just because they are white, black, purple, or if they’re coming from some local area. Or if they got more money than you!” replied Mike.
“I bet there always will be someone looking for such reason to be more important than others. If all people would be black, they still will be looking for the differences – some might be deep black, some would be violet black, and some would be yellowish-black. I think, they just need a dream they could believe in, and it makes their day. Deep inside, they subconsciously realize that they are ‘plain shit’ and their existence is meaningless, but they want to be important somehow. They need a purpose in their lives. Well, Mike, do you have a purpose in your life?”
“Do I what?! What purpose, man? I’m just trying to survive here each fucking day!” replied Mike, laughing. “Do you have a purpose?”
John thought to himself for a moment.
“Good question, mate! Well, I don’t know what to say… I just want to be happy. That’s all. As soon as we were placed into this world, we have to survive and enjoy the process, if possible. But if you enjoy bullying others, then you’re a piece of shit.”
Mike a said he has to go since it is becoming late, and John went out to send him. For John, it was a chance to walk and smoke in a company.
“So what are your plans now, John?” asked Mike. “You wanna come back to our flat or move to some better place?”
“No, I’m fine,” replied John. “Yeah, this new place is shit. Recently I caught a cold here while sleeping. But I still have to make some more money. When I have enough, I’ll move out.”
They were walking down Southcroft Road. A red bus passed them by, leaving in silence.
“Okay, Steve seems to be sleeping already,” said Mike, looking through the window. “So, what time do we meet in the morning”?
There was a game with kick-off scheduled at 10am, as usually on each Saturday, so they had to meet and take a bus.
“Oh, yeah, nearly forgot. Darren said he’ll pick us up at 9:00am at Tooting Station. So let’s meet at 8:45am at my flat.”
“OK.”
“See later, man.”
“See later.”
John felt great – now he didn’t have to worry about money until the end of his training course. Also, now he could place bigger stakes to win more. “My road to million,” murmured he. “Then I could forget about the day job, and run my own business. Maybe, open another bookie?”
Through the window, he saw Emil cleaning the fast-food shop with his workmate. The guy waved his hand to John, and so did John. “OK, one more cigarette,” decided John and stopped by the shop.
“Oh, another Friday evening show-off,” thought John, looking at walking young girls, who were sexually dressed and made up. Two pretty Asian girls were passing him by.
“Good evening, ladies!” he said, trying to pick them up, but they ignored him.
“Yeah, nice. Very nice.” Emil was smiling and showing gestures to John so to stop the girls. His workmate was smiling too.
Emil went out of the shop and started pulling steel shutters down. “Did you see these two sisters?” asked Emil. “I know them. They often come to our shop. I want to invite them.”
“Oh, they are very nice, tut-tut,” said Emil’s workmate with a strong Pakistani accent, shaking his head and smiling.
“It seems like they are already invited, mate. Try it tomorrow or next weekend,” replied John.
“Are you hungry? I took chicken fries,” said Emil. John wasn’t, but the fries flavor was too attractive.
“OK, bye, guys!” said Emil’s workmate.
“Oh, bye, man!”
John and Emil went upstairs to their room. Tea was hot enough still. They sat on the floor again.
“I am very happy for you, brother,” said Emil. “You are a great man.”
“Thank you, Emil! Another ‘slumdog millionaire’, eh?” laughed John.
Someone opened the door and entered the room. It was Karim. He asked Emil something in Urdu and they started talking. Karim laughed.
“You have no girlfriend?” asked he, looking at John now. “Is he your girlfriend?” he pointed at Emil and laughing.
“No, I have no girlfriend, why?” replied John. “How can Emil be my girlfriend?” asked he, but Karim went out.
“This guy has very strange sense of humor,” said John. “When I was younger, I used to beat such guys senseless.”
“It’s OK, brother, don’t worry. I will punish him.” Emil looked upset.
“What you were talking about?” asked John.
“Oh, nothing,” replied Emil. “You know, he is a bad guy. This girl sleeps with men for money. He is her manager.”
“Really?! He is a fucking pimp?” laughed John. “How much does he make then?”
“He said £30 an hour. He asked if we wanna try her.”
“£30? And what did you say?”
“No, I don’t want such things. It’s not good.”
“OK, man, just relax. Look, I don’t mind fucking her brains out, man. Are they in the kitchen?”
“Oh, brother… Look, if you want I can talk to him.”
“Yeah, why not? Sorry, where will you stay when we…”
“I can Skype at the kitchen, bro, no problem. If you want – then no problem.”
“Okay, man. Sorry for it, okay?”
“It’s okay.”
Emil went out of the room with his mobile phone and earphones in hands.
John lay on the bed. “Maybe, I should buy some beer?” thought he, but at this moment Jenny, with only a few clothes on, entered the room with a bottle of beer in her hand.
“Hi, honey!” smiled she, and suddenly John felt he is almost ready to rape her. “So, we wanna have fun, ah?” said she and sat on the bed.
“Sure, why not?”
“You got condoms? A real man always has condoms,” laughed Jenny.
John had no condoms but he didn’t want to look like a not “real man” now. So he said:
“I have no condoms. I prefer having sex with a woman, not a condom.”
Jenny laughed.
“Okay, I will take a quick shower, sweetie. Come on, go with me!”
John took soap and towel. They went out the room and saw Karim sitting in the kitchen. He grinned with satisfaction right at the moment he had seen them.
John showed him “OK” gesture and pushed Jenny towards the bathroom.
They have had a shower together, and Jenny kneeled down in front of John.
“Do you