Charles Kingsley

The Saint's Tragedy


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pierce blank Heaven, like some trained falconer

      After his game, beyond all human ken?

      Wal.  And walk into the bog beneath your feet.

      Con.  And change it to firm land by magic step!

      Build there cloud-cleaving spires, beneath whose shade

      Great cities rise for vassals; to call forth

      From plough and loom the rank unlettered hinds,

      And make them saints and heroes—send them forth

      To sway with heavenly craft the spirit of princes;

      Change nations’ destinies, and conquer worlds

      With love, more mighty than the sword; what, Count?

      Art thou ambitious? practical? we monks

      Can teach you somewhat there too.

      Lewis.  Be it so;

      But love you have forsworn; and what were life

      Without that chivalry, which bends man’s knees

      Before God’s image and his glory, best

      Revealed in woman’s beauty?

      Con.  Ah! poor worldlings!

      Little you dream what maddening ecstasies,

      What rich ideals haunt, by day and night,

      Alone, and in the crowd, even to the death,

      The servitors of that celestial court

      Where peerless Mary, sun-enthroned, reigns,

      In whom all Eden dreams of womanhood,

      All grace of form, hue, sound, all beauty strewn

      Like pearls unstrung, about this ruined world,

      Have their fulfilment and their archetype.

      Why hath the rose its scent, the lily grace?

      To mirror forth her loveliness, from whom,

      Primeval fount of grace, their livery came:

      Pattern of Seraphs! only worthy ark

      To bear her God athwart the floods of time!

      Lewis.  Who dare aspire to her?  Alas, not I!

      To me she is a doctrine, and a picture:—

      I cannot live on dreams.

      Con.  She hath her train:—

      There thou may’st choose thy love: If world-wide lore

      Shall please thee, and the Cherub’s glance of fire,

      Let Catharine lift thy soul, and rapt with her

      Question the mighty dead, until thou float

      Tranced on the ethereal ocean of her spirit.

      If pity father passion in thee, hang

      Above Eulalia’s tortured loveliness;

      And for her sake, and in her strength, go forth

      To do and suffer greatly.  Dost thou long

      For some rich heart, as deep in love as weakness,

      Whose wild simplicity sweet heaven-born instincts

      Alone keep sane?

      Lewis.  I do, I do.  I’d live

      And die for each and all the three.

      Con.  Then go—

      Entangled in the Magdalen’s tresses lie;

      Dream hours before her picture, till thy lips

      Dare to approach her feet, and thou shalt start

      To find the canvas warm with life, and matter

      A moment transubstantiate to heaven.

      Wal.  Ay, catch his fever, Sir, and learn to take

      An indigestion for a troop of angels.

      Come, tell him, monk, about your magic gardens,

      Where not a stringy head of kale is cut

      But breeds a vision or a revelation.

      Lewis.  Hush, hush, Count!  Speak, strange monk, strange words, and waken

      Longings more strange than either.

      Con.  Then, if proved,

      As I dare vouch thee, loyal in thy love,

      Even to the Queen herself thy saintlier soul

      At length may soar: perchance—Oh, bliss too great

      For thought—yet possible!

      Receive some token—smile—or hallowing touch

      Of that white hand, beneath whose soft caress

      The raging world is smoothed, and runs its course

      To shadow forth her glory.

      Lewis.  Thou dost tempt me—

      That were a knightly quest.

      Con.  Ay, here’s true love.

      Love’s heaven, without its hell; the golden fruit

      Without the foul husk, which at Adam’s fall

      Did crust it o’er with filth and selfishness.

      I tempt thee heavenward—from yon azure walls

      Unearthly beauties beckon—God’s own mother

      Waits longing for thy choice—

      Lewis.  Is this a dream?

      Wal.  Ay, by the Living Lord, who died for you!

      Will you be cozened, Sir, by these air-blown fancies,

      These male hysterics, by starvation bred

      And huge conceit?  Cast off God’s gift of manhood,

      And, like the dog in the adage, drop the true bone

      With snapping at the sham one in the water?

      What were you born a man for?

      Lewis.  Ay, I know it:—

      I cannot live on dreams.  Oh for one friend,

      Myself, yet not myself; one not so high

      But she could love me, not too pure to pardon

      My sloth and meanness!  Oh for flesh and blood,

      Before whose feet I could adore, yet love!

      How easy then were duty!  From her lips

      To learn my daily task;—in her pure eyes

      To see the living type of those heaven-glories

      I dare not look on;—let her work her will

      Of love and wisdom on these straining hinds;—

      To squire a saint around her labour field,

      And she and it both mine:—That were possession!

      Con.  The flesh, fair youth—

      Wal.  Avaunt, bald snake, avaunt!

      We are past your burrow now.  Come, come, Lord Landgrave,

      Look round, and find your saint.

      Lewis.  Alas! one such—

      One such, I know, who upward from one cradle

      Beside me like a sister—No, thank God! no sister!—

      Has grown and grown, and with her mellow shade

      Has blanched my thornless thoughts to her own hue,

      And