Harold Ristau

My First Exorcism


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any former distinctions between the laity and clergy become irretrievable. But are all people entitled to everything all the time and in all places? Most political revolutions, no matter how bloody, are hailed as inevitable due to the fact that they sought to assure liberty, justice and equal rights for all. It becomes unthinkable that a compassionate God would not bless a well-meaning revolt. The logic of the radical reformation reigns. Subordination, in all of its expressions is considered undemocratic. All forms of inequality observed in the Church, household, or society, are viewed with bitter vehemence. Demonic neo-Gnostic tendencies expressed through the modern feminist movement seek to overturn the order of creation and confuse it with the corollaries of the order of redemption, exposing the Church to the critique that it is, secretly, a misogynist institution. In accordance with this thinking, how can the Church be understood as anything other than sexist? Sexual organs are perceived as regrettable accidents of gender, providing no window into how men and women exist as different expressions of humanity. A feminization of gender is only one of the results of the demonic confusion between the Two Kingdoms.

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      Humankind’s banishment from the Garden of Eden may appear vindictive and evil at first: the act of an angry and malicious God. Yet Adam and Eve were not merely punished for committing some trivial wrong. Their poor decision-making has perilous implications for the destiny of all of us. They had broken off fellowship with God. Impure and unclean, God’s holy presence became a dangerous one for these first humans and all of their descendants. So God decides to do something radical. They had done enough. Consistent with His fatherly instinct of cleaning up a child’s mess, God exiles Adam and Eve from His garden—His table—for their own safety. He loves them so much that, against His very life-giving nature, He Himself heart-wrenchingly kills—sacrifices—one of the innocent beasts that He had just created in order to clothe them (I have a hunch that it was a lamb). Moreover, He curses the evil one and promises a saviour, as well as mercifully offering us His protective presence until our severed relationship with Him could finally be repaired on that first Good Friday. As strange as it may sound, God was compelled to hand us over to evil for our own good. For the Lord God said, “Behold, the man has become like one of us in knowing good and evil. Now, lest Adam reach out his hand and take also of the tree of life and eat, and live forever” (Gen 3:22), the King of kings excommunicated him from His royal garden. This consequential decision reflects the deepest of love, for the one tree gave access to the other. Had our Lord not taken these extreme and painful measures, we would have obliviously continued nourishing ourselves on the tree of life which would have immortalized our sinful state. Our “out-casting” delivered us from living eternity as sinners. Instead, we were rescued from ourselves and offered the antidote for our sin through the gift of Christ via the pill of Holy Baptism. By His cross we now have access once again to the tree of life, which immortalizes our saintly state when we eat of its fruits from the table of His holy altar. On the Last Day, when we behold God and the harvest of joy amassed from our sowing of tears, all tiring trials and agitating questions will disappear from memory, relinquishing their importance, as all things pure become absorbed in divine glorious beauty.

      Although suffering is a divine tool and gift, which, when understood theologically, makes a lot of sense, the devil induces us to despise it by employing a “human reasoning” that Martin Luther rightly called “the devil’s whore.” While our logic deters us from embracing it— after all, everyone aspires to be on the winning team—suffering and God are a necessary unity which, alone, provide elementary shape and honest meaning to human existence. The impassibility of God does not preclude the fact that He still hurts, and His Spirit still grieves. Even if Christianity weren’t true, it would still be the most enlightened religion. It uniquely resonates with the human condition, offering no beatific or idyllic vision of our depraved temporal existence. It boldly proclaims the unsinkable truth that we are, and remain, a broken race for which its creator suffers and dies. At the cross, God is emptied. His heart is pierced, drained, so that there would be room for us. Through the fountain of sweet water and the flood of quenching blood that spills from the Saviour’s open side (John 19:34), the Holy Spirit draws all who suffer to Him who suffered for them. Though separately they bear on their aching bodies the still throbbing marks of Jesus’ tender scars, together they rejoice in their common share in one holy mystical stigmata.

      People who complain about a distant God who does not understand suffering need to be reminded that, remarkably, the very book He has authored includes incriminating material which, at first glance, seems to call into question God’s love. The complaints of Job echo emotions that all people feel. Yet these divine self-disclosures are not recorded in the Bible in order to cast doubt upon the impeccably merciful character of God. Rather they demonstrate that our transcendent God is also immanent, and is well aware of our utmost feelings and frustration with suffering, sin, illness and death; that hidden beyond the recesses of time, is a meaning and information to which we have not necessarily been made privy. Job never becomes aware of the life lesson underlying his suffering. But we do. And his experience has acted as a source of comfort to innumerable believers since. Despite appearances of the diabolical, God Himself is present, shepherding His people into His kingdom. Consequently, the devil is the chief victim of his own traps. “When the devil kicks, he is struck,” an Eastern patriarch once observed. Like each and every plan of Wile E. Coyote’s to catch his arch-nemesis, the Road Runner, explodes in his face, the crucifixion is the tumultuous trigger and culmination of conquest within the cosmological dual. The Almighty had reduced Himself to a worm and not a man (Ps 22:6), a strategic manoeuvre in the activation of the final snare for the evil one. He becomes the bait on the hook of the cross, luring the devil to take a fatal bite. Sparing His wandering sheep from a destiny that