Mischa Willett

Phases


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feasts of Christ, I sup-

      pose it was.

      Since she seemed easy

      bearing its scalloped shell,

      pleased even to hold

      the half-ton marble well,

      I didn’t feel bad for her,

      standing at the entrance

      these many centuries, still as stone,

      like an attendant at a washroom,

      which it also was.

      On Dante

      I thought about those green

      beans and onions all day

      after having rejected them

      for more orange chicken

      on my weekend trip to the mall.

      The regret eats me indelicately.

      How differently. . .

      Now I’ll blow around

      like street trees: pretty, but

      roots not deep enough to reach

      the good water.

      I rerun the movie

      of you driving through

      the night alone, and all

      night long.

      The Greek Word for Want

      Though I’ve been to Penshurst,

      and Versailles, the house Shakespeare

      was supposedly born in (or was it

      his wife?) this is my favorite—

      apart from the cats, I mean—

      I’d get rid of those, and most of

      the owners’ things, P.G. Wodehouse

      collection notwithstanding. They’re vacationing

      in Paris, and while I house sit,

      imagining the dinners and dances

      (dances!) I’d host if this little palace

      were mine, they’re having a painter

      do the ceiling of the nursery with Greek

      constellations in blue and gold.

      How are Greek constellations different

      than anyone else’s you ask?

      That’s easy.

      They have gods in them.

      Artifact

      Pot shard in a frame:

      the same as holding one’s breath

      to remember the air, keeping

      a lock of his hair. You weren’t there,

      or, if you were, you’re not there

      now, and this remembering doesn’t

      put you back there somehow.

      It’s a dream of having what

      you don’t: a postcard from Rome,

      talking on the phone.

      I think to pocket maybe some small

      piece that will call it all up for me.

      Standing in the museum,

      I’m trying to think how it will be

      to be back. I won’t be the same,

      and it won’t be anything like here,

      but, having nothing to show,

      I won’t be able to give you

      the difference I want you to know.

      With Reckless

      Just in time to catch the winter

      wind, the willow prematurely

      leaves, stringing wild

      hair behind—not like a child

      running, whose speed won’t lift

      even the lightest spun

      sugar of mane—but like a maenad,

      whose fury shakes to very roots,

      like faeries, fates, the thumping chest,

      fear, future, abandoned creature of its own

      posture: like snakes.

      Hot Wind

      A type of desert pine, Chaparral

      is also the street where I was born,

      which has on it, sure enough, three Chaparral

      pines. This is in Scottsdale, so called

      because the largest ranch in these here parts,

      in the parlance of the locals, belonged to one

      Winifred Scott, of whom there are no

      fewer than four bronze statues in the town

      that bears his name. His major accomplishment

      was owning the land later developers rendered town.

      Of the “dale,” none can account.

      “Scottsbluff” would be no more removed

      from geological reality. “Scottsmount”

      might even have worked, since, unlike a dale,

      there is a mountain here. It’s called Camelback

      because it looks like a camel’s back. Beside it, another little

      hill that the natives, early settlers, and hundred years

      of Arizonans called “Squaw Peak” was renamed

      when Puritans decided a squaw was no longer an honorable

      thing to be, for the first American woman

      dead in Iraqi combat, when it was decided that Iraqi

      combatants, or woman soldiers were more

      honorable than squaws.

      The camel has a rock formation on its nose

      that looks like a monk praying to the camel’s forehead.

      He may be praying for the woman dead in Iraqi combat.

      Or all the dead squaws. Or Winifred Scott.

      He may be praying for the chaparral pines,

      which are the only living things in this poem so far.

      Or he may be a pile of rocks on a camel’s nose. Or

      a mountain’s face. For the whole personified

      world in its heat and bronze shame.

2

      A Medieval Roman Theology, Abridged

      We killed

      this Jesus,

      and shook

      him, and these

      keys fell out.

      View From the Ponte Vecchio

      for JK

      Look at those

      statues