Barrie James Matthew

When a Man's Single: A Tale of Literary Life


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should just see him at breakfast with old Jerry. Why, I've seen him myself, when half a dozen of us were asked to tea by Mrs. Jerry, and though we were frightened to open our mouths, what do you think Greybrooke did?'

      'Something silly, I should say.'

      'He asked old Jerry, as cool as you like, to pass the butter! That's the sort of fellow Greybrooke is.'

      'How is Mary?'

      'Oh, she's all right. No, she has a headache. I say, Greybrooke says Mary's rather slow.'

      'He must be a horror,' said Nell, 'and I don't see why you brought him here.'

      'I thought you would like to see him,' explained Will. 'He made a hundred and three against Rugby, and was only bowled off his pads.'

      'Well,' said Nell, yawning, 'I suppose I must go down and meet your prodigy.'

      Will, misunderstanding, got between her and the door.

      'You're not going down like that,' he said anxiously, with a wave of his hand that included the dressing-jacket and the untidy hair. 'Greybrooke's so particular, and I told him you were a jolly girl.'

      'What else did you tell him?' asked Nell suspiciously.

      'Not much,' said Will, with a guilty look.

      'I know you told him something else?'

      'I told him you – you were fond of kissing people.'

      'Oh, you nasty boy, Will – as if kissing a child like you counted!'

      'Never mind,' said Will soothingly, 'Greybrooke's not the fellow to tell tales. Besides, I know you girls can't help it. Mary's just the same.'

      'You are a goose, Will, and the day will come when you'll give anything for a kiss.'

      'You've no right to bring such charges against a fellow,' said Will indignantly, strutting to the door.

      Half-way downstairs he turned and came back.

      'I say, Nell,' he said, 'you – you, when you come down, you won't kiss Greybrooke?'

      Nell drew herself up in a way that would have scared any young man but Will.

      'He's so awfully particular,' Will continued apologetically.

      'Was it to tell me this you came upstairs?'

      'No, honour bright, it wasn't. I only came up in case you should want to kiss me, and to – to have it over.'

      Nell was standing near Will, and before he could jump back she slapped his face.

      The snow was dancing outside in a light wind when Nell sailed into the drawing-room. She could probably still inform you how she was dressed, but that evening Will and the captain could not tell Mary. The captain thought it was a reddish dress or else blue; but it was all in squares like a draught-board, according to Will. Forty minutes had elapsed since Will visited her upstairs, and now he smiled at the conceit which made her think that the captain would succumb to a pretty frock. Of course Nell had no such thought. She always dressed carefully because – well, because there is never any saying.

      Though Miss Meredith froze Greybrooke with a glance, he was relieved to see her. Her mother had discovered that she knew the lady who married his brother, and had asked questions about the baby. He did not like it. These, he thought, were things you should pretend not to know about. He had contrived to keep his nieces and nephews dark from the fellows at school, though most of them would have been too just to attach any blame to him. Of this baby he was specially ashamed, because they had called it after him.

      Mrs. Meredith was a small, stout lady, of whose cleverness her husband spoke proudly to Nell, but never to herself. When Nell told her how he had talked, she exclaimed, 'Nonsense!' and then waited to hear what else he had said. She loved him, but probably no woman can live with a man for many years without having an indulgent contempt for him, and wondering how he is considered a good man of business. Mrs. Meredith, who was a terribly active woman, was glad to leave the entertainment of her visitors to Nell, and that young lady began severely by asking 'how you boys mean to amuse yourselves?'

      'Do you keep rabbits?' she said to the captain sweetly.

      'I say, Nell!' cried Will warningly.

      'I have not kept rabbits,' Greybrooke replied, with simple dignity, 'since I was a boy.'

      'I told you,' said Will, 'that Greybrooke was old – why, he's nearly as old as yourself. She's older than she looks, you know, Greybrooke.'

      The captain was gazing at Nell with intense admiration. As she raised her head indignantly he thought she was looking to him for protection. That was a way Nell had.

      'Abinger,' said the captain sternly, 'shut up.'

      'Don't mind him, Miss Meredith,' he continued; 'he doesn't understand girls.'

      To think he understands girls is the last affront a youth pays them. When he ceases trying to reduce them to fixed principles he has come of age. Nell, knowing this, felt sorry for Greybrooke, for she foresaw what he would have to go through. Her manner to him underwent such a change that he began to have a high opinion of himself. This is often called falling in love. Will was satisfied that his friend impressed Nell, and he admired Greybrooke's politeness to a chit of a girl, but he became restless. His eyes wandered to the piano, and he had a lurking fear that Nell would play something. He signed to the captain to get up.

      'We'll have to be going now,' he said at last; 'good-bye.'

      Greybrooke glared at Will, forgetting that they had arranged beforehand to stay as short a time as possible.

      'Perhaps you have other calls to make?' said Nell, who had no desire to keep them there longer than they cared to stay.

      'Oh yes,' said Will.

      'No,' said the captain, 'we only came into Silchester with Miss Abinger's message for you.'

      'Why, Will,' exclaimed Nell, 'you never gave me any message?'

      'I forgot what it was,' Will explained cheerily; 'something about a ribbon, I think.'

      'I did not hear the message given,' the captain said, in answer to Nell's look, 'but Miss Abinger had a headache, and I think Will said it had to do with that.'

      'Oh, wait a bit,' said Will, 'I remember something about it now. Mary saw something in a Silchester paper, the Mirror, I think, that made her cry, and she thinks that if you saw it you would cry too. So she wants you to look at it.'

      'The idea of Mary's crying!' said Nell indignantly. 'But did she not give you a note?'

      'She was too much upset,' said Will, signing to the captain not to let on that they had refused to wait for the note.

      'I wonder what it can be?' murmured Nell.

      She hurried from the room to her father's den, and found him there surrounded by newspapers.

      'Is there anything in the Mirror, father?' she asked.

      'Nothing,' said Mr. Meredith, who had made the same answer to this question many hundreds of times; 'nothing except depression in the boot trade.'

      'It can't be that,' said Nell.

      'Can't be what?'

      'Oh, give me the paper,' cried the ex-mayor's daughter impatiently.

      She looked hastily up and down it, with an involuntary glance at the births, deaths, and marriages, turned it inside out and outside in, and then exclaimed 'Oh!' Mr. Meredith, who was too much accustomed to his daughter's impulses to think that there was much wrong, listened patiently while she ejaculated, 'Horrid!' 'What a shame!' 'Oh, I wish I was a man!' and, 'Well, I can't understand it.' When she tossed the paper to the floor, her face was red and her body trembled with excitement.

      'What is it, Nelly?' asked her father.

      Whether Miss Abinger cried over the Mirror that day is not to be known, but there were indignant tears in Nell's eyes as she ran upstairs to her bedroom. Mr. Meredith took up the paper and examined it carefully at the place where his daughter had torn it in her anger. What troubled her seemed to be something in the book notices,