care of in a few days and get back to my brokerage business. I’m sorry, but I haven’t had time to return all my calls,” he added in way of apology, but there was no warmth in his voice. “You said on the phone that you wanted to talk about the cancellation of a church camp. I’m afraid you’ve made the trip for nothing, Allie. The property is already in the hands of the Realtor, and I’ve had several offers on it already.”
“I understand, but surely you can spare a few minutes to talk about it,” she said pointedly, determined that he wasn’t going to turn her away from her mission so easily.
A hint of a smile touched his lips. “Still got that streak of dogged stubbornness, I see. All right, come in, and we’ll talk. I have to admit that when I got your message, I thought about that optimistic nature of yours, Allie, and wondered if you were still looking at life as some kind of a great adventure.”
“You were pretty much of an optimist, yourself,” she reminded him.
He didn’t answer as he waved her into the living room that seemed unchanged to Allie after all these years. The same Indian rug was spread in front of the fireplace, and the lingering tobacco scent of Sam’s pipe still mingled with an aromatic residue of pine log fires that had warmed chilly evenings for many years. Small tables and wall shelves held bits of driftwood, polished rocks from the riverbed, dried wild-flowers and other treasures that Sam had brought in from the outdoors. The same Western pictures hung on the wall, and Sam’s old scarred upright piano stood in the corner with its wobbly piano bench. Allie remembered the evenings some of the young campers had collected around the old piano, singing a rollicking tune or quiet hymn. As before, a couple of lumpy couches faced each other in a conversational grouping near the large front window.
Scott must have been sitting there when she drove up because there were papers scattered on one of the cushions. He motioned for her to sit down on the clean couch while he scooted papers into a pile on the other one. “Would you like a cup of coffee? I’m afraid that’s all I have to offer.”
“No, thanks, I’m fine.” Her stomach was much too tight to even think about drinking or eating. “I’m truly sorry about your father,” she said, seeking neutral ground for the moment. “He was a wonderful man.”
Allie was taken back by the emptiness in Scott’s reply. “In some ways he was, and in other ways he was a fool. He lived from hand to mouth, barely managed to pay the taxes, let alone keep the place up the way he should have. Dad had dozens of opportunities to sell the property because of the nearby ski resorts, but, no, he turned them all down.” Scott ran agitated fingers through his raven hair. “Stubborn. Pig-headed. Wouldn’t listen to anyone. I begged him to come to California with me. I’ve done well with my investments. He didn’t have to die here alone, almost penniless.”
“But your father loved this place,” she protested. “And he gave of himself to many young people whose lives were changed because of him. He was rich in ways that really matter.”
Scott stared at her for a long moment, and then said sadly, “You haven’t grown up at all, have you, Allie? I can tell that you’re still caught up in the illusion that depriving yourself of all the good things in life is akin to holiness.”
“It would depend upon your definition of good things.”
The ring of a telephone in the hall stopped him from answering, and brought him to his feet. “Excuse me,” he said, “I’m expecting a call.” He disappeared through the doorway.
She heard him answer the phone and say, “No, Mother, it’s all right, things are moving slower than I expected.”
Allie had never met Scott’s mother, Madeline. The Davidsons were divorced when both sons were small, but from the things Scott and Jimmy had said about their mom, Madeline was a no-nonsense, worldly businesswoman. Allie could tell from Scott’s end of the telephone that he was being pressured to leave the property in the hands of a Realtor and come back to California. She wondered where Jimmy was, and if he was as eager to get rid of the property as Scott and his mother were. He wasn’t wearing a wedding ring so there must not be any Mrs. Scott Davidson.
While waiting for him to finish his telephone conversation, Allie got up from the couch and idly walked over to one of the bookcases. Drawing out a couple of photo albums that caught her eye, she remembered that Scott’s father loved to take pictures with his small camera.
Sitting back down on the couch, Allie started thumbing through one of the albums. She smiled at photos of a boyish Scott and grinning Jimmy as the boys grew with each summer visit. Three years younger than Scott, Jimmy idolized his older brother and Allie chuckled seeing their grinning faces as they held up a prize fish, or showed off by walking across the river on a fallen log.
In the second album, she found some pictures taken the summer when she and Scott were teenage counselors at the church camp. Glowing-faced young people she’d forgotten were pictured eating hot dogs, or squealing as they dipped their feet into the white-foamed stream. She quietly laughed at a photo of herself sitting on a log, her shoulder-length blond hair flying in every direction and her bare legs dangling in the water. There were a couple of photos of her and Scott walking hand in hand, and she remembered the midnight walk with Scott that ended with her first romantic embrace and kiss.
How simple and wonderful life had been that halcyon summer, she thought, looking at a picture of the two of them taken the summer when they were seventeen. Then they’d gone their separate ways, and lost track of each other. Now their paths had crossed again, but she felt as distant from Scott Davidson as she would have with a stranger.
Closing the albums, she steeled herself for what lay ahead. Seeing the old Scott, smiling and carefree in the photos gave her the courage she needed to ignore his distant, cold manner. When he hung up the hall phone and came back into the room, she laughed and said, “Look what I found.”
“Dad’s old photos?”
Impulsively, she reached up, grabbed his hand, pulled him down on the couch beside her. Maybe, just maybe, he might be touched by the memories of the wonderful summers he’d spent in Colorado with his father.
Scott stiffened against her nearness as she sat close to him, turning the pages of the album. He didn’t need any old photos to remember the way her face glowed with animation and laughter, nor the way her supple body had felt as she walked hand in hand beside him in the moonlight. His first love had changed little in six years. Her honey-gold hair still glinted with highlights, and a touch of lipstick defined the sweet curve of her lips. Her lavender-blue eyes as soft as a summer sky still radiated an innocent warmth. How foolishly naive they’d been that summer between high school and college. Their childish faith had seemed enough to slay dragons, but the world had been waiting with its unrelenting harsh reality, and they hadn’t even known it.
Aware of his gaze traveling over her face, Allie suddenly felt self-conscious. What was he thinking? Was he remembering the kiss he’d given her, and his promise to keep in touch? They’d been separated by a whole continent when he went to college in California, and she attended an eastern university. Life had spun off in different directions for both of them, and even before the end of their freshman year they had lost touch with each other. Now, for the first time since she’d arrived, he seemed to be aware of her as a person.
Laughing softly, she pointed to a photo taken on skit night at camp when everyone dressed in costume. There they were in the front row, Scott as Robin Hood, and she was Maid Marian. Jimmy stood next to Scott, a pillow stuffed in his pants, playing chubby Friar Tuck. Jimmy had made up a corny skit about Sherwood Forest. The boys had run around, pretending to use bows and arrows while rescuing Maid Marian from the castle.
Allie glanced at Scott’s face, expecting a brief smile, but his expression was as tight and full of pain as any she’d ever seen. Stunned by his response to the photo, she stammered, “What…what is it?”
He turned hard eyes on her. “You don’t know?”
“Know what?”
“You don’t know about Jimmy?”
Her