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предложению писательницы Линор Горалик для ее книги "Частные лица" (М.: Новое издательство, 2012). (Здесь и далее – примечания автора).

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      21 декабря – день рождения Сталина.

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      Такое слово выдумал Курт Воннегут для обозначения ложной духовной общности.

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      Недотепа, человек, которому постоянно не везет (идиш).

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      Еврей (идиш).

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      Пришло в голову, что это вообще-то – конспект моего “НРЗБ” (2002)… Вот и верь после таких совпадений в свободу выбора!

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