the rules. Besides, don’t you see how that makes it even worse? I keep letting her down, over and over. All I want is a chance to help her. To make amends.”
Breckenridge was a small town. It rested in the valley a mere half hour from Carson City, just eleven miles beneath Lake Tahoe and the snowy peaks of the Sierras. There were only fifteen thousand people though a lot of tourists passed through on a regular basis en route to Reno, Tahoe or the Capitol. Residents ran into each other all the time and it was a damn hard place to keep a secret. Roger, despite his shabby marital habits, happened to be popular. He was extremely social. He was a respected insurance guy; he took good care of his clients. Sometimes too good, especially the women.
But this was a Roger she’d never seen before. He looked pathetic. She wished she could feel sorry for him.
“Well, Roger, as it happens you can help her. That’s why I’m here. She sent me on an errand.” He lifted his head. “Clare’s been with my dad, as you no doubt already know, and she can’t handle the town house she was leasing, so we let it go. The stairs, you know. She’s going to be struggling with things like that for at least a couple more months.” He dropped his head as though in agony. She tried to ignore him but found herself saying, “Hey, she’s doing very well! Her physical therapy is coming along great! But—and you can probably understand this—she doesn’t want to stay with Dad much longer. I think maybe Dotty is driving her nuts. She wants to be on her own. And she just isn’t up to searching for and renting a single-level house. So she asked me to ask you if you’ll give her the house.”
This time when he lifted his head, he actually had a hopeful gleam in his eyes. “The house?” he echoed.
“Uh-huh. She can use the downstairs guest room and bath. She won’t have to go upstairs at all. And Jason can have his old room. It’s already furnished, mostly by Clare, in fact. It’ll be perfect.”
He got to his feet and began tucking in his shirt. He ran a hand through his hair. “She wants to move home?”
“Well,” she said, “not exactly, Roger. She’d like you to move out.”
“What? Did she say that?”
“Oh yes. Very specifically.”
“But I can help her! I can take care of her!”
Maggie straightened from the stool. “Roger, that’s not going to happen. She’s not interested in sharing a house with you again. Now, it’s much easier for you to find your own place…You’re going to have to do that eventually, you know.”
“I’m not giving her the house unless she lets me stay, too. I’ll stay upstairs. I’ll be able to help out.”
“Okay, now look,” she said sternly. “I don’t think she wants to expedite the divorce, given her condition, so let’s not push it. All right? Here are the choices—you can refuse to vacate and we’ll just proceed with the divorce settlement in which she will naturally be asking for the house along with other things, or you can be a good sport and let Clare and Jason move back in while you reside elsewhere. Those are the only two options.”
“She said that?”
No, she hadn’t. “Yes, exactly,” Maggie lied. Well, Clare had implied it. What she’d said was that it was either Dad’s or Roger’s house without Roger. That business about expediting the divorce was along the lines of Lawyer’s Privilege.
Roger hung his head again. He picked up his glass and walked over to the wet bar. He poured himself another slug and threw it back. Then he turned to Maggie. “Will you ask her one more time? If she’ll let me take care of her?”
This was too funny. Roger taking care of anyone. To hear Clare tell it, Roger couldn’t seem to ferry his own dirty shorts to the laundry bin, much less do something for another human being. He excelled at three things—looking good, selling insurance and banging women who were not his wife.
Clare had said, however, Roger could be very supportive when Clare was in need, though those times were very infrequent. Nonetheless…
“I will ask her one more time.”
“Thank you, Maggie.”
“God, you are so pathetic. Snap out of it, will you?”
“Maggie, I know you have no respect for me, but I love her, I do. I’m devoted to her. I’m a stupid idiot, I’ve treated her so badly, but honestly, the thought of losing her in that accident changed everything for me.”
“You’ve got to stop drinking, take a shower and go to work,” she said.
“But you’ll ask her?”
“I said I would. And if the answer is still no?”
Head drop again. He turned and faced the bar, leaning on braced hands. “She can have anything she wants,” he said.
She stood there watching his back for a moment, but he wasn’t turning around. “Thanks, Roger. I’ll be in touch.”
Maggie went back to her office for the rest of the afternoon. She could have called Clare and asked her the loaded question, but wanted to be face-to-face in case Clare revisited earlier fits of indecision and even thought about giving Roger another chance. Maggie considered lying and not asking the question. The only thing that prevented her from doing so was the possibility of that conniving Roger telling on her. But, she fully intended to talk Clare off the ledge if she had to.
So she went to Clare.
“You are looking so much better,” she remarked. And Clare really was. Those first few weeks after the accident she had become so thin, pale and wasted looking, her face in the constant grimace of pain. But that was easing now and she’d not only put on a couple of pounds, she was able to primp a bit. Her hair was shiny, her face had color.
“Thanks. I think I’m going to live.”
“How’s the pain?”
“I can’t get through the night yet, but as long as I get a nap, my days are pretty manageable. Did you talk to Roger?”
They were seated in the family room. Jason was at the kitchen table with his schoolbook open while Dotty chopped vegetables at the counter. When Clare asked the question, everyone froze and silence hung in the air for a moment.
“Yes. He made me promise to ask you if he could stay and take care of you.”
Jason slammed his book and shoved back the kitchen chair as he stood. He looked as though he was about to storm out of the room.
“No,” Clare said without even glancing at Jason. “No, he has to leave. Did you tell him that?”
“Yes.”
Jason looked into the family room and met his mother’s eyes. He smiled somewhat sheepishly. He picked up the closed book and left the kitchen, not angry but mollified. Dotty went back to her chopping without comment, but there was no question she was listening raptly.
“And what did he say?”
“That you can have whatever you want.”
“Well. That was nice of him. I think.”
Maggie leaned forward and whispered so that Dotty wouldn’t hear. “You should see him. He’s a mess.”
“Roger?”
“Dirty, greasy, wrinkled, drinking bourbon. Neat.”
“No kidding?”
“A broken man,” she said. Then sitting back she wondered what she was doing. It was dangerous to paint him that way and risk Clare’s sympathy.
“Ah,” Clare said. “The Broken Man game. Been there, done that.”
“Is that how he gets?” Maggie asked.
“Ritualistically,” Clare confirmed.
“But