Andrew A. Bonar

The Biography of Robert Murray M'Cheyne


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come,

       Take up once more thine instruments—thy brush

       And palette—if thy haughty art be, as thou say'st,

       Omnipotent, and if thy hand can dare

       To wield creative power. Renew thy toil,

       And let my memory, vivified by love,

       Which Death's cold separation has but warmed

       And rendered sacred dictate to thy skill,

       And guide thy pencil. From the jetty hair

       Take off that gaudy lustre that but mocks

       The true original; and let the dry,

       Soft, gentle-turning locks, appear instead.

       What though to fashion's garish eye they seem

       Untutored and ungainly? still to me,

       Than folly's foppish head-gear, lovelier far

       Are they, because bespeaking mental toil,

       Labor assiduous, through the golden days

       (Golden if so improved) of guileless youth,

       Unwearied mining in the precious stores

       Of classic lore—and better, nobler still,

       In God's own holy writ. And scatter here

       And there a thread of grey, to mark the grief

       That prematurely checked the bounding flow

       Of the warm current in his veins, and shed

       An early twilight o'er so bright a dawn.

       No wrinkle sits upon that brow!—and thus

       It ever was. The angry strife and cares

       Of avaricious miser did not leave

       Their base memorial on so fair a page.

       The eyebrows next draw closer down, and throw

       A softening shade o'er the mild orbs below.

       Let the full eyelid, drooping, half conceal

       The back-retiring eye; and point to earth

       The long brown lashes that bespeak a soul

       Like his who said, "I am not worthy, Lord!"

       From underneath these lowly turning lids,

       Let not shine forth the gaily sparkling light

       Which dazzles oft, and oft deceives; nor yet

       The dull unmeaning lustre that can gaze

       Alike on all the world. But paint an eye

       In whose half-hidden, steady light I read

       A truth-inquiring mind; a fancy, too,

       That could array in sweet poetic garb

       The truth he found; while on his artless harp

       He touched the gentlest feelings, which the blaze

       Of winter's hearth warms in the homely heart.

       And oh! recall the look of faith sincere,

       With which that eye would scrutinize the page

       That tells us of offended God appeased

       By awful sacrifice upon the cross

       Of Calvary—that bids us leave a world

       Immersed in darkness and in death, and seek

       A better country. Ah! how oft that eye

       Would turn on me, with pity's tenderest look,

       And, only half-upbraiding, bid me flee

       From the vain idols of my boyish heart!

      It was about the same time, while still feeling the sadness of this bereavement, that he wrote the fragment entitled

      "THE RIGHTEOUS PERISHETH, AND NO MAN LAYETH IT TO HEART."

      A grave I know

       Where earthly show

       Is not—a mound

       Whose gentle round

       Sustains the load

       Of a fresh sod.

       Its shape is rude,

       And weeds intrude

       Their yellow flowers—

       In gayer bowers

       Unknown. The grass,

       A tufted mass,

       Is rank and strong,

       Unsmoothed and long.

       No rosebud there

       Embalms the air;

       No lily chaste

       Adorns the waste,

       Nor daisy's head

       Bedecks the bed.

       No myrtles wave

       Above that grave;

       Unknown in life,

       And far from strife,

       He lived:—and though

       The magic flow

       Of genius played

       Around his head,

       And he could weave

       "The song at eve,"

       And touch the heart,

       With gentlest art;

       Or care beguile,

       And draw the smile

       Of peace from those

       Who wept their woes

       Yet when the love

       Of Christ above

       To guilty men

       Was shown him—then

       He left the joys

       Of worldly noise,

       And humbly laid

       His drooping head

       Nor heather-bell

       Is there to tell

       Of gentle friend

       Who sought to lend

       A sweeter sleep

       To him who deep

       Beneath the ground

       Repose has found.

       No stone of woe

       Is there to show

       The name, or tell

       How passing well

       He loved his God,

       And how he trod

       The humble road

       That leads through sorrow

       To a bright morrow

       He sought the breath:

       But which can give

       The power to live—

       Whose word alone

       Can melt the stone,

       Bid tumult cease,

       And all be peace!

       He sought not now

       To wreathe his brow

       With laurel bough.

       He sought no more

       To gather store

       Of earthly lore,

       Nor vainly strove

       To share the love

       Of heaven above,

       With aught below

       That earth can show

       The smile forsook

       His cheek—his look