received in order to be seen. When the human being is engaged thus, it is possible for him to discover the positivity of what he encounters and of himself in three aspects: the fact that beings are given (are present to him); that finite beings are not simply opaque objects but signs with which the human being is united; and that he, along with the concrete singular, is constantly generated by the source.
The perception of being as gift disclosed by man’s original relation with the other and revealed in experience opens a further dimension of intelligibility. That being is gift indicates that gift is also a logos, “a word, an invitation,” that speaks of another. In fact, “the gift whose meaning is not also given is not really a gift.”29 Gift, in other words, carries its own intelligibility. This means not only that reality’s own light enables man to see it as gift but also that this gift is the word of another, a mystery always present and ever greater that speaks to man. It is important to realize, first, that to say that the gift has its own logos not only means that truth and goodness are coexistent in the singular as it is given to itself and to another. It also means that originary experience, to discover the meaning of any given being or circumstance, must listen carefully to the logos that speaks within and through the gift. Man must not impose an aleatory meaning on his own experience. Just as life is larger than our experience of it, so the logos that speaks in the gift cannot be enclosed in a human concept. The fact that originary experience bears its own meaning does not imply that one will understand or grasp that meaning. The inseparability of gift from its own logos indicates that the mystery pronounces himself to man in infinitely different ways without repetition. Every finite being-gift is a whole, an integral singular being, a word infinitely other than the mystery and yet a word that communicates this mysterious other on which it constitutively depends.
Giussani speaks of sign as the dual unity of gift and logos discovered through originary experience: “The sign is a reality whose meaning is another reality, something I am able to experience, which acquires its meaning by leading to another reality.”30 Finite being is a sign, a word-gift that brings man to the transcendent ground of both reality and the human being. While some of his christological writings treat “sign” and “sacrament” as synonymous, Giussani does not use the term “symbol” to refer to the dual unity of gift and logos that characterizes finite beings.31 “Symbol” does not indicate the intrinsic link between gift and logos as clearly as “sign” seems to do. “Symbol” can be easily understood as a reality whose meaning is culturally determined and hence imposed on human experience. In this sense, “symbols” would be historically conditioned and so would have no claim to universality or ontological depth. This understanding of symbol easily leads to conclusions such as those of M. Lawler, for whom “experience and not ontology makes reality.”32 For Giussani, instead, the sign is “a word that shakes up because it is through the sign that the presence of the transcendent touches the flesh.”33 Whereas the culturally determined understanding of symbol leads to endless interpretations, for Giussani, experience is “bumping into a sign, an objective reality that moves the person towards his telos, towards his destiny.”34 The sign, therefore, indicates the concrete way in which the mystery gives himself to the human being, so that, through the flesh, once it is received, the sign moves the human being to recognize and assent to the source that generates everything.
It is in the experience of the encounter with the inexorable presence of finite beings that one discovers oneself as given to oneself. Giussani says that “there was a time when the person did not exist: hence what constitutes the person is a given (datum), the person is the product of another.”35 Our birth, more than a biological beginning whose only meaning is chronological, reveals something very important about finite human being: not originating with oneself is the sign that one has been given to oneself. The existence of freedom, limited though real, and of self-awareness prevents us from reducing the human being to his historical and biological antecedents. The human being is an incarnate spirit that transcends nature. “One cannot deny,” Giussani insists, “that the greatest and most profound evidence is that I do not make myself, I am not making myself. I do not give myself being, I do not give me the reality that I am; I am ‘given.’”36
To welcome the evidence of one’s own constitutive givenness reveals the unity binding the self together with its mysterious and permanent source: God, the ultimate source at the origin of both the sign and the human being. Since the origin revealed in the sign is the one from which one’s own self and every sign is ultimately continuously begotten, the mystery may be called “father.” Unlike a human father, however, the mystery is “Father at every moment. He is begetting me now.”37
Although paternal, the mystery remains mystery. Any attempt to define the face of the mystery inevitably becomes ideology.38 This will remain the case even when, in Christ, the mystery lets himself be seen. “God is father, but he is father like no other is father. The revealed term carries the mystery further within you, closer to your flesh and bones, and you really feel it in a familiar way, as a son or daughter.”39 Human experience does give us an intimation of what the Incarnation of the Logos reveals, apart from which we could never fathom this: the mystery is Father like no other father. Because of the dialogical aspect of the mystery’s self-manifestation (through the sign that is both gift and logos), Giussani also designates the mystery with the second personal pronoun. Both reality itself and, as we shall see, man’s own dynamism attest to the existence of the mystery, that “Thou” who speaks to man. Once again, although to speak in terms of dialogue presupposes ascribing personhood to the divine mystery, this “Thou” remains “inexhaustible, evident, and not ‘demonstrable’”—that is, beyond man’s comprehension.40
To sum up, we can say that originary experience allows us to discover both finite being and oneself as gift at whose respective centers is the divine mystery. Since the nature of being is gift and the divine mystery addresses himself to the human person, the truth of this claim about originary experience cannot be seen if it is detached from the engagement of freedom. When Giussani says that originary “experience” enables us to perceive the evident nature of the sign’s dual unity of being-gift and logos he does not have in mind a certainty that does not require freedom. “Evidence” does not mean logical (univocal) or empirical evidence. It is thus neither the result of physical observation nor a necessary deduction from certain premises. Rather, “evidence” indicates the peculiar ontological and epistemological nature of truth, according to which truth presents itself offering the meaning for which man is searching and calling for the decision of man’s freedom. The relation with truth is always a dramatic event. The self-presentation of truth offers meaning and invites man to receive it. While truth’s self-presentation is unequivocal, being’s meaning as gift cannot be seen until it is embraced. Reason and freedom are co-originary. “Evidence,” therefore, means “to become aware of an inexorable presence.” To perceive the evidence is to “open my eyes to this reality which imposes itself upon me, which does not depend upon me, but upon which I depend; it is the great conditioning of my existence—if you like, the given.”41
5. The Experience of Being Given
We have mentioned that originary experience indicates the engagement of all of oneself with all of reality and its center, God. Man’s engagement with the whole, or his lived awareness, acknowledges that both the human person and other