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Mercy Wears a Red Dress
David Craig
Mercy Wears a Red Dress
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Manufactured in the U.S.A. December 6, 2016
We did say a rosary in the car—
that was something, though it was hard to hear
all the voices. Today I’ll go to Confession,
can’t say which of my lambs will follow.
“Onward Christian Soldiers” we are not,
except for Mrs. Polite, as mom calls herself
in one of Jude’s programs.
And in truth, she has grown, by leaps
and bounds, while the rest of us,
I’m afraid, are more hopper types—
about the back yard, in the basement,
all over the furniture; hopping
and nibbling, nibbling.
We are still everything we aren’t.
There’s no brightening it:
the flag we will wave when Jesus comes back
will be a beat one. We’ll probably
have to tie one of the ends in a knot
to the staff; though our waving, we hope,
won’t be abashed, or too much
of an embarrassment for our neighbors.
Still, today is a new day, and there is
the Confession thing. Life does get better,
like that horrible PRINCE OF EGYPT song:
“If you believe”—though I don’t think
creatively seeing makes anything happen.
Like the rest of our lives, that’s too shallow,
shoddy to do much good.
This is the Valley of the Lord, east end.
The part near the river, behind the tracks.
We can clean up, comb our hair,
but there’s no hiding who we are.
We are the blessed.
Advent is kind of trumped
by the Christmas tree, though no child
rushes to help me spread its artificial wings!
Our Down’s guy, however, does note
repeatedly that he’s on the “nice” list.
At twenty-one, he gets his mall picture taken
with me and Santa.
My ADHD daughter, on the other hand,
who does not suffer fools, or her dad, easily,
has art for anything small, while our eldest,
an Aspy, offers only jagged glimpses of his—
bold pen and ink outlines. They are gift,
part of that humble crowd which will lift its face
skyward soon enough, waiting for reindeer,
or something very like that.
I wait for a publisher. My wife, who knows
what she waits for? Maybe better hands
at the piano, though she is already quite good.
Maybe a husband who behaves as he ought.
And the kids? For another world, no doubt,
one to their specs. The trees wait for snow
this time of year, the grass for frost. Snow
is the stuff of hope because it means Christmas,
days off; it means sledding and eggnog,
all the family—a tree to light in the evenings!
It’s like when we used to have summer sleep-outs
in our back yard tent, listen
to THE LORD OF THE RINGS.
Nothing could’ve been cooler.
It’s good to still have them here, despite
the edges. They are, thankfully, who they are
and where they have been.
We will try again this evening, my wife and I—
to make this their home.
To Our Lady
Thanks for not pitching my garbage,
for not letting it seek its level
among the banana peels, Monster drink cans,
half of New York City.
Thank you for over-looking my failings—
which pilgrimage like prayerful
maggots up the insides of summer trash cans,
across the lids: they slowly herd themselves,
turning, tiny mouths lifted in song—
they cannot see! But that does not stop them
as they make their way toward a new Jerusalem.
Thank you for smiling through your statue’s paint
when I come to visit you in Adoration—
for liking me more than the world does.
You are home to me, not this artfully
messy office, 25-year consolation pen set;
not my widescreen TV at home; not even
football. I could cross my legs in prayer
like a yogi if I want. It would not matter.
You would pull the cover up under my chin
at night, sing me a song.
Let the world go on as it does; I will dance
around my older children, make strange noises
to amuse them. They may not understand,
but will be gathered in.
Thank you for today. Good things might
very well happen! A stranger could knock
on my door. A check could arrive,
students line the halls with lifted