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faderi faderullan dei og hoppla – непереводимый набор звуков, строчка из припева «Пиратской песни» авторства норвежского детского писателя Турбьерна Эгнера. Песенка о капитане пиратской шхуны «Клара» по прозвищу Черный Билл, который грабил все суда от Мосса до Калькутты. Одна из самых известных и обожаемых песен в Норвегии. – Здесь и далее примеч. пер.

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      Бассейн (англ.).

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      «Да-да, Фолкнер как-то сказал, что ты никогда не записываешь тех историй, которые рассказываешь» (англ.).

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      Стрекоза (швед.).

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      Слепень (швед.).

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      Долгоножка (швед.).

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