make charcoal. I learned that the government of Tanzania was unable to bring electricity in any form to the rural and even semi-rural areas of the country, where eighty percent of its citizens live.
So many of the theories I had been teaching in my Environmental Sociology classes back home were sorely tested in real time in East Africa, and I couldn’t help but be moved by the disparities between what I “knew” and what I now saw. Surely there was a way I could help, I believed—some way in which I could really get in there and support Tanzanian development, yet maintain its incredible natural beauty. “Sustainable development” was the term of the moment in my professional circles, and I was certainly passionate about getting involved in the thick of it. But even with Sululu’s help, I wondered if I could find my way in with respect, understanding, and compassion.
The answer, it turned out, was finding a way to connect with people on a spiritual level. During one of our game drives, my guide asked me what my religious denomination was. It seemed to be a common question among people in that region, heavily influenced by the work of Christian and Islamic missionaries. At first I chose not to answer, thinking the question was too personal to ask of a “stranger.” But it wasn’t inappropriate at all from his point of view. He persisted, and eventually I told him a few things about my background and beliefs.
In that case, he said, “You should visit my people, the Maasai. You will be like a sister to them,” assuring me that they and I shared similar beliefs about a universal God or creator who can most easily be experienced in nature. Like virtually all indigenous peoples, the Maasai had a strong belief in the power of nature and its connection to the human spirit, he said.
According to Maasai oral history, their people originated from the area of Egypt, along the Nile River and migrated south through Sudan, Ethiopia, and Somalia around the fifteenth century, ultimately moving into Kenya and Tanzania between the seventeenth and late eighteenth centuries. It has always been challenging for the Maasai to maintain their traditional semi-nomadic pastoral lifestyle, no matter where they have traveled.
During my first visit to a Maasai homestead, I talked with the people I met about health care, culture, medicine, and the natural environment, and I came away amazed. How could these people have such wisdom, without any formal education? I was overwhelmed, and I knew I clearly had something to learn from this community. In contrast to all the dancing around the edges of “what is wellness?” in America, the work I was doing with the alternative medicine boom, and in environmental conservation, I actually felt I was getting close to some answers here in the remote villages of East Africa. I wanted to learn more, and perhaps become a teacher and a student at the same time.
I was given a name, Namelok, meaning “Sweetie,” a woman with a sweet heart. Unlike many of the previous researchers and international development workers who had come to their villages and asked many questions, I just sat and listened. And apparently the Maasai appreciated the difference. “When people asked you who you are,” Sululu explained to me, “you spoke slowly, and from the heart. They believed you were very interested in them, open to hearing everything they said, not for any specific target. That is why they love you.”
THE BIG EXCHANGE
We made a pact. I would help several Maasai communities address some of their most basic needs—poverty alleviation, clean water, modern education—and they would share with me the ways in which they healed their bodies, minds, and communities. The Maasai, like all indigenous communities I have spent time with, practice a giving and receiving cycle on a grand scale. They engage in simple, short-term exchanges when someone trades a big bull for two heifers, yet they also enter into long-term agreements when one person agrees to donate cattle for a family member’s wedding with the understanding that he will similarly be repaid years down the road. When you are part of a tight-knit community, this can be both a curse and a blessing, depending on how your own balance sheet adds up.
Fueled by my years learning about social and economic development, knowing what I knew about modern lifestyles in the West, and with new insights I had gained from Wangari, I was adamant about not simply responding to requests from the communities for boreholes, classrooms, and health clinics. I wanted to collaborate, to find a bridge between the good old ways and the good new ways.
If we were going to build classrooms, then we were going to provide computers with Internet access. If we were going to build health clinics, they were going to be based on integrated medicine. I found myself explaining that the West was not always best, while agreeing that some major improvements were necessary to help move people out of abject poverty.
In a Maasai community in Tanzania in 2001, we negotiated something along the following lines: the Maasai would teach me some of the secrets they had for maintaining emotional and spiritual wellbeing, and share with me the plant medicines they used for healing. In exchange, I would help them become more modern by building schools, cultivating medicinal plant nurseries, and connecting them to the world through information technology. I knew I had the experience, expertise and contacts, and that I could harness these resources to bring real change into the Maasai world. And I was passionate to learn what they had to teach me. It would be an extraordinary exchange—and it would transform my life.
One of Terrawatu’s first computer labs at a school in Tanzania, 2005
Sululu and I giving a plant to a women’s network leader for their tree nursery in Mkonoo Village, Tanzania
KEEPING THE FIRE BURNING AT HEARTH AND HOME
Most of my friends and family were shocked that I actually planned to rent out my lovely home in Seattle and live virtually full-time in East Africa—and I was often surprised by their reactions. We all had spent so much time criticizing the current state of American society and talking about how unsatisfied we were to work longer and longer hours only to make more money to pay for the increasing cost of housing, health care, car maintenance, food, et cetera. I had made the decision to temporarily step off the national treadmill of production and consumption and check out another way of living, to be in a place that was just starting to be influenced by globalization, where people were hungry for American know-how. Didn’t my Seattle friends think the idea was kind of cool?
I was committed, and it certainly seemed easier to close one file and open another, instead of trying to keep two lives going at the same time. Many people who have had a similar urge to expatriate and completely change their lives have sold all their worldly possessions and jumped ship to a new, completely different location. Yet it seemed right for me to be a bit less dramatic. I wanted to explore the landscape between two worlds, two cultures, and discover a bridge connecting them. Instead of the clash of civilizations, I wanted to choreograph the dance. It must have been the romantic Italian in me.
My friends kept the fire burning in my house in the village in Seattle over the years. The upstairs remained my bedroom, bath, and yoga room. When I returned occasionally, we would share the kitchen, dining room, and sitting room. We called it “the village house.” When friends from East Africa came to visit, the doors to the unofficial “Tanzanian Embassy” would swing open and we would provide home-cooked meals of Pacific salmon, nyama choma, Swahili-style roast meat, polenta, an Italian version of ugali, the staple food of East Africa, and Maasai-style chai.
I combined foods and flavors of many regions of Tanzania, knowing the traditional food of the Maasai would not be too satisfying to my tribe in Seattle. I served both Italian and South African wine. And we would share stories—long conversations around the outdoor fire-pit that lasted long into the evening just as they did in Maasailand, stories about politics, economics, and family. I always felt I brought a piece of Africa with me when I returned to America. And I always enjoyed catching up with the current news and trends from the United States to take back with me to my villages in Africa. The Maasai have a word, oloipung’o, which means to travel away from your home and