James Galvin

Everything We Always Knew Was True


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Copyright

        Special thanks

       Natura Morta

      —for Craig Arnold

      I

      I don’t mind one or two

      Turkey buzzards spooling

      Over my head in a famously

      Heart-torn Western sky.

      It doesn’t mean anything.

      They’re just doing their job.

      They aren’t complaining, either.

      I don’t mind a dozen or so

      Such birds cruising over a carcass

      Like teenagers round a Dairy Queen.

      They’re just out to get some.

      That is all it means.

      II

      But at the BBQ

      On Independence Day

      2008,

      When Craig played guitar,

      And everybody sang,

      When all we were doing was toasting

      The dregs of our freedom, saying

      Good-bye to our Constitution,

      Hundreds of buzzards, maybe thousands,

      Frenzy-flocked over Beth’s yard,

      A black blizzard of rancid

      Plumes—I don’t know what

      It meant, but it meant something.

      III

      My lady draws flowers for hours and hours—

      Pistils and stamens, stems and veins,

      Paintbrush, wild iris, sage leaves and phlox—

      Black ink shines from her pen

      Or the finest available sable tip.

      Sometimes she mixes feathers and flowers,

      Birds and blossoms, transforming forms

      Into swift fragile lines, colors and fragrances

      Stroked into irrefutable black.

      She captures motion with motion,

      Stops it cold—irises dying,

      Hummingbirds hovering, all

      In breathtaking cuttlefish code.

      She never draws buzzards so far as I know.

      IV

      Then I’m out fixing fence, tightening

      And splicing the snow-broke wires.

      I pull off the road into the sage and flowers,

      And the fragrance under my tires explodes

      Into the still summer air.

      I think of her sketchbook that burgeons and blossoms

      Into a black blizzard when she closes it.

      Roadside Ditch Natura Morta

      No one can draw fast enough

      To capture the cut

      Iris before its form falls

      From its former self.

      But when we passed a patch

      In the ditch,

      She told me to stop and she stepped

      Down, opening her clasp

      Knife. She spared one iris

      With an impressionistic

      Cocoon on its stem

      And cut the flower beside it.

      Once home

      She rendered in a careful hurry.

      She drew into the night as the iris died.

      I woke grafted to her

      In a vague, translucent hammock of dread.

      A Thousand and One Avatars

      It appeared like a bullet hole

      In the day-lit stratosphere

      That leaked a bright

      White light.

      Then it began

      To approach us

      Where we stood next

      To the open palm

      Of a lake.

      It whirled to the north

      And came down

      Like a comet’s tail,

      Then like a cloud of frost,

      Slowly lofting,

      A fuzzy galactic avatar.

      Then we could tell it was birds,

      Wings set, hovering

      And flipping like pages

      Of news in wind.

      Then it was

      White pelicans

      With nine-foot wingspans,

      And we saw the black-tipped

      Remiges

      Of the largest of boreal birds

      Coming to rest

      On our modest lake

      In their ordained sortie

      From Florida, the Gulf Coast,

      And Panama,

      To their home in British Columbia.

      It was a pod,

      Then a squadron,

      Then a scoop,

      As their wings became parachutes,

      And they water-skied in.

      There must have been a thousand of them,

      Veering and banking

      To avoid collisions.

      Some luffed,

      Waiting their turn.

      It took an hour

      For them all to come down

      And fold their wings

      And huddle in the middle

      Like a melting ice floe.

      They bore spikes for beaks,

      And their necks hooked

      Like shepherds’ crooks.

      And then I thought

      Of the blind man

      I’d seen in the market

      In a small village

      In Italy,

       Where this sort of thing can occur,

      His open palm of bills,

      All folded and tucked