Hidden in His Own Story. Andrew Walton

there are other times when we have the bread you like so much.”

      “Yes, the light fluffy bread in a large loaf.”

      “This is what yeast does. Just a tiny bit mixed in the dough makes it grow into a nice, light, round shape.”

      “How does it do this?”

      “I really don’t know. I just know it does.”

      “Like magic!”

      “Maybe,” she laughed.

      “But why do you hide it?”

      She smiled broadly and chuckled at my childlike questioning, “I’m not really hiding it. It needs to be kept in a cool dark place in order to stay fresh and keep its ‘magic’ as you call it.”

      “Is yeast like salt?”

      “Not really. Salt is used to make food taste better and to preserve it. But yeast and salt are very much alike in two ways. It only takes a tiny bit of either, and both can lose their ‘magic’ if not cared for properly.”

      She smiled and put her arms around me. The secret joy of her life spilled into the room surrounding and holding us both the way she was holding me. Her smile, her joy, her touch was the yeast and salt of my life. And just like yeast and salt, the magic of her love filled and encompassed my soul.

      Selah

      Rarely did I ever know my mother to be overly anxious or afraid. However, on those occasions when she was anxious the joy that she normally exuded was transformed into intense determination and persistence.

      One night I awoke to my parents’ voices.

      “Mary, what are you doing?” Papa whispered so as not to wake my brother, sister, and me.

      “I’ve lost something.” Her voice was hushed and deliberate. I saw her sweeping the floor by lamplight.

      “But what could be so important. Wouldn’t it be easier to find in the daylight?” Papa asked.

      “It probably would. But I dropped a coin to the floor just before lying down to sleep and after putting out the lamp. It is the only money we have and will buy our food for several days. I cannot rest or sleep until I find it.”

      “Can I help?” Papa sighed.

      “You go back to sleep. There is no need for you to worry. I will find it.”

      From the shadows, on the edge of the lamplight I saw her search for that lost coin. As anxious as she was, she remained calm and focused. My own anxiety began to subside.

      I had seen that confident belief before and could hear her saying to me, “Jesus, if you believe something with all your soul and mind and body you will see your belief become reality.”

      “How do I do this, Mother?” I had asked.

      “First you feel it deeply, next you think it thoroughly, and then you take action as if it is already done.”

      I fell asleep knowing she would find the coin because she believed she would.

      I awoke to laughter in the courtyard outside our house. Mother told her friends about sweeping for hours in the lamplight and finally finding the lost coin. Her voice filled the air with joy.

      I breathed in the joy of her laughter and also the strength of her faith, and secretly thought, “That coin was never lost because my mother always believed it would be found.”

      Selah

      There was a passing phrase my parents would say to one another when they thought no one was listening. “Remember the angels,” one would say to the other, especially when an important decision loomed before them. The first time I remember hearing it I was twelve years old and we had gone on our annual Passover trip to Jerusalem.

      When the festival was ended they started home, but I was left behind in Jerusalem. Assuming that I was in the group of travelers, they had gone a day’s journey before noticing I was missing. They looked among our relatives and friends, but didn’t find me, so they left my brother and sister with family and returned to Jerusalem.