Thomas Esposito

The Roots that Clutch


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which were often works of stunning artistic genius. Their life of work and prayer, as the title of Jean Leclercq’s famous book illustrates, harmonized “the love of learning and the desire for God.”10 The unparalleled beauty of Gregorian chant—taking its name from St. Gregory the Great, your biographer—unites angelic psalms and human voices, and even today calms souls listening with the ear of their heart. As Gregory’s successor, Pope Benedict XVI, said so eloquently in a speech during his 2008 visit to the former Cistercian house of studies in Paris,

      From our monasteries, that word, studied and contemplated in lectio divina, should be dispersed through spiritual direction, education of the young, and writings.

      Despite my biased hope that monasticism can contribute to the rebuilding of a more Christian (and therefore more human) culture, holy father Benedict, I have no rosy illusions about the future of American and Western civilization. The final section of my “Subiaco” poem reflects a certain pessimism of mine regarding our secular culture:

      Tomorrow boasts of godlessness and ghosts

      Which walk in mem’ried quarters, telling tales

      In ruined stone, in silent bells, in church;

      And we alone are left as reliqued souls

      To note the setting suns and Christian shades.

      But must we make our graves of hallowed space,

      Exchanging fire for frost, the pearl for dust?

      For I am not a dying man, not yet,

      And we have stood, still stand, on living ground,

      Convinced, with proof, that death can yield a dawn

      And Love still dares to sow in arid earth.

      When places pass, and hearts aflame grow cold,

      Please grant us now a faith begot of hope,

      Assured that we have not believed in vain.

      I wrote those lines several years ago, before I came to think of humanitas as the great gift monasticism can offer souls ignorant of their own glorious humanity. They present a bleaker outlook than the one I hold now, but their sobering perspective is still instructive. Christians must not abandon their ship to the stormy waves simply because they cannot control the winds or waters, and I consider monasticism a rudder steering the ship of the church (indeed, of all humanity) on a Godward course. I take very seriously my privileged duty to share with our guests, and channel to others through them, the rivers of living water which I have found in my monastery. Saint Gregory the Great wrote that you once received a singular grace in contemplation: the whole world was presented before your eyes as if it were collected in a single ray of the sun. May your illuminating example and powerful prayers intercede for me, and all the monks and nuns living under your patronage, that we might be faithful collectors of your inspiring rays and refreshing aqueducts to all who come to us seeking God.

      To Saint Thomas More, the king’s good servant, and God’s first:

      Perhaps the best place to begin is my own acquaintance with your legacy, both secular and sacred. I take as my starting point a verse from the pen of Saint Paul, who encouraged the Corinthians, “Be imitators of me as I am of Christ” (1 Cor 11:1). If to imitate a saint is to imitate Christ, then you have made me more like our Lord than I ever could have hoped to be without your example. To be sure, I have not imitated you to the letter. My desire to be a lawyer irretrievably evaporated in high school thanks to a nauseatingly boring summer at a law firm. Nor have I followed your footsteps as a husband and father. On this score, it may seem strange that a monk vowed to celibacy should take as his patron a lawyer, statesman, and family man. Yet I consider your sponsorship of my monastic and priestly life an immense and altogether appropriate gift.