maintaining patient privacy is important for much better and more important reasons than defending against legal action.”
Mr. Coy in no way indicated that he realized he’d been quietly admonished for his frankness. “The stairwells are all monitored. And the public elevators. But not the elevators the staff use to move patients around. We monitor all the hallways. If a patient steps out of a room with his hospital gown untied in back and then wants ten million bucks ’cause Security had to look at his pathetic bare butt, well, so we have to go to court and hope there’s maybe at least a couple sane people on the jury. Not that I’d bet on it.”
Nurse Hernandez looked past her associate and smiled at Bibi, and Bibi returned the smile reassuringly.
Mr. Coy said, “Here’s the main east-west fourth-floor hallway, just outside your room. The time’s at the bottom.”
The digital clock on the screen read 4:01 A.M. As the seconds flashed past and 4:01 turned to 4:02, a golden retriever appeared at the side of a man in a hoodie. The guy kept his head lowered as if to prevent the camera from capturing his face. He pushed open a door on the left and followed the dog through it.
“Mr. Hoodie just went into your room,” said Chubb Coy. He fast-forwarded the video. “Then he comes out three minutes later, at four-oh-five. There he is. He and the dog leave how they came, by the elevator.”
“Just like I told you,” Bibi said to Mira Hernandez.
The nurse shook her head. “Wait.”
Turning away from the laptop, face-to-face with Bibi, Mr. Coy said, “Here’s the problem. At that time of night, we’re locked up except for the main lobby entrance and through the ER receiving area. There’s no video of that guy or his dog using one of those, either coming or going.”
“Some other door that was supposed to be locked must have been open,” Bibi suggested.
“Not a chance. We run a tight operation. Here’s another thing—it so happens the camera in the elevator he used goes on the blink at three-fifty, ten minutes before he sashays on scene, so there’s no video of him and the dog in the elevator, either coming up or going down. The camera in the ground-floor elevator alcove is working, but it never shows Mr. Hoodie either boarding the cab or getting out of it later.”
Bibi looked at the laptop screen, where video from the previous night showed the corridor after the mysterious visitor’s departure. “I don’t understand.”
“Me neither,” Chubb Coy said. “It’s stupid to think he and the dog boarded the elevator mid-floor, coming through the hatch in the ceiling of the cab. No way, José. So did you recognize the guy?”
Bibi met the security chief’s eyes. They were gray flecked with blue, a steely contrast to the round amiable face in which they were set. “Recognize him from the video? But he didn’t show his face.”
“From his posture, his walk, the dog?”
“No. I didn’t recognize him.”
“Whatever he was up to,” Chubb Coy said, “it wasn’t good.”
“Well, I don’t know, but somehow I’m cured.”
“The doctors confirmed that?”
“Dr. Chandra is meeting with me this afternoon.”
“I hope you had a miracle, I really do,” Coy said, although he clearly had his doubts. “But, see, I was a real cop before this. I’ve known a bunch of bad guys. People that act like Mr. Hoodie … you can bet the rent money, they’ve got sinister intentions.”
Twelve Years Earlier
What She Did When She Didn’t Go Insane
BIBI DID NOT REMEMBER TURNING AWAY FROM the presence in the attic, but the next thing she knew, she was descending the ladder to the floor of the walk-in closet. At the bottom, when she looked up, she saw that the lights had been extinguished in the high room.
Panic had not seized her. She was in the grip of something else, perhaps shock, that rendered her half numb to all sensation. Her mind wasn’t spinning at the moment; instead each smallest impression and sentiment twitched to the next as if a pair of lever-wrench pliers in her brain were ratcheting them along in a futile attempt to restore her usual flow of thoughts.
She hesitated at the foot of the ladder, breath held, expecting someone to come into view above, uplit by the closet light. But when no one appeared, she gave the lowest segment of the ladder the hard push required to start it folding back into the ceiling. The ladder drew the trap door shut behind it, and the pull rope swayed back and forth like a pendulum.
She did not remember passing through the bedroom or the living room, but she became aware of being in the kitchen, standing at the dinette table, staring at the white vase. It had been empty when she entered the apartment. Now it contained three fresh scarlet roses.
As she descended the stairs from the balcony, thick fog flowed behind her and billowed around her as if it were the train of a magnificent white dress. In the courtyard, she could barely see the bricks underfoot, and the bungalow seemed to drift like a ghost ship on a shrouded sea, its lines visible but its substance unconvincing.
When she went into the house, her parents were still sleeping. Bibi retreated to her room, took off her shoes. Without removing her clothes, she slipped under the covers.
Something more had happened in the apartment attic than she had the fortitude to contemplate. She pushed away the memory of what had occurred, for it was both too frightening and too sad to bear, a weight no girl of ten—perhaps of any age—could carry for an hour, let alone for a lifetime. Better to put down that burden and let time bear it away.
She slept without rest, a sleep of denial and forgetting.
Her mother woke her. “Hey, sleepyhead. Get a move on. We’re going to brunch and then the movies.”
With the covers pulled to her chin, Bibi said, “I don’t want to. I stayed up all night reading.” That was a lie, but not a mortal one. “You go without me. There’s leftover chicken in the fridge. I’ll make a big sandwich.”
Picking up a book from the nightstand, where at least one novel remained always near at hand, Nancy read the title: “The Secret War in the Garden. Pretty thrilling, huh?”
“Mmmmm,” Bibi agreed.
Imagining themselves to be free spirits, footloose children of Nature, her parents encouraged their daughter to be independent and self-directing. She would never be chastised for staying up most of the night, either to read or to watch one stupid thing or another on television.
“The movie’s supposed to be totally funny,” Nancy said. “It’s the new Adam Sandler.”
Insisting on her exhaustion by keeping her eyes shut and her face in a sort of slack pout, by speaking with weary exasperation, Bibi said, “He’s not funny.”
“You’re too old for Adam Sandler, huh?”
“Decades.”
“My daughter, the fifth-grade sophisticate. Well, all right. But don’t hit the surf alone.”
“I never do. And it’s too cold, anyway.”
She remained in bed for fifteen minutes after her parents left, to be certain they were gone.
A short while later, as she sat at the kitchen table, finishing a breakfast of chocolate milk and Eggo waffles smeared with peanut butter, she began to tremble and then to shake uncontrollably, as if the hinges of her bones had come loose every one and all at once. She didn’t ask herself