as I’m sure you have. We’ve got that donkey from CID, Ellis James, on our case constantly. Ten million quid for twice the aggro maybe isn’t worth our while.’
Paddy could feel haggling on the horizon and he wasn’t in the mood to negotiate.
‘I don’t give a stuff about the tax man or the coppers,’ he said. ‘That comes with the territory. Men like us have to be ready for anything. And as for the bodies … well, it takes two to tango, boys, and I seem to recall you were dancing on my soldiers’ graves and all.’
Jonny shook his head. ‘Two million in cash. The cost of retraining your people to operate like ours will be massive. Crippling. The cost of the added risk—’
‘Ten mill.’ Paddy felt queasy. Blood draining away from his stomach to his brain. Stand your ground, Pad.
Suddenly, a voice behind him shattered the illusion that they were somehow speaking intimately in a sound-proof room.
Degsy: ‘He’s taking the piss, Pad. I’ll put a bullet in him if you want.’
Paddy swung around and grabbed Conky’s gun hand. Pistol-whipped Degsy so hard and so unexpectedly that he fell backwards into a painting of a big red-head with nice white tits and frizzy long hair. Degsy’s blood spattered onto the woman’s painted green dress. Paddy placed his foot on the dealer’s scrawny neck.
‘You speak when I say you can speak. Dickhead.’
Wiping his bloody nose with the sleeve of his hoody, Degsy didn’t dare answer. He merely looked up at Paddy with fearful, resentful eyes. Nodded.
‘Ten million pounds,’ Paddy said, rounding on Tariq and Jonny once again. ‘This isn’t a fucking medina, boys. This isn’t the mosque or some two-bit Jew diamond dealer’s. This is half of Manchester. I’m selling to you. Or I’m selling to out-of-towners. But the price is still ten million nicker, whoever the hell you are and whatever overheads you think you’ve got. No more murders. No more turf wars. A going concern that will more than double the riches in your wildest dreams.’
He stepped towards Jonny Margulies. Invading his space. Gut to gut. Poking him in that fleshy overhang so that Smolensky raised his machete.
‘Take it or leave it, Jonny. But if you leave it …’
Behind him, Conky put two cartridges into the shotgun.
‘… you might find yourself leaving this life for the next one sooner than you think.’
Guns pulled from every holster and breast pocket in the room. The gallery’s still air was a-whirr with the metallic sound of safeties coming off.
Paddy held his breath.
Closed his eyes.
Waited for what came next.
Sinking beneath the deep layer of foam and the silken surface of the water, Sheila mused on how comforting it was to shut the world out. Holding her breath. Counting, counting, until all she could feel was the crushing sensation in her chest and the beat of her pulse, thumping in her ears. Reminding her that she was yet living, though she felt dead inside.
The girls were grown and gone.
The flower of her youth had withered.
She was Paddy’s Queen, imprisoned in a tower of her own design, awaiting execution or a slow death. Not even Thailand would change that.
Pushing against the tall sides of the freestanding bath, she surfaced, gasping for air. Racking sobs suddenly pushing their way out of her body like skeletons tumbling from a closet she had been keeping under lock and key for decades.
‘Why?’ she shouted to the TV screen set into the unforgiving stacked-stone slate wall. It showed some plastic fantastic American actress, jabbering at her fat friend, occasioning unearned canned laughter at the end of every sentence. The TV was as good a confessor as any. ‘How has it come to this?’ She splashed her hands down violently into the foamy water, sending it scudding around her naked body. ‘Washed up just as I was about to ride the crest of my own wave. All ’cos of Paddy. That domineering, bad-breathed, dicky-tickered wanker, with his shitty flaky scalp and his skidmarks in his undies and his hairy back and his psycho bullying bullshit and his bitch mistresses with their fake tits.’ Years of solemn therapy sessions at the Priory, in which she had talked around the problem to a sympathetic man in a Spartan room, were now proved redundant. For her ears only, in that empty bathroom, the truth she had been holding inside about the root of all her unhappiness was finally outside. ‘Paddy, you bastard! I hate you. I fucking hate you.’ She slammed her palms down onto her knees with a splash. ‘But I love you and I’m scared and I don’t know how to be alone. Please don’t let him die tonight, God.’
Visualising her husband, standing in the gallery, clinching the deal of a lifetime with the Boddlington bosses … Perhaps the Boddlingtons would bring a suitcase full of cash like you saw on the films. She didn’t know how deals that size worked – her cleaning deals were all dodgy invoices and almost bona fide transactions to slightly shady offshore accounts or cash, no questions asked. But she knew that if the sell-out went ahead, they would be rich enough never to have to think about money again. Off to Thailand, flying first class. Trapped forever, hidden away from what few friends and family Paddy allowed her to have.
And what if the deal failed and he was killed tonight? What then? Patrick O’Brien was all she had known from being a girl, becoming her father figure long before her own father had disowned her. She visualised his gravestone.
Here lies Patrick O’Brien, survived by his ungrateful wife and doting daughters.
Freedom at last.
She shook the thought away. What a prize cow she was!
Sobbing in the bath until the bubbles had all burst, her fingertips and toes had become wrinkled and the water had grown cold. Shivering. Teeth-clacking. She turned on the hot tap, shoving her purple toes under the gushing warm water, wondering how it was she could feel so many conflicting emotions at once.
‘I’ve made my bed,’ she finally told the television, feeling guilt start to pull her under again. The water level was rising fast … ‘Loyalty keeps this family together. I need to keep us together.’
She slid down the bath until even her buoyant breasts were covered. Her hair swished around her like weed on the bottom of a pond. Water seeped up to her chin and into her ears. Over her nose. Under. Contemplating if she should stay there forever, choosing a watery way out of this life and these wifely obligations.
But then, in amongst the thunder of the hot water, now so dangerously near the rim of the bath, she heard another insistent sound. A chime from far away. Was she drowning? Was this destiny calling from the other side?
The bell.
She emerged abruptly from the bath, spilling water all over the floor. The chime was insistent – somebody was at the gates, pressing and pressing on that button. Who the hell was it at this time of night?
Conky had a fob for the gates. Paddy had a key for the door. They weren’t due back until 11pm at the earliest, unless it had all gone very badly wrong, of course …
Ignoring the mess, she skidded across the bathroom, grabbing her robe from the heated towel rail. Hastened down the oak staircase, stepping gingerly with wet feet on the bare, polished treads. The intercom and CCTV screen were close to the front door in the glazed, double-height vestibule. She was vulnerable here, at night with the chandeliers blazing. Anyone lurking in the dark out there would be able to see her. Her heart was pounding, all thoughts of a watery end gone now.