on the island of Malta, when he had tried his hand at Arabic. An Arab poet, from the days when the banner of the Prophet flew over Spain, had written: “When the bird of sleep sets about building its nest on my eyeball, it notices the lashes and is frightened by the cage.” Now that is poetry, thought Byron. Women had always told him that he had gorgeous eyelashes, long, shiny and full.
The call to prayer faded away. Morning, in its glittering white, had already conquered the room. The vague outlines of objects had regained their clarity. Byron resolved to stand up. He felt the urge to urinate, and the initial pangs of hunger.
* * *
Around noon the weather cleared up completely. With the greyish-white curtain removed from the clouds, Byron’s mood improved as well. The sun beat down as if it were high summer, and Byron decided to take a walk.
He went outside by himself. Hobhouse was writing in his journal, but even without the excuse of journal writing, he was hardly likely to have joined him. It was the strange arm on a nearby tree yesterday that had unsettled Hobhouse beyond all measure. To Byron, however, it now seemed completely improbable that they had seen such a thing yesterday; it bore more similarity to a half-forgotten nightmare than to a fresh, precise memory.
After ten days at sea, their ship had put in two days ago at Preveza. The Albanian governor was there to greet them. They had no interpreter, but somehow they could make out that Ali Pasha was sending them his personal welcome via this governor. The name of Ali Pasha opened all doors hereabouts. He would be waiting for Byron, the famous English nobleman, in Yannina, according to the overwhelmed interpreter who had finally shown up from somewhere and who was clumsily putting together sentences in ancient Greek. Byron had not been able to refuse an invitation like that. While Hobhouse and his retinue made the trip to Yannina circumspectly, and against their will, Byron was quite thrilled about this portion of the journey: before them stretched a genuine terra incognita, of virginal, unknown and completely unexplored regions. Every third English lord or count had already taken a trip to Athens or Istanbul, but no one had been to Albania.
And the countryside was splendid, resembling the Scotland of his childhood – those landscapes at once rough and gentle that always reminded him of his grandfather William, that wicked lord. They had ridden for two days escorted by two gloomy Turks. Yesterday’s dusk had revealed to them the silhouette of Ali Pasha’s stone city that seemed almost rooted to the mountain. They spurred their horses and rushed forward as if returning home. They were already right by the city and the horses hooves were clacking on the cobblestones of the road, when a sight came into view that froze the blood in their veins. On a thick bough of a solitary poplar hung a human arm. A whole arm, long, which looked as if it had been ripped from a shoulder. It was moving back and forth like the pendulum of a wall clock, and the blue fingers were apparently lacking nails. Hobhouse and his suite averted their eyes immediately, and young Collins, one of the pages, had to vomit; but the two Turks were so conspicuously indifferent that it was obvious that this was a completely normal occurrence for them. It was a terrible, afflicting scene, but Byron was bewitched. He stared continuously at the dead member, at the almost beast-like, hairy underarm and the purple, bloodied upper arm, which was being picked at, slowly and patiently, by a raven of unnatural corpulence. The joy at reaching their destination had disappeared in a second.
In the main square of Yannina, a certain Hasan was waiting for them, a servant of Ali Pasha’s. Once again a Greek person was found, and with his assistance they understood what Hasan was telling them; namely, that Ali Pasha was not in Yannina. Apparently, the ruler was sojourning somewhere in the north, where he had his adversary Ibrahim Pasha cornered in the city of Berat. He had commanded, however, that a house and servants and anything else the great English aristocrat might need be placed at the disposal of the visitors; he would endeavor to return as soon as possible and receive Byron in person.
They had ridden, exhausted, through a labyrinth of murky streets until they arrived at the house that had been prepared for them. A royal supper awaited them: milk, meat and warm bread. They ate rapidly and went immediately to bed, though for Byron a sleepless night was in store. In the morning a boy silently served them a breakfast that was exactly the same as the supper the night before, and after that they were left to their own devices. Byron and Hobhouse communicated in whispers. Although it was unlikely that anyone for fifty miles around understood English, they spoke so softly that they could scarcely hear each other. Hobhouse was worried on account of the arm; evidently he feared that his own arm might end up like that, but Byron reminded him of Ali Pasha’s guarantee of safety. Hasan would come by later, Byron explained, and he’d most likely bring an interpreter with him, and they would be able to explain to Hasan that they could not remain very long. He’d be told to convey expressions of their esteem to the Pasha and they would then leave a nice present, such as the sword with the silver handle – and that would be that. Hobhouse seemed to calm down a bit and withdrew to his room in order to work on his journal, or so he said, while Byron felt drawn outside by the sunshine.
* * *
The streets were narrow and dusty, and the men on the street did not glance twice at him. Byron had the feeling that everyone knew who he was and under whose protection he stood, and that they were afraid even to look askance at him.
He took a long walk, ending up very far from the house in which he was lodging. For a brief moment, he thought he was lost and would not be able to find his way back, but he was saved by a minaret – that is to say, a white mosque with a tall minaret stood in the vicinity of the house, and using this to orient himself Byron found his way back. He had not seen a single woman in the city. And yet it felt to him as though women’s eyes had been riveted on him from behind windows and fences, and from houses and courtyards.
At the house, his entourage was eating lunch. Hasan and the Greek from the night before were also there. The atmosphere was excruciating; no one spoke. Byron’s arrival helped a little, with Hasan stating that the Pasha was likely to arrive in two or three days, but that Byron could continue his journey to wherever he wished and the Pasha would guarantee his complete safety. It also happened, Hasan informed the company, that tomorrow, or the day after, Isak, Ali Pasha’s physician, would be coming to Yannina. Apparently, Isak could speak English. Furthermore, it would be no problem to obtain anything needed to make Byron’s stay more pleasant. After the meal, they drank a full copper pot of boiling coffee and then Hasan left them.
Darkness settled over Yannina, and Byron sensed that this night was going to be one blessed with robust, beautiful sleep. The muezzin called the Muslims to another prayer, the penultimate, or final, one of the day. Byron was uncertain whether he should write to his mother or not. In the end he opted to wait a little.
* * *
He fell asleep quickly and when he awoke it was still the middle of the night. This, however, was not like waking up after a night of drinking. He came up to the surface of sleep slowly and unwillingly, like a snared fish. He was lying on his stomach: left arm under the pillow, right arm pinned under his body. After a few drowsy moments, he realized what had roused him. His right arm had grown altogether numb; he could not feel it at all. That had only ever happened to him once or twice before. He thrashed his way out from under the blanket, flipped onto his back and picked up his right arm with his left, then waited for his circulation to do its work. Half-slumber enveloped him like a cloak, until his body jerked as if it had been scalded.
He remembered the arm in the tree. Massaging his numb right arm with his hand, he thought feverishly about that severed or torn-off arm. In the mute, shadowy night he was plagued by the question of whether it had been a right or a left arm before it became a scrap of dead meat. The seconds passed slowly. The numbness in his right arm dragged on. Then he felt a prickling on his right palm, akin to the feeling he got when, as a boy, he would press his face to his grandfather’s cheek. Now the fingers were maneuverable again, and Byron opened and closed his fist anxiously. His arm rapidly returned to normal, and Byron lay on his chest again. He folded his arms and thrust them under the pillow as if he were preparing to swim away. Sleep, however, did not return so easily. As his eyes were closing of their own accord and he was gradually fading away, the image of that arm in the tree would rip through his mind just before he lost consciousness. He twitched a few more times, and then unexpectedly before dawn broke,