have my rifle, which I use with shot when I need.’
‘It is a double?’
‘It is.’
‘And why would you use a double?’
Mister Baker being reeled in now by his own hand. ‘For two shots, naturally.’
‘Well, this gun will put five pistols in your hand and is rifled to boot.’
‘A rifled pistol?’
‘Accuracy and reliability is Samuel Colt’s aim.’
Mister Baker passed back the gun. ‘I have no want for a hand pistol.’
‘I agree. We all know that the Allen gun with its multiple barrels is a top-heavy arm and is good for shooting a man across a table but is more likely to blow off your own hand. That is why it is only in small caliber and can barely stop a dog. The Colt patent however, if you notice’—the gun now back in mister Baker’s hand—‘separates the chambers at such a distance that a loose spark from the percussion could never cause such a mishap and thus can come in a larger bore. It is not five shots to put a man down. It is one shot for five men or, as our army would have it—as the chambers do not have to be rotated with the other hand—ten shots for ten Comanche. A pistol in each fist.’
‘That is all to the good. But I cannot afford a new gun.’
‘No-one can, Mister Baker, that is true. Not when a gun is a lifetime’s purchase. Samuel Colt is determined that good handguns should not be the luxury only of those who can afford craftsmanship. As you know, when you buy a gun it is made by one man. You must pay the price for that one man’s dedication and ability, which can be a hefty sum. The Colt, however, is a machine-made arm. Its pieces are assembled by a team of men and, further, this means if it should fault through improper use, it can be repaired economically. No need to buy a new gun.’
‘I cannot afford a new gun.’ He cocked and fired the action. ‘How much is it?’
This is also the mark of a good salesman. The price is the last thing on his mind. It is the value he sells, and now mister Baker knew the value of the weapon without seeing the price tag, which he may have judged unfairly.
‘Mister Baker, I am heading west to put these guns into the hands of homesteaders. Colt wishes to bring defense into normal folks’ lives. I am selling orders for these guns for you to make your own profit and I ask no money. Wholesale to yourself, and if you are kind enough to give my boy a twist of candy, I can let you have them for ten dollars each. Sell them at whatever you see right.’
‘Ten dollars? A gun for ten dollars? Well, my!’
‘For a twist of candy. And you can sell them for whatever you see right. I can let you have one right now for yourself for eight, take your order for the rest, and I will be on my way.’
‘Well, that is an attraction!’
My father took out his order book and licked his pencil.
There was a low laugh from the end of the store.
Mister Baker’s store was L-shaped. He had tables at the back so as no ladies would feel intimidated. This was where men drank and gambled cards or bone-sticks. It was dark. I had not noticed it was there.
‘Haw, haw, Chet!’ A chair went back. ‘I can sell you a wooden knife too if you wants it, Chet Baker!’ He came out of the dark. I stepped sideways toward my father.
My father turned to the sound of the boots.
‘It is a model, sir. I promise the real. It is steel.’
The man was brought into the light now as if the darkness had pushed him out of it. He was brown all the way down. From his wool hat to his boots he was dirty and baked. His face bearded and black; only the whites of his eyes, which were wide, defined it. I could smell his drink then. It was not yet one o’clock. He had two closed flapped holsters angled on his black belt.
‘You say ten dollars for one of them guns, mister?’
‘That is wholesale, sir. And a special price for mister Baker.’ My father did not know how to speak to these people. ‘Twenty dollars for a belt model and that will get you a box and spare cylinder and loading-tool, sir.’
The man grinned. ‘Don’t call me sir, you little shit.’
Mister Baker knew how to speak to them.
‘Now, Thomas.’ I blinked that this creature had my name. ‘Get back and I will be right over once I am done. I am trading here. Do not fool with my day or it will be the last you drink here.’
Thomas leaned on his hip, thumbed his belt. The flap on the holster nearest my father was not buttoned.
‘I would like to see one of them guns. I heard everything you said, salesman. I am an interested party.’
There was a childish giggle back in the dark. Another man who had not come up.
Thomas rubbed his nose at the laugh and showed only the top of his dusty hat as he lowered his face so we would not see it smiling. He flashed it up again.
‘Now see, I have me one of them pepperbox pistols that you disparaged so much, salesman. I have it in the back of me. You say it is small and would not stop a dog. What say we try it up against one of these horseshit pistols of yours? See what dog does what.’
I looked at my father but dared not move closer lest this Thomas mistook me in the gloom for a man of intent.
My father did not look to me but held a palm out for me to stay. I wanted to go home. Would run if I had to.
‘I do not have them with me. They are in my hotel.’
‘Well, surely we should test it? Would you not agree? If I am to buy something, I think that that is fair. And my friend Chet there should see it too before he parts with his tin. Is that not right, Chet?’
Mister Chet Baker shook his head. ‘Thomas Heywood, you are making me regret letting you in here. I will buy what I want to buy without your say!’
Thomas stepped forward. ‘You got any gun on you, salesman?’
My father did not hold with guns. He turned to mister Baker. ‘I will come back in the morning, Mister Baker. We can sign up then.’ He picked up the wooden gun, put it slowly back to his belt, and held out his hand to me and said my name, which drew the other Thomas’ eye to me for the first time. I saw that my father’s hand trembled and ran to it.
Thomas threw down. ‘Don’t you turn your back on me, you son of a bitch!’
A single-shot percussion, too small for its holster. A belt gun with a short barrel. The under-hammer type where you just pulled the trigger and it fired. No man who had dollars to buy a gun had one. I doubted he had that pepperbox also. But I did not think that gun so little then. It was a cannon pointed to my father’s back.
There was the giggle again from the black rear. It sounded like it came from a short, fat throat. I still had faith that mister Baker was in charge of this room. He had said that he had a double-shot rifle and I hoped it was as much of his workplace as his apron.
My father gripped my hand and did something that I did not understand then.
I have made my peace with it.
He switched from holding my hand and squeezed both my shoulders and put me in front of his waist, in front of the gun.
‘Please,’ he said. ‘My boy?’
The gun stared at me with its innocent Cyclops eye and swallowed me whole, a chasm before me. My father behind.
‘Please,’ he said again.
I cannot remember how he said it but in my mind it sounded like the ‘Amen’ that people say too loud in church for show to their neighbors rather than in devotion.
Thomas