was waiting at what had to be the longest traffic light in the city when her cell phone rang.
“Beckett,” she answered.
“He’s leaving.” There was no word of identification, but she recognized St. John’s deep voice.
She glanced at her watch. “This early?”
“I believe there was some tension in the lab today.”
“Tension? Ian?”
“Ian is rarely tense.”
And that was all the answer she was going to get, it seemed. She had no doubt Josh’s omnipresent assistant knew exactly what had happened, but she didn’t press for details. No one pressed St. John except Josh, and she’d bet even he picked his battles carefully.
“All right.”
She disconnected and pondered a moment, still waiting for that blessed light to change. She and Ian had come to the agreement that she would come by when she got off, wait no longer than fifteen minutes, and if he wasn’t out by then she was to leave and he’d find his own way home. So far there had been only one day when she’d waited longer, nearly an hour, but he’d seemed to accept her story of heavy traffic. She knew from St. John that this regularity in itself was unusual; Ian had a tendency, St. John told her, to lose track of time.
She could go to Redstone now, but Ian might wonder why she conveniently happened to get off this early on this particular day. He had her cell number. She’d given it to him and told him to call if his schedule changed, but she doubted he would, not when as far as he knew she was working a regular job and got off at six.
Instead, she decided to swing by the Chinese takeout, grab some food, and then go get him. With luck the food would be distraction enough that her apparently flexible hours wouldn’t become a topic.
It worked. The moment he got into the car and smelled the luscious aromas, talk of mere time was forgotten.
“I was starved,” she explained. “I hope you don’t mind, I got enough for two, as long as I was there, anyway.”
“Mind? I could kiss you.”
Well, now that was a visual, Sam thought, shocked at the tiny jolt the idea gave her. He was digging around in the bags, seemingly unaware of what he’d said.
Of course, there was no reason to think he meant it as anything more than a joking remark. Something people just said. In fact, if the growl his stomach had just sent up was any indication, he was hungry enough to have meant it no matter who had provided the food.
It’s you who’s out of whack here, she told herself. Get your mind in the game, Beckett.
“How long have you worked for Redstone?” she asked.
“Four years.” He opened a bag and peered in.
“You like it?”
His head came up. “Yes. Yes, I do. Josh Redstone is one of a kind. He gave me a chance when no one else would, and I owe him everything.”
“It’s nice to have a boss like that,” she said, meaning it in the exact way he did, although he didn’t know it.
“Yes. He’s the best. It’s why everybody who works there stays, and he’s got hundreds of applicants to chose from for any job that opens up.” He dived back into the bag before he said casually, “How did you know I’d be leaving this early on a Friday?”
She made a note to herself never again to assume she could distract this particular mind. At least not for long.
“Actually, I’ve been off since four-thirty. My boss went out of town,” she improvised. “So I figured I had time to grab food.”
He looked up from the bag of small white boxes. “You really don’t have to be my taxi service every day.”
“I know, it’s a sacrifice,” she said with mock melodrama. “I have to drive an entire one hundred yards out of my way to cruise the Redstone driveway.”
“Yeah. Well.” He sounded rather embarrassed. “I got a call today that they have to order a part for my car. And they don’t know how long it will be.” He sounded disgusted, but not truly upset. St. John’s words came back to her. Ian is rarely tense….
“Sometimes parts are hard to find,” she said neutrally.
“I could make it myself faster.”
Sam had to stifle a smile. With any other man, she would have laughed at the comment. With Ian, she knew he was probably right. But he didn’t know she knew what he really did, so she kept quiet. And Ian wasn’t done yet, anyway.
“When I had to have a fender repaired a while back, just because it’s an older car they spent forever trying to match the paint. Like I cared. Henry Ford had it right.”
“Henry Ford?”
“With the Model T. He said you could have it any color you wanted as long as it was black.”
Ian was always tossing off bits of historical trivia like that, she thought yet again. He seemed steeped in history, and as he’d admitted, many of the nonwork-related books she’d seen him with had been historical in nature. She herself was very much of the present, and only cared about history in passing as it applied to her or her work, and given their similar ages the difference intrigued her.
“Everybody driving the same car, same color. Or rather, no color,” she said. “Sounds kind of boring to me.”
He looked at her for a long, silent moment during which she wondered what he was thinking.
“Yes,” he said finally, slowly. “I imagine it would.”
And suddenly the easy camaraderie in the car vanished. It was as if Ian, who’d seemed to finally relax around her, had thrown a wall up between them.
She managed to maneuver it so that they ate dinner at his place—hers was, as befitted a temporary home, minimally furnished, enough to appear curious—but the withdrawal she had sensed continued. The only good thing was that his silence gave her the opportunity to surreptitiously inspect his home further. The more she knew about him, the easier her job would be, she told herself.
“Nice set of pots,” she commented, looking at the copper utensils hanging from a pot rack over the stove.
“My mother’s,” he said briefly. “Cooking is a production with her.”
“But not you?”
“I never learned that kind of cooking. Can’t afford the time.”
Which both answered and didn’t answer her question—time to cook or to learn? Weary of pushing when she wasn’t sure what she was pushing against, Sam finished her meal in a silence that matched his. She helped him clean up, then picked up her purse and keys.
She hadn’t intended to, but at the doorway she stopped and looked back at him. “If I said something to offend you, Ian, I’m sorry.”
To his credit he didn’t deny it. But he didn’t look at her when he answered. “You didn’t. It’s not you.”
Her gut told her to push; her common sense told her to back off. She was here to protect him, after all, not probe his psyche.
As she made her way next door, she wondered why she was having trouble remembering that simple fact.
Ian sat alone in the dark for a very long time. His parents hadn’t lived in this house for ten years, yet he could hear their voices as if they were here in the living room that now gave them heart palpitations to look at. As if he were still the child they didn’t understand.
“Why didn’t you invite your friend in?”
“Why didn’t you go to the party?”
“Why don’t you put that book