An interview with Steven Dunne
The cat froze, suppressing its instinct to run, and peered into the swirling gloom towards the noise. To break cover, even in this fog, could be its undoing. That’s what its own prey did. That’s when it had them. The animal stared, unblinking, head locked in the direction of the approaching footfall.
From the gasps of fog a figure emerged as though exhaled from the bowels of the earth. The boy was tall and though his clothes were baggy, he was identifiably lean as the cold breeze folded his roomy, low-slung trousers around his legs. He scuffed his Nikes along the rutted pavement, as though wiping something from them, before stopping to sniff the air. The peak of his grimy baseball cap came up as he looked around, sensing the animal nearby.
For a second he stopped hunching himself against the cold and looked towards the cat. He saw its eyes and stood perfectly still.
Softly the rumble in the boy’s throat grew until his armoury was fully loaded and he let fly. An arc of spittle landed near the cat’s front paws, splashing its legs. The cat tensed then leapt to the side, wide-eyed.
To banish any chance of feline forgiveness, the boy darted towards the animal and aimed a kick at its retreating rear.
‘Here puss puss,’ coaxed the boy bending down to click his fingers, scouring the dark ground for missiles. Surprisingly there were none. The boy had alighted upon the only spot on Derby’s Drayfin Estate that wasn’t crumbling.
‘Shit.’ The boy continued to grope but with dwindling enthusiasm. He cursed the absence of street lighting, forgetting it had been he and his crew who’d spent a diligent evening the month before breaking as many as they could find still working. The only illumination now shone from limp Christmas lights winking out from the odd door and window. No-one on the estate put on much of a show at this time of year. It didn’t do to advertise.
The boy stood up without ammunition and shrugged his shoulders. The cat had already taken the hint. No point trying to catch the little sod anyway–he’d run out of lighter fuel. Plus it was no fun torching the little bastards without your crew there to see it.
He peered down at his pale hand clutching an old tab end from the ground. Too big to throw, so he buried it deep in the pocket of his Stone Island jacket for future consumption.
After a noisy piss into a puddle–pissing quietly didn’t unsettle nervous residents–he adjusted his baseball cap and hunched himself into the position offering greatest protection against the biting wind. By happy coincidence, it was also the posture designed to radiate maximum menace, the posture of choice for that invisible brotherhood of disaffected youth around the world. Wicked.
Jason Donovan Wallis wiped his moistening pink nose on his sleeve and stared up at the gun-metal sky through the billows of fog. Nothing but grey. Shame. He liked a clear sky. Enjoyed seeing all those stars and planets and meteors and stuff. Not that he was so gay that he wanted to learn anything about the universe. Fuck that. But one day he hoped to meet an alien and be abducted, taken somewhere with a spaceship full of supermodels to colonise a new world. Then he would return in triumph, a split-second after being taken in earth time. He’d be a hero, the most famous man on the planet. Gash would be queuing round the block to screw him then. Safe.
The man placed the boxes onto a blanket then covered them over to keep the food warm. He closed the back doors of the van and returned to the driver’s seat, darting a glance from side to side. The fog rolling down from the Peaks was perfect. No-one was braving the cold on such a filthy night. The streets were already empty. He had them to himself.
He looked at his watch and smiled. The time was near.
He switched on the CD player and closed his eyes to let the soft music flow over him for a moment, then pulled the leather gloves from his hands and placed them on the dashboard. He had on a pair of surgical rubbers already and his hands were clammy so he extracted a container from a hold-all, tapped a little powder on each wrist and shook it down under the surface onto his palms.
Having returned the powder to the hold-all, he placed the bag into the back of the van and picked up the small leather case from the floor and gently drummed his fingers on it, nodding. He looked at his watch again. The time was right. His final contribution was about to begin.
He picked up the brand new mobile the second it began to ring. He thumbed the answer button, lifted the phone to his ear and listened for a second. Then he ended the call, removed the battery and SIM card and placed the pieces in the leather bag for future disposal. He reached for the ignition, turned on the engine and lights and drove away. The time was now.
Jason examined the murky sky. No aliens tonight. Still, no moon meant a good night for teafin’ though there weren’t nothing worth stealing on the Drayfin no more.
He resumed his trudge to The Centre, a moribund sixties complex of boarded shop windows and grim food stores, housed in a cold grey slab of a building, surrounded by dark and windy walkways: the brainchild of an architect who doubtless lived in an ivy-covered cottage in the Peaks.
He peered into the gloom as he walked. What the fuck to do tonight? There were only so many things he could break to sustain his interest and the council had given up replacing the glass in the bus shelters.
Drugs were great but once the free samples from Banger had been toked, it was hard finding the cash to buy. Booze was easy to get but with no money, he’d been forced to apply for a Saturday job, washing cars at the Jap garage. Already the taste of a life turning sour.
There was always sex to take his mind off things, but that was nothing special. Sure he’d bust his cherry last year, at the age of fourteen, but somehow the way it was offered by the slappers at school put him off. He wanted more than to plant it up the downy fuzz box of those slappers followed by all that crap about him being their boyfriend. Even before he’d washed his dick. Fuck that!
Plus they enjoyed it too much for Jason’s liking. Slags! He liked it better when they didn’t want to, even though they really did. They all did. Like in those videos his dad let him watch. They were the best. So was his dad. All his mates said. Their dads got narked about them being out all hours. Not his dad. Jason was dead lucky. He’d hate a dad who did his head in.
Mum could be a drag though. That was women for you. ‘Only good for one thing,’ his dad would say.
‘That’s one more than you then,’ his mum would shout back. There’d be a slanging match after that. Weird. Sometimes his mum seemed tougher than his dad, though Jason knew that couldn’t be right.
The man drove the unfamiliar van slowly along the unfamiliar roads. It didn’t matter. There were no other road users to complain. The only sign of life he’d seen was a foraging cat.
He glanced at the A-Z and peered at the nearest street sign through the waves of fog. He nodded, took a deep breath and turned left. He could sense he was near.
Jason pulled his mobile from his pocket on the first ring. He stared at the display and pulled a face. ‘What?’
‘It’s me. Your mother.’
‘I told you to text me if you need me, woman. I could have been wi’ my mates.’
‘Piss