we moved here. He used to talk about growing vegetables and things like that, but he hasn’t even started planning the garden yet. I’m not sure he’s been in the garden! And as for helping me with the house – it takes constant badgering just to get him to put up a simple shelf or two.
He says his work is serious and very exhausting, and he needs to relax in his spare time; but he even neglects taking Bess for her daily walk, which would do him good.
I can only hope he’s adjusting and will show some interest in the garden once the weather bucks up a bit. And he still has to drive to the supermarket once a week for the shopping, that’s something.
If I need any extras, Mrs Deakin at the village shop is very good, and I don’t really mind paying a few pence more to save the trek into town, except that she’s very persuasive, so I often come out with stuff I never intended to get.
Some things, like natural soya sauce, bran and lentils, I have to buy at the health food shop in Bedford: I’m determined we’ll have a Natural Healthy Diet, whatever James says. I bought some recycled paper loo rolls there, too, which were not a complete success since it took three flushes before it was vanquished. And I didn’t like the horrible chewing gum colour, even if they did assure me it was all totally hygienic. But there’s no point in saving trees if I’m not saving water.
Mrs Peach now delivers our eggs, which she calls ‘free-range’. Certainly the hen-runs are free-range, since they’re on little wheels so she can move them up and down her garden.
The very day after complaining about Toby screaming she came toiling up the drive pulling a little cart behind her made up of a set of pram wheels with an ark-like wooden structure on top. She wore a black cloth coat, very shiny, and a strange pointed woollen hat in magenta with ear flaps that tied under the chin and ended in huge pom-poms dangling on her slumping frontage.
When I reluctantly opened the front door she was licking the end of a pencil attached to a little notebook by a piece of greasy black string.
‘You’ll be wanting eggs, then,’ she announced tersely, without looking up. ‘How many a week?’
Over her shoulder I could see that the Perambulating Ark was stacked with battered egg boxes. ‘I get my eggs in town. Free-range ones.’ (Nice, clean ones, in new boxes!)
‘That’s right – free-range brown is what I’ve got. Save you the journey. How many?’
I capitulated. ‘Half a dozen please.’
‘Mondays. Save the boxes.’ And off she stumped, her ark bouncing on the rutted pathway, and that was that.
Now every Monday she comes, receives her egg boxes and money, hands me the eggs in return and then, with a muttered, ‘Let’s see that cunning old bird, then!’ she stumps right past me into the living room to stare greedily at Toby. Charmed by her attention he invariably runs through his entire repertoire at top speed (and volume).
Then she silently departs, only betraying her enjoyment by the occasional quiver of her collapsed cheek.
I expect she regales the entire village with the awful things he says when she does the rest of the egg round, and everyone will think he learned them from us.
The library did have a couple of radio ham books, although they didn’t look very up to date. But I don’t suppose it changes that much, and I also managed to buy a magazine on the subject, which James seized when he got home. Then he lay on the bed immersed in it, though he’s never shown any interest in that sort of thing before.
I suppose he just wanted something to read – but why can’t he come downstairs and do it? I tried snuggling up next to him on the bed, but apart from pointing out one or two interesting passages he took no notice of me, so I went back downstairs and read one of the books instead.
Bess woke me with hysterical whining at the crack of dawn next morning – she must have eaten something that disagreed with her. James pulled the sheet over his head and pretended not to hear her, as usual.
After she’d got the worst of it over I thought we might as well carry on and have our usual little morning walk up the lane. There’s an old, overgrown driveway to the Hall further up, and a rough pathway through the tangle where I can let her off.
But as I was about to release her I saw a hare, and it’s true what they say about mad March hares, because this one was bouncing all over the place. Then another joined it, and they had just begun a sparring contest when Bess whined and spoiled it; in a flash they were racing off.
Hare today, and gone tomorrow …
For some reason they reminded me of the vicar.
Bess seemed fine later, which was just as well, because I had to go up to Town to meet a literary agent who specialises in romance. Having just reached the end of a three-book contract with Thripp, Thripp and Jameson, I thought it would be interesting to see what an agent could do with my next one.
I got him out of The Writer’s and Artist’s Yearbook, although I must admit that I thought Vivyan Dubois was a woman until I got there. He’s quite young, eager, intelligent and gay. I liked him immediately.
He’s read some of my books and is sure he can get me a better contract with another publisher, and also that there would be a market for them in America!
He was very enthusiastic, and delighted that I’m such a fast writer. I’m to send various contracts for him to pore over, and Love on the Waves when it’s completed.
After this I was dying to impart the glad news to someone, so popped in to see Mother and Granny.
Granny was in a grumpy mood. ‘If you fell into the Leeds-Liverpool canal you’d come up with a trout in your mouth!’ she said dourly.
‘Aren’t you going to give me any credit for hard work, Granny?’
‘I’m sure we’re very pleased, dear,’ Mother said. ‘But when you said you had wonderful news I did hope for a moment … I mean, I know how much dear James longs for a son, and I’d love a grandchild.’
‘Let the girl alone!’ snapped Granny. ‘She hasn’t been in her new house five seconds.’
‘But it isn’t a new house, is it? There are all sorts of hazards in old houses for tiny tots – and they’re always damp and unhygienic. I did so much prefer your last home, darling, because at least you knew that no one else had ever lived in it – or died in it!’
‘Thank you for sharing that thought, Mother.’
‘Mummy, dear. And I only say these things for your own good, Leticia.’
‘Tish,’ I corrected. Fair is fair.
I set off early for home, calling off to purchase a bottle of inexpensive champagne on the way, then took a taxi from the station (but that was just because my being out for so long puts such a strain on that daft dog’s bladder).
However, she’d been good, and was rewarded with biscuits and a walk to the village pond, where she chased the four Muscovy ducks until one turned and gave her a hard stare. Then she slunk off with her feathery tail between her legs.
James was late home, didn’t eat much, and said cheap champagne wasn’t worth buying. ‘Are we celebrating something?’
‘Well, we never really celebrated moving in here, darling, and it’s almost April already! And you know I went up to see that agent today?’
He nodded, and I told him all about it, though he couldn’t seem to grasp the importance of it to me – to us – at all.
‘But is it worth it? After all,’ he said, sloshing down the despised cheap champagne like lemonade, ‘once you’ve got a baby to look after you won’t have time for writing, will you? Now I’m a full partner in the firm we can manage without your writing to bring in any little extras.’
My mouth must have dropped open several