн (1895–1978), голландский историк и литературовед, о Карри ван Брюгген (1881–1932), голландской писательнице. – Примеч. ред.

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      Проживающая в Лондоне подруга Шпира, на которой он хотел жениться.

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      Хенни Тидэман. Этти часто называла ее Тидэ.

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      Алейда Схот (1900–1969) – выдающаяся голландская славистка и переводчица.

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      Андре Сюарес (1868–1948) – французский поэт, писатель и литературный критик. – Примеч. ред.

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