what?”
Valentin’s balding pate, beaked nose and loose jowl skin reminded her of an aging eagle. He searched her face with a narrowed gaze, then as if changing his mind, he shrugged. “Madame Alana’s disappearance has saddened us all.”
“I’m sure it has…” Cathlynn felt sure he’d wanted to say something else.
He bowed and backed out the door. “If you need anything, madame, the intercom is by the door. Ring the service button and someone will answer.”
He made it sound as if the house teemed with servants. “Thank you, Valentin.”
“Soyez prudente,” Valentin mumbled as he left.
What had he said? Before Cathlynn could ask for an explanation, Valentin shut the door with a resounding boom that echoed down the empty corridor like a small explosion. She looked at the ancient key in her hand. At least he hadn’t locked her in. She could leave at any time. With a sigh she went to the window. Maybe she should leave.
The snow fell in fat weighted flakes that stuck to the glass with the wind’s force. Shapeless white blanketed the cobbled courtyard. The last of the auction goers were leaving, their headlights cutting bright arcs across the darkening sky. Only her own Volvo remained—a white mound in the flat yard.
She sat on the window’s stone ledge, leaned her head against the frigid glass and blew against the pane, clouding it with her warm breath. With a finger she squiggled a random doodle.
As Cathlynn’s mind drifted to her childhood, a circle of pines replaced the monastery’s shadowy landscape. The roses of her grandmother’s garden bloomed all around her. Gram’s finest china and linen graced the flaking wooden picnic table. Cathlynn saw herself carrying a plate heaped with cakes and tarts as Gram poured the tea into cups. She remembered well the taste of the tangy lemon curd sauce she heaped onto scones. But most of all she remembered the way her grandmother’s face lit up when she spoke of Aidan and Deirdre’s love. Cathlynn had felt so secure, so safe in that circle of pines, surrounded by the scent of roses and her grandmother’s friendship. Was it so wrong to want the feeling back? Was it so wrong to want to see that bright light in Gram’s eyes once more?
She studied Alana’s room again. Secure was the last thing she felt right now. She was cold and alone, and if truth be told, a little scared. What did she know about Jonas Shades? What if he had killed his wife? If the house wasn’t creepy enough, her unseemly reaction to its master would be enough to shake her confidence. But he needed her alive, didn’t he? Until this mysterious Christmas fete she would be safe—then she’d be gone with the Aidan Heart.
Cathlynn sighed wearily. She didn’t have long to wash up before Jonas expected her to put in her first performance. She couldn’t let herself fall prey to the house’s dreary mood.
She crossed the room and went into the bathroom. Again the opulence caught her by surprise. Who would have thought the plumbing could be so modern? A sunken tub, big enough for two, took up most of the room. Had Jonas and Alana shared loving baths here? She giggled at her image of Jonas surrounded by frothy scented bubbles—not too likely!
Alana’s toiletries still stood on a mirrored tray. How odd. Cathlynn picked up a half-used blood-red lipstick and replaced it before trailing a finger through the assortment of bottles and jars on the tray. Wouldn’t a woman bent on running away have taken at least some of her toiletries with her? Wouldn’t she have taken some of her clothes, too? How fast had she fled, and why?
Some even say he killed her himself…
A shudder shook her. Her gaze shifted to the wooden tray at the opposite end of the counter. She picked up the cologne bottle made by a local perfumery. Inhaling the scent, she realized it held the same woodsy tone that Jonas wore, which had so muddled her senses earlier. Had Alana picked it out for him, or was it his choice? For an insane half moment, she hoped it was the latter.
Curiosity led her to the wooden door opposite the one leading to her room. Jonas’s room? Her hand hesitated for a second on the knob, but when she found it turned, she pushed it and went in.
She smiled. Now this room looked lived in. Unlike Alana’s pristine room, this place was a delightful mess. Magazines, papers, maps lay in disarray over every piece of man-size furniture. Clothes had been dropped in a heap on an easy chair and forgotten. Even the bed was mussed. Either Valentin’s housekeeping skills weren’t up to par, or Jonas didn’t like his privacy intruded upon.
Cathlynn expected the red, green and blue plaid comforter had been chosen more for comfort than eye appeal. She sat down on the edge of the bed in the darkened room, feeling its coziness while she ran a hand over the blue flannel sheets. She’d much rather sleep in this room than share the other with Alana’s ghost.
How long had it been since Alana and Jonas had shared a room? A bed? What would it be like to sleep with Jonas here? Would she feel secure or defenseless? Would he show her his blustery side, or would the sensuality promised by his full lips come through?
She blushed at the thought. She didn’t want to know. Not really. Because to know, she’d have to expose too much of herself, and she couldn’t afford to do that.
So lost was she in her daydream that she didn’t hear the footsteps behind her. When a hand buried itself erotically in her hair, she screamed and jumped off the bed. With her heart beating a hundred miles an hour, she whirled to face her attacker, hands forward in a defensive position. She found herself looking straight into Jonas’s remote face and desire-darkened eyes.
“Didn’t anyone ever tell you it’s dangerous to come into a man’s room uninvited?”
Chapter Three
“Didn’t anyone ever tell you it’s not nice to scare people out of their skins?” Cathlynn said, raising a hand to her tripping heart while the panicked rush of her pulse tried to regain its balance. Gray, like smoke, his silhouette had no sharp edges in the bedroom’s dusky light, Jonas looked more intimidating than ever. She shook her head to bury the primal betrayal of her body to his erotic touch of her hair.
As she moved to put distance between them, seeking to remove the disturbing threat of his nearness, his gaze fixed her unblinkingly. But she wasn’t fast enough. His hand caught her wrist, circling it like a warm manacle, holding fast like tempered steel. Her pulse bumped beneath his thumb, unmasking her cool exterior.
“A man’s room is where he dreams, where he conquers.” His free hand buried itself in her hair once more, bringing her face close to his as he whipped her cuffed hand behind her and pressed her body against his. Her lips parted involuntarily in anticipation of his kiss. A stab of fear pierced her gut at the violent storm in his eyes. Her skin snapped and crackled with static where their bodies met.
“Unless you’re prepared for the consequences,” he said, his breath vibrating against her lips, “I suggest you keep out of my room.”
She swallowed hard, wishing he’d let her go, hoping insanely he’d kiss her. “I’m sorry,” she said lamely. “I didn’t mean to intrude.”
He let her go abruptly. She fell back. Rubbing the wrist he’d held, she recalled his steely warmth, the echo of his pulse beating in opposition, then in rhythm, to hers, the rush of heat it had stirred in her blood. She wondered how his lips would have felt against hers. Would they have been soft as their fullness promised, or hard like the rest of his face?
Why did she care?
She shot him a quick glance. He grabbed a blue-heathered sweater from his dresser and pulled it over his head, nonchalantly, as if nothing had happened between them. And nothing had, she reminded herself, except for the temporary short-circuiting of her brain. The wool molded over his shoulders, accentuating their breadth, their might. He centered the knot of his tie between the starched collar of his white shirt. She looked away, not wanting to be sucked into the vortex of his strength once again.
It had