Joseph J. Capista

Intrusive Beauty


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for the Next God

       On Music

       Last Request

       Explication of Consciousness on a Day of Rain

       Migration Theory

       Entreaty

       Manifesto

       Kid Happens

       The American Crow and the Common Raven

       Death in Bitterroot Country

       The Lovers

       Composition

       As If the Lullaby Is for the Child

       Notes and Acknowledgments

      Intrusive Beauty

       Telescope

      Just look: the egret’s white

      Reflects so like a cloud

      Pursuing other clouds,

      Which blow just like the white

      Of wind-borne sand that winds

      As if it were the wave

      Atumble, breaking crest

      All fracture like those shells

      That fall from gulls whose beaks

      Resemble oyster knives,

      More dull than razor clams

      And drabber than the speck

      Of freighter farther out

      Than one might ever hope

      To swim, especially you

      Who sees through glass egress

      So clearly now what’s not

      Before your eyes. But look.

       Thaw

      All afternoon police unearth

      the dead from roadside drifts of snow.

      It happens like this every spring:

      a passing motorist reports

      dark tint inside a melting pile

      or catches sunlight glinting off

      a well-sewn button or a shoe.

      Perhaps a hand, a bud unbloomed,

      extends there toward imagined help.

      Found are those whose orbit slipped

      some imperceptible degree

      before we ever thought them lost.

      We watched a drifter stagger through

      three lanes of traffic, arms asway

      as if conducting some rush hour

      motet his ears alone could hear.

      He waved. I almost waved right back.

      In lilac light the cruisers flashed

      against the dusk. Someone dug.

      Someone else rerouted cars.

      We drove directly home to lie

      together side by side, converse

      about these newly exhumed dead.

      You fear, I know, our daughter woke

      mid-fight to hear about our own

      dissolving dreams, this falling out of,

      into love. The dead are neutral ground

      and so, exhausted, spent, to them

      we steer our words. It’s almost prayer.

      Tonight they’ll rise from deep inside

      of me as, half-asleep, I turn

      and slip my hand in yours. But first,

      so that my touch won’t startle you,

      won’t wake you from unquiet dreams,

      I’ll hold my hand out to the night

      and let it grow a little cold.

       A Child Bird-Scarer

      After an illustration in Life in Victorian England

      I started at six with tin and a stick

      scattering creatures from sharp seed sown

      in Shalbourne furrows. Stones moved

      what clamor couldn’t—starlings, crows,

      a clattering of jackdaws rose

      to perch on dormer sills and startle

      their own glass-bent reflections, escape

      a joke at which they alone cackled.

      My boy, master chastened, mind

      those beasts—see that seed takes.

      So I lurked fencerows and puddles,

      frightening what I knew would fly.

      Sometimes a cruelty rose in me

      I could not tell apart from all

      I pitched at them. The stick I clutched

      has doubled now in length, the tin

      turned tines. Haymaking days, I wade

      knee-deep in crop to stook, then bale.

      I’ll steal away tonight and lie

      atop the brittle piles, watch stars

      as small as seeds I’d sown myself.

      What I remember best is chasing

      a field full of black wings knowing

      they would only lift, loll, and drift

      one hill over, far enough they might

      forget whatever it is they feared.

       Weep, You Prophets, in the Shadow of Heaven

      Night. Prayer. The city is dangerous again.

      Sounds rise skyward in countless concentricities.

      Think them inverted bells yoked

      To some geography of lines. Municipality.

      Think them the sound of turning earth.

      I unfold the map across the tabletop, take care

      To feel the rise of crease