door with her hip, carrying black coffee for both of them, because cocoa is for little kids, to find her friend looking suspiciously thoughtful, scrolling through a forum with some very dubious gifs.
‘Hey, you’ll never believe what my mom just said – oh sweet baby Jesus, you had so better not be posting pictures of me to some bugfuckcrazy porn site.’
‘Depends,’ Cas grins. ‘Got any of you when you were ten?’
‘What the hell are you doing?’
‘Catfishing.’
‘We’re not doing that.’
‘But little SusieLee’s already got two messages.’
‘You need another hobby. Ideally one that involves making very finicky, time-consuming things to sell on Etsy.’
‘Like homemade tampons with girl power slogans?’
‘You are disgusting.’
‘You like it.’
‘Yeah,’ Layla admits. ‘Bitch.’
‘Slut.’
‘Love ya.’
‘I know.’
I dreamed I was a man.
The old bullet wound in the kid’s armpit gives Gabi something she can work with. Six hundred and forty-seven non-fatal shootings in Detroit last year. But the city’s not so soul-decayed that a six-year-old kid catching a stray bullet from a gang war doesn’t make the news. Not yet, anyway. It helps that the ambulance broke down en route and the officers on the scene had to drive the kid to the hospital in a patrol car. Five years ago, which meant it took some digging, but there is a trail of paperwork that leads right back to him.
His name is Daveyton Lafonte. Eleven years old. He has been missing since Friday afternoon. The parents filed a missing persons report with the 10th Precinct, who were not answering their phones when Gabi had Sparkles calling round to every police station yesterday. Blame it on bureaucratic failures, lack of resources, lack of funding, lack of giving a shit.
They drive up to the house in Ewald Circle with the bad tidings. It’s her and Bob Boyd, who is surprisingly good with grief (he credits the suit), and Sparkles, who is getting a crash course in terrible conversations you never want to have, but will, over and over again.
Gabi has found that small talk works like stepping stones to bridge the shock of the gap between ‘I’m sorry to inform you that your son has been killed. May we come in?’ and the brutality of ‘I need to ask you some questions’.
The hows that come in between. Skirting round the issue. Using technical terms. ‘Lateral bisection.’ ‘Possible hunting accident.’ ‘There was a dead animal on the scene.’ Testing them to see what they know, how they react, because the parents are suspects too. The paralysis of disbelief that she has to penetrate. The official script only gets you so far.
‘Do you have a recent picture of him?’ Gabi asks the parents as gently as she can. On the piano, next to a goofy candid shot of the boy peering through the grill of an oversized hockey helmet, and a school portrait, three-quarter profile, looking hopefully to a future he’ll never see, there’s a photograph of Daveyton with the disgraced former mayor, who is now doing jail time.
She picks it up. The kid looks worried by the attention, or maybe by Kwame Kilpatrick’s expression, brow furrowed, mouth open, speechifying. Maybe his kid instincts told him the mayor was a rotten, corrupt thug.
‘We were all real proud at the time,’ Mrs. Lafonte says, taking the frame out of Gabi’s hands and putting it back on the piano. She readjusts it, angling it just so. ‘He shook us all by the hand. Didn’t mean so much to Davey, though. He wanted to meet Steve Yzerman. Always loved the Red Wings. Kwame promised he’d set it up. He wanted to play hockey, but all that equipment is expensive.’
‘Mayor promised our boy wouldn’t get hurt again,’ Mr. Lafonte says. He is sitting bolt upright on a black leather recliner that’s not designed for it.
Mrs. Lafonte makes a strangled bird sound in her chest. She doesn’t seem aware of it, as if her body is something detached from her. Marcus looks down at his shoes, stricken. There’s a dreadful pause.
‘Can I get you some coffee?’ Daveyton’s mother asks, clutching at social ritual.
‘No, thank you.’ Jesus, she hates this part of the job. ‘Do you play?’ She indicates the piano.
‘Used to,’ Mrs. Lafonte says, grateful for the question. ‘I performed with the Detroit Symphony Orchestra once. But that was before the arthritis. Always hoped Davey would pick it up. But he was more interested in those little fighting critters. What are they called?’
‘Pokémon?’ Gabi suggests. ‘My daughter liked those.’ Layla was three or four, so they only caught the tail-end of it, but she remembers hustling her past the toy aisle. There were so many things they tried to control, her and William. It was easier when Layla was little. When they could simply change the channel on Barney. They had long debates about whether to let her play with Barbie or toy guns, and why there wasn’t a police officer Barbie with a toy gun. But then Layla started developing her own tastes and opinions, and the whole world came rushing in at her, and there was nothing they could do to shield her from it.
‘Battle Beasts,’ her husband says, dully.
‘Battle Beasts! That’s it. You get the toys, but you’re supposed to have a fancy phone that they can interact with, to fight other kids. Are you sure you don’t want something to drink?’
‘This is too much,’ Mr. Lafonte says. ‘I can’t—’
‘The first few days are critical. Why don’t you point Officer Jones to the kitchen, and he can make us all some coffee. And maybe you could show us Daveyton’s room?’ They’re looking for signs of an unhappy home, the markers of violence, hidden doors, secret rooms, locked basements, the smell of blood or bleach.
‘No, no, I’ll make the coffee. I think I should keep busy, don’t you?’ Mrs. Lafonte flashes them a brittle smile. ‘You get on without me. I’ll be right back.’ But she drifts up the stairs leading up to the second floor. Marcus moves as if to go after her, to steer her toward the sunlight coming in the kitchen windows down the hall, but Gabi shakes her head. Leave her be.
‘Could we see his room?’ Gabi tries again.
‘Are you sure it’s our boy?’ Mr. Lafonte says, daring her to be wrong about this thing they have brought into the house.
‘You’ll need to identify him. I think maybe it should be you, Mr. Lafonte. No need to put your wife through that.’ She looks him in the eyes. ‘But yes, we’re sure.’
He lets go of hope like a helium balloon. It seems to have been the only thing holding him up. His shoulders hunch over and he tilts forward, his whole body crumpling. ‘We moved up here to get away from all that,’ he says. ‘After the shooting. It’s a good neighborhood. This isn’t supposed to happen in good neighborhoods.’
‘Bad things happen everywhere, Mr. Lafonte. Forgive me, but I have a list of routine questions I need to go through with you. You won’t like some of them.’
‘My son is dead, Detective—’
‘Versado,’ she fills in for him.
He waves the name away. ‘You think your questions can hurt me?’
So