Peter Conradi J.

Iris Murdoch: A Life: The Authorized Biography


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the invasion of Poland.

       5 Madonna Bolshevicka 1939–1942

      Wartime Oxford was different. Iris later elegised to Frank the passing of

      the Oxford of our first year – utterly Bohemian & fantastic – when everyone was master of their fate and captain of their soul in a way that I have not met since. Those people just didn’t care a damn – and they lived vividly, individually, wildly, beautifully. Now we are all more earnest and more timid and no more careless rapture.1

      ‘MADONNA BOLSHEVICKA’9

      Sure, lady, I know the party line is better.

       I know what Marx would have said. I know you’re right. When this is over we’ll fight for the things that matter. Somehow, today, I simply want to fight. That’s heresy? Okay. But I’m past caring. There’s blood about my eyes, and mist and hate. I know the things we’re fighting now and loathe them. Now’s not the time you say? But I can’t wait.

      Maybe I’m not so wrong. Maybe tomorrow

       We’ll meet again. You’ll smile and you’ll agree. And then we’ll raise revolt and blast the heavens. But now there’s only one course left for me.

      Across this autumn 1939 poem Frank wrote ‘BILGE‘, rejecting the poor poetry more than the political line. Iris – like Frank, having spent a week in Surrey that June at a CP student summer school – had evidently questioned his having volunteered. She stayed pacifist until June 1941, three months after he sailed from England. He had elected her to be muse, soul-mate, keeper of his conscience, and she was often capable of the ‘passionate intensity’ Yeats feared. Small wonder Denis Healey identified Iris at that time with the epithet ‘this latter-day Joan-of-Arc’.10

      Frank’s poem, if a gesture of independence, proposes a more equal relationship between them. He and Iris must have discussed the war and his motives in enlisting as they processed, near Magdalen Bridge, through the moonlit Oxford blackout. A whimsical writer had commented on the vision of Oxford lit only by moonlight as ‘almost worth a war':11 against such callow aestheticism, Frank wryly notes that ‘somehow most of us could do without a war even so.’

      Part of Somerville having been requisitioned by the Radcliffe Infirmary, she was living in her second year in considerable freedom at 43 Park Town in North Oxford with Anne Cloake, Lindsay Patterson and Jean Courts. The others soon married, Anne to the left-wing economist Teddy Jackson, Jean to the philosopher John Austin, of whose lectures Iris was appreciative.14 Elderly refugees from the London Blitz on occasion joined the household; they all huddled together in the basement during the few air raids. Their landlady Miss Lepper kept a benign eye on them, and they were glad to get away from college cooking. Iris and Jean subsisted for a while on sardines, bread and as yet unrationed oranges.15 Iris was painting a lot; many of her paintings of the time had ladders in them. One survives: of a copy of Joyce’s Ulysses – the first UK edition came out in 1936 – lying by a blue pottery jar of coltsfoot.16

      In November 1939 Iris published an untitled poem, ‘You take life tiptoe':17

      … Cry

       In salute of life – not in dread Of dizzy cross-sections of being – relating All things to all. The